When I started writing five years ago, my ability was to write the word "thank you" as "thank you", take half a day for a paragraph, and run out of sentences 🙂
…Now I get compliments on my writing. For some reason. Well, I can't know the real reasons? No, I can't, because I'm not my own reader, although I read the written texts out loud and correct them until they sound like I'm speaking.
But I don't feel like a good writer.
am i Can I be if I don't push myself beyond the limits of writing?
The voice of my God 1 doesn't sleep and says: "Keep building". He has woken up again and is gnawing at the shell of my self-confidence like a satanic worm.
Time for a new challenge; year-long!
What if I wrote 1% more everyday than yesterday?
That is, I would start at the end of September 2016 with 100 word goal for the day and I would end with 3741 literally on the 365th day?
- Would I go crazy?
- Would I learn to write better?
- Release tracks sooner? 5
- Thinking of headlines?
- Puzzle words?
- Would I write a second book? 6
- Would I become a famous writer?
- Shall I talk more?
- Would I start listing too many examples? 7
Who knows here! Let's try.
Because the ending -ël!
I'm not crazy. I promise!
I am only slightly challenged by this drove me crazy.
But let's go back to the beginning. Kwhy this challenge?
…I think I already told you, didn't I? In that sense, did you ask what I said first? As I said, I wanted to try to expand my skills and become a better writer!
How did it go?
Here it is in bullet points:
- I started on September 26, 2016. 8
- I graduated on September 25, 2017. 9
- I didn't quite finish the challenge - there was only one month left. 10
- I published all the texts in small debesyla.lt/uzrasai on the blog, where the texts lie, before ending up here. 11
- I allowed the texts every day until 00:00 of the next day. 12
- Day one limit: 100 words. 13
- Daily limit increased by 1%. 14
- There should have been 3741 words on the last day. 15
And then I sat and wrote!
I wrote everything I could.
I turned old ideas into finished articles, finished unfinished articles, read new books and I stole everything worth noting…
…I wrote, wrote, wrote.
And why 1% more every day, 365 days in a row?
Because it adds up. Here's the word limit graph:
Do you see? For two-thirds of the year, the word limit is less than 1,000 per day. Only later - it rises faster. But it adds up.
Such a progression is the best way to train yourself.
- The growth is not too great, especially in the beginning. 16
- Training is getting harder and harder, so makes you move away. 17
- The goal is very clear every day - just as much as yesterday, plus a few extra steps. 18
That's what I trained for.
Did it really work?
See the graphic above? Here's what actually happened:
…It didn't end perfectly.
dare i say like all challenges. If you thought that everything in this life has to be perfect, I don't agree with that. But maybe these are excuses?
what did you learn
Even though I didn't finish the challenge completely, I don't regret it too much. It was a rewarding challenge.
And too long.
Friends have told me this several times as they watched my slow slide towards insanity. I was a lemon and my writing challenge was a big sledgehammer.
First: Only by writing a lot will you learn to write a lot.
As I realized after the short story writing challenge - one learns to write short stories only by writing short stories. This time, you can only learn to be a writer and write a lot of words by sitting down 19 and writing a lot of words.
A blank sheet of paper does not fill itself. The word limit taught me work like a real writer, by profession.
Second: The essence is not in the words!
…And in the senses.
A lot does not mean good. And I began to understand this after only 3 months, when my stock of old (and good), but unfinished articles began to follow.
I had to write new texts and publish inferior ones... And this affected my health - I didn't feel well.
Three: Without advertising, your writing is worthless.
In the world of bloggers 21 there is a saying: "Write and there will be readers"... But there were none:
Although in the middle of the year, when I started sharing my articles a bit more on Facebook, there were more readers, but passive visitors alone do not form a crowd. SEO didn't help either.
It's a very fun fantasy that everything will happen without advertising, isn't it?
However, no creation has emerged without advertising. Even Žemaitė pushed his creativity only through acquaintance. 22
...You don't need to think that the work put in a drawer and shown only to "Friends who won't criticize me" will help you gather a circle of followers.
Finally: Where does this all lead?
This is probably the best question I've come across this year. I wrote a lot! …But so what?
Now I try to look at each piece as an investment.
I don't write them in order to have a lot, but to add them to new works. For example, this challenge story might end up in a book about challenges in a few years. And not much changed because I try to write!
Well, that was my year of writing challenge!
And as you? Do you write, otherwise which one? Would you like to challenge yourself? Have questions about this challenge? Let me help.
After writing every day for a whole year,
This is what I call the inner voice of the soul. Who else but God? Intuition? Subconscious mind? Then intuition and subconscious is my God because it speaks inside me.↩
Whose stories I love so much, despite the fact that they are repetitive.↩
Who is said to write faster than readers can read.↩
Whose work did not make a revolution in literature, but remains my favorite Lithuanian author's work.↩
As you can see, my articles drag on for half a year or longer. I'm in no rush to release anything. I'm lazy and let my creativity compost.↩
I didn't wait for the New Year - I just started and that's it. Why wait? After all, it was a challenge only to himself. I did the same started running in mid-September, and not from next summer - after all, the most important thing is to love yourself, not others.↩
Or at least I released the last text. It hadn't been full of writing for a few days before.↩
How's that? Over the course of the year I spent "The Lazy Manifesto", so there was about a two-week break between March (preparing the book) and July (promoting the book). The challenge was supposed to last a month longer - until November. I thought it would be like that - I will write a novel of love letters. But I haven't written enough to count.↩
I don't want to post unfinished texts here - I try to provide only the highest quality content.↩
Is it a lot? No. But it adds up over time.↩
Quite a lot, but doable if you have the whole day. It's definitely possible. The question is, would it be possible to continue like this for a week in a row?↩
Big steps require big efforts, and don't you have so much free energy?↩
If training wasn't hard - would you really call it training?↩
So you don't have to waste your energy every day rethinking what you're doing here. Just look at the calendar with the number and keep working!↩
Is this a problem?↩
Are you already visiting the "Good Bad" portal?↩
Such Povilas Višinskis. And that's just for the first track. Others needed acquaintances and roads again.↩
I still have doubts here. Maybe books should be exclusive and only articles left as an investment in the blog?↩