{"id":288,"date":"2016-08-20T11:13:58","date_gmt":"2016-08-20T09:13:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=288"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:10:41","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:10:41","slug":"merginai-su-drakono-siela","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/2016\/merginai-su-drakono-siela\/","title":{"rendered":"Balad\u0117 d\u017eiaugsmui VI: Lai\u0161kas merginai su drakono siela."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Scena: <\/strong>ra\u0161yta 9 dienos po i\u0161va\u017eiavus\u00a0erasmus studijoms \u012f \u010cekij\u0105.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Mergina su drakono siela,<\/p>\n<p>Kai prie\u0161 pus\u0119 savait\u0117s veid\u0173 knygoje prasitariau, kad ra\u0161au meil\u0117s lai\u0161kus, tau pirmajai i\u0161 mano pa\u017e\u012fstam\u0173j\u0173 pasidar\u0117 \u012fdomu, kam juos skiriu.<\/p>\n<p>Atsakyti tau vengiau. Iki \u0161iandien. Ta\u010diau \u0161tai atsakymas: lai\u0161kus ra\u0161iau tau.<\/p>\n<p>(Ir, ties\u0105 sakant, \u0161i\u0105 akimirk\u0105 ra\u0161au vien\u0105 j\u0173.)<\/p>\n<p>Prisipa\u017einsiu \u2013 kai prie\u0161 daugiau nei savait\u0119 atsisveikinau su tavimi blankiai ap\u0161viestoje \u012fva\u017eoje prie tavo nam\u0173, a\u0161 nemaniau, kad tai nutiks&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Ta\u010diau tai nutiko \u2013 a\u0161 tav\u0119s pasiilgau.<\/p>\n<p>Kad ir kaip absurdi\u0161kai, skubotai ir neromanti\u0161kai tai skamb\u0117t\u0173.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* Tai para\u0161\u0119s Danielius atsikv\u0117pia ir mintyse save padr\u0105sina:<br \/>\n&#8222;\u0160tai, pagaliau tai pasakiau. Pagaliau!&#8221; *<\/p>\n<p>Ties\u0105 sakant, a\u0161 niekad nebuvau \u017emogus, kuris greitai pam\u0117gt\u0173 naujai sutiktus \u017emones. Net ir \u010dia, i\u0161va\u017eiavus Erasmusui \u012f \u010cekij\u0105, man tai sud\u0117tinga. Nors aplinka, rodos, to tik ir pra\u0161o.<\/p>\n<p>Ta\u010diau kai prie\u0161 tris savaites tave pirm\u0105 kart\u0105 gyvai pama\u010diau Vilniaus gele\u017einkelio stotyje s\u0117din\u010di\u0105 ant suoliuko, susitelkusi\u0105 \u012f skaitom\u0105 knyg\u0105&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Ka\u017ekas mano viduje spragtel\u0117jo. Tarytum ka\u017ekoks ma\u017eas jungiklis mano galvoje per\u0161oko i\u0161 stadijos 0 \u012f stadij\u0105 1. Ir pasaulis pasikeit\u0117.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Ne, a\u0161 dar negaliu sakyti, kad pasiilgau tav\u0119s visos. A\u0161 net negaliu tiksliai nusakyti ko b\u016btent tavyje pasiilgau labiausiai.<\/p>\n<p>Ta\u010diau taip yra turb\u016bt tod\u0117l, kad tav\u0119s dar vis gerai nepa\u017e\u012fstu. Juk dieva\u017ei &#8211; artimiau bendraujame tik m\u0117nes\u012f, pamir\u0161tant trumpus bendravimo momentus ank\u0161\u010diau.<\/p>\n<p>Ta\u010diau net ir to m\u0117nesio bei dviej\u0173 susitikim\u0173 u\u017eteko, kad pamil\u010diau tavo bernioki\u0161k\u0105 veid\u0105 ir \u012fd\u0117m\u0173 \u017evilgsn\u012f stebint mano bandymus rasti dar vien\u0105 lob\u012f. Kad pamil\u010diau tavo juok\u0105 ir tavo beproti\u0161kus min\u010di\u0173 \u0161okin\u0117jimus.<\/p>\n<p>(Ei, \u017ei\u016b \u2013 plytel\u0117s!)<\/p>\n<p>Ak, taip&#8230; A\u0161 tav\u0119s pasiilgau. Net jei ir pasaulyje egzistuoja begal\u0117 mergin\u0173, pana\u0161i\u0173 \u012f tave&#8230; N\u0117 vienos, tokios kaip tu, dar nesutikau.<\/p>\n<p>Jei tik sugalvo\u010diau kaip tai pasakyti ne tokiu banaliu b\u016bdu \u2013 tai ir padary\u010diau. Bet jau\u010diu, jog pasak\u0119s tai kitaip tik meluo\u010diau.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Danielius<\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p><strong>P.S.<\/strong> Jau su\u017einojau savo atostog\u0173 kalendori\u0173. Jei man\u0119s neu\u017epustys, gr\u012f\u0161iu gruod\u017eio 20 ar 21 dien\u0105. Arba, kitaip tariant, liko dar 90 dien\u0173 iki mano gr\u012f\u017eimo, o devynios (~10%) jau pra\u0117jo. Laikas b\u0117ga greitai ir tikiuosi, jog susitiksime kuo grei\u010diau!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Scena: <\/strong>ra\u0161yta 9 dienos po i\u0161va\u017eiavus\u00a0erasmus studijoms \u012f \u010cekij\u0105.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14461,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[89,69],"class_list":{"0":"post-288","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-laiskai","8":"tag-balade-dziaugsmui","9":"tag-meile"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/288","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=288"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/288\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14461"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=288"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=288"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=288"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}