{"id":2967,"date":"2017-09-17T09:36:38","date_gmt":"2017-09-17T06:36:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=2967"},"modified":"2021-07-06T21:28:43","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T18:28:43","slug":"patinas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/2017\/patinas\/","title":{"rendered":"Meil\u0117s lai\u0161kas: A\u0161 turb\u016bt ne alfa patinas"},"content":{"rendered":"<aside>Dienos tikslas: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/issukis-365\/\">2667 \u017eod\u017eiai<\/a>. Para\u0161yta: <b>212<\/b>.<\/aside>\n<p>Pa\u017evelk \u012f mane \u0161i\u0105 akimirk\u0105. Tai a\u0161.<\/p>\n<p>Atsibud\u0119s vos prie\u0161 20 minu\u010di\u0173 d\u0117l lauke vykstan\u010dio kiemo remonto triuk\u0161mo. Saul\u0117s spinduliai pama\u017eu \u0161liau\u017eia artyn man\u0119s ir ver\u010dia markstytis, o nakt\u012f (ar ryte?) sapnuoti keisti sapnai su Betmenu ir Vilniumi turb\u016bt suk\u0117l\u0117 vartym\u0105si lovoje, taigi atsibudau suveltais plaukais ant visos galvos. \u012eskaitant \u016bsus.<\/p>\n<p>Tai mano ryto veidas.<\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>[Pasl\u0117pta], kaip einasi?<\/p>\n<p>\u0160\u012f tekst\u0105 prad\u0117jau ra\u0161yti su id\u0117ja pabaigti apie tai, kod\u0117l nesu Alfa patinas, kaip esu emocingas, judrus, nenustygstantis ir visi\u0161kai nieko nesuvokiantis. Ties\u0105 sakant \u2013 tai jau antras bandymas. Pirmas ryto juodra\u0161tis buvo ra\u0161ytas grynai 20 minu\u010di\u0173 po atsibudimo, ta\u010diau dabar jis man jau nepatinka, taigi band\u017eiau perra\u0161yti tai geriau.<\/p>\n<p>Ta\u010diau ni\u016bri emocinga nuotaika po sapn\u0173 su b\u0117gimu, ka\u017ekokios merginos tamsiomis akimis gaudymu, keista nerimo ir i\u0161siskyrim\u0173 nuotaika, dingo.<\/p>\n<p>Dabar, jau pad\u0117j\u0119s t\u0117\u010diui tvarkyti saul\u0117s kaitinam\u0105 kiem\u0105 ir \u012fstatyt naujas duris \u012f sand\u0117lio sien\u0105, jau\u010diuosi lyg b\u016bt\u0173 pra\u0117j\u0119 pus\u0117 dienos. O prakaitas, darbo metu i\u0161spr\u016bd\u0119s man ant kaktos, sp\u0117jo i\u0161nykti.<\/p>\n<p>Pradeda groti <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Dyo4tNwNIvQ\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Amelie &#8211; La Valse D&#8217;Amelie<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0105 veikei per paskutines kelias vasaros dienas?<\/p>\n<p>K\u0105 jautei? D\u0117l ko nerimavai? Ir d\u0117l ko buvai d\u017eiugi?<\/p>\n<p>\u017dinau, \u0161is lai\u0161kas keistas. Nes jis toks \u2013 gim\u0119s viduryje teksto, kuriam nuotaikos nebeliko. Bet man \u012fdomu. Kuo tu gyva? Seniai ilgiau nebendravom.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160ypteli. Atsis\u0117da ant kilimo suriet\u0119s kojas po savimi.<\/p>\n<p>A\u0161 \u010dia. Klausau.<\/p>\n<p>Pla\u010diai atmerk\u0119s akis,<strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"parasas\" class=\"\"><svg viewBox=\"0 0 900 189\" width=\"200\">\n        <path class=\"d-1\" d=\"M67 50L5 172\"\/>\n        <path class=\"d-2\" d=\"M19 152c7 8 30 33 59 32 41-1 76-46 80-100 2-22-6-77-42-79C61 2-1 54 46 76\"\/>\n        <path class=\"a\" d=\"M204 126.9c1.4-6-1-23.7-8.8-23.3-33.2 1-44 50-31 54 11 3 22-10 36-25 2-3 14 9 25 10\"\/>\n        <path class=\"nie\" d=\"M211 157c45-44 65-58 70-54 6 5-16 42-12 45 6 4 47-55 57-49 7 4-7 34 4 47 8 11 20 7 28 1 18-14 28-28 27-22s-5 38 46 16c21-9 22-29 13-36-3-2-16 6-16 16-1 18 14 29 37 28\"\/>\n        <path class=\"t-1\" d=\"M387 80a1 1 0 1 0 2 0 1 1 0 1 0-2 0\"\/>\n        <path class=\"liu\" d=\"M444 184C549 88 546 23 536 23c-19 0-57 74-57 122 0 4 5 13 13 16 5 3 11 2 16 1 6-1 11-6 17-10l39-32c0 6-2 8-3 14-2 7-2 10 1 14l5 4c6 3 14 1 20-1 17-7 26-19 44-29 3-1 8-4 12-2l5 6c4 11 1 16 4 22s13 10 20 8 12-9 13-14l4-13 3-5 6-4 13-5c3-1 6-3 10-8\"\/>\n        <path class=\"t-2\" d=\"M576 85a1 1 0 1 0 2 0 1 1 0 1 0-2 0\"\/>\n        <path class=\"s-1\" d=\"M720 142c8 2 27 3 35-3 6-4-18-36-22-32-3 4-6 19-30 65\"\/>\n        <path class=\"s-2\" d=\"M756 140c4-1 9-4 12-8\"\/><\/svg>\n    <\/div>\n    <noscript><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-content\/themes\/debesyla-uzrasai-child\/inc\/img\/fallback-parasas.png\" alt=\"Danielius\" style=\"top: -2.5em; position: relative;\"><\/noscript>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<aside>Dienos tikslas: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/issukis-365\/\">2667 \u017eod\u017eiai<\/a>. Para\u0161yta: <b>212<\/b>.<\/aside>\n<p>Pa\u017evelk \u012f mane \u0161i\u0105 akimirk\u0105. Tai a\u0161.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15146,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[2,69,47],"class_list":{"0":"post-2967","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-laiskai","8":"tag-365-tekstai","9":"tag-meile","10":"tag-santykiai"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2967","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2967"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2967\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15146"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2967"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2967"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2967"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}