{"id":663,"date":"2016-10-30T19:55:43","date_gmt":"2016-10-30T16:55:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=663"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:06:55","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:06:55","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/2016\/ode-dziaugsmui-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"Od\u0117 d\u017eiaugsmui III \u2013 Be pavadinimo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienos tikslas: 140 \u017eod\u017eiai<\/a>. Para\u0161yta: 208<\/b>.<\/p>\n

Tai lai\u0161kas, para\u0161ytas nakt\u012f, kai negal\u0117jau u\u017emigti ramiu miegu. Tai lai\u0161kas merginai, kuri tuo metu buvo u\u017e t\u016bkstan\u010dio kilometr\u0173 \u012f pietus nuo Lietuvos sienos.<\/span><\/p>\n

Du m\u0117nesiai po pa\u017einties. Rugs\u0117jo 6-ta diena, 2013 metai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Argh!<\/h2>\n

Negaliu miegoti. Rimtai, a\u0161 negaliu miegoti. Negaliu u\u017emigti. Nurimti. U\u017egesinti \u0161vytur\u012f tam, kad kit\u0105 dien\u0105 v\u0117l gal\u0117\u010diau j\u012f \u012f\u017eiebti.<\/p>\n

U\u017emerk\u0119s akis a\u0161 prisimenu tave. Atmerk\u0119s akis – \u012fsivaizduoju esant \u0161alia.<\/p>\n

Tai nervina ir mane u\u017eknisa.<\/p>\n

Kod\u0117l?<\/p>\n

Tu dar klausi? A\u0161 juk miegoti negaliu!<\/p>\n

K\u0105 daryti? K\u0105 daryti, o prakeikta pilnatie, \u0161vie\u010dianti man \u012f veid\u0105? Lauke jau kelint\u0105 savait\u0119 \u010dir\u0161kiantys vidurbobvasario \u017eiogai? A\u0161 negaliu miegoti!<\/p>\n

Ir taip, tik svajon\u0117se gal\u0117\u010diau u\u017etraukti u\u017euolaid\u0105… Kurios neturiu… Ar u\u017edaryti balkono duris… Kurios net n\u0117ra atidarytos… Dabar be trylikos minu\u010di\u0173 vidurnaktis, o a\u0161 jau valand\u0105 su puse bandau u\u017emigti.<\/p>\n

Veltui – juk taip ir nepavyko.<\/p>\n

Vietoj tos kan\u010dios, belaukiant ats\u0117linan\u010dio miego, atsik\u0117liau tam, kad para\u0161y\u010diau \u0161itai. Ra\u0161au. Pagalvoju, k\u0105 ra\u0161yti… Ir ra\u0161au toliau. …Ra\u0161ydamas sustoju. Pagalvoju v\u0117l: o kaip man \u0161itai, k\u0105 ra\u0161au, pavadinti? Ar man tau tai kada parodyti? Ar tau tai patiks? Ar tai privers tave nusi\u0161ypsoti ta nuostabia \u0161ypsena? Ir atsisukus pratarti \u201eO, Danieliau\u201c tarytum b\u016btum pritr\u016bkusi \u017eod\u017ei\u0173?<\/p>\n

Jei gal\u0117\u010diau tau \u0161itai nusi\u0173sti zylu\u010di\u0173 pa\u0161tu – tai ir padary\u010diau. Tik gaila, kad jos tokiu metu neskraido \u012f \u0161iltus kra\u0161tus atostogauti.<\/p>\n

Pasiilg\u0119s,
\nDanielius<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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