{"id":1578,"date":"2017-01-17T06:38:15","date_gmt":"2017-01-17T03:38:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1578"},"modified":"2021-09-25T15:43:21","modified_gmt":"2021-09-25T12:43:21","slug":"ka-sapnuoja-kates","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/2017\/ka-sapnuoja-kates\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0105 sapnuoja kat\u0117s arba k\u0105 darytum, jei tur\u0117tum keturis gyvenimus?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienos tikslas: 314 \u017eod\u017eiai<\/a>. Para\u0161yta: 333. Magija.\u00a0<\/strong> Foto autr. Audrys Karalius.<\/p>\n

\u0160i\u0105nakt m\u016bs\u0173 kat\u0117 ir v\u0117l sapnavo ko\u0161marus..<\/span><\/p>\n

Kokius?\u00a0Ne\u017einau n\u0117 pats.<\/p>\n

Ta\u010diau ji v\u0117l tamsoje kniauk\u0117, tarytum kas b\u016bt\u0173 jai pamyn\u0119s koj\u0105 ar suspaud\u0119s \u0161ird\u012f. Kniauk\u0117, kniauk\u0117. Iki kol j\u0105 pa\u0161aukiau vardu.<\/p>\n

\u012edomu – kokius ko\u0161marus sapnuoja kat\u0117s? Ko jos bijo?<\/p>\n

Galb\u016bt m\u016bsi\u0161k\u0117, kadangi jau tokia sena, sapnuoja juos, nes\u2026 Na, paseno? Galb\u016bt ji jau i\u0161naudojo a\u0161tuonias galimybes, o liko tik paskutinioji?<\/p>\n

K\u0105 darytum Tu, jei tur\u0117tum devynis gyvenimus?<\/b><\/h3>\n

Na gerai, galb\u016bt devyni kiek per daug. Gi per tiek laiko, sp\u0117ju, atsibost\u0173 ir kar\u0161\u010diausia meil\u0117 (Kiek mylim\u0173j\u0173 per t\u0105 laik\u0105 aptur\u0117tum? Penkiasde\u0161imt? Kaip juos visus atsimintum!?).<\/p>\n

Atsibost\u0173 gra\u017e\u016bs rytai. Atsibost\u0173 sald\u016bs, r\u016bg\u0161t\u016bs, kart\u016bs, kvapn\u016bs, a\u0161tr\u016bs, galv\u0105 sprogdinantys, migdantys ir pilv\u0105 prikem\u0161antys patiekalai. Atsibost\u0173 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jimas \u012f besileid\u017eian\u010di\u0105 saul\u0119, dirban\u010dius \u017emones, ugnies \u0161\u0117lsm\u0105 ar linguojant\u012f diding\u0173 egli\u0173 mi\u0161k\u0105. Galb\u016bt, beje, t\u0173 pa\u010di\u0173 egli\u0173, kurias praeitame gyvenime pats pasodinai.<\/p>\n

Geriau, sakykime, kad tur\u0117tum kokius tris gyvenimus? Arba, jei nenori to mistinio skai\u010diaus, keturis gyvenimus? Su trupu\u010diu pomirtinio gyvenimo.<\/p>\n

Kaip jaustumeisi? Kaip elgtumeisi?<\/b><\/h3>\n

Kaip, jei \u017einotum, kad tai pirmas gyvenimas i\u0161 keturi\u0173? O jei ne\u017einotum?<\/p>\n

Arba kaip, jeigu \u017einotum, kad turi keturis gyvenimus, ta\u010diau neatsimintum ankstesni\u0173 ir negal\u0117tum \u017einoti, kur\u012f gyveni dabar?<\/p>\n

Ar elgtumeisi taip pat? O galb\u016bt darytum visk\u0105 kitaip?<\/b><\/h3>\n

\u012esivaizduok, kad v\u0117l prad\u0117tum gyvenim\u0105 nuo prad\u017ei\u0173. V\u0117l i\u0161l\u012fstum i\u0161 savo mamos sterbl\u0117s ir siektum dangaus vir\u0161 sav\u0119s. Augtum, i\u0161moktum ropoti, o tada ir vaik\u0161\u010dioti, pama\u017eu kalb\u0117ti bei savo jausmus i\u0161reik\u0161ti ne tik begaliniu Aaaaaaa ir Eeeeeee.<\/p>\n

Kuo b\u016btum kitoks? O gal toks pat?<\/p>\n

Ar labiau r\u016bpintumeisi gamta, jei gyventum dukart? Ar balsuotum u\u017e partij\u0105, kurios nevaldo idiotai, o remtumeisi \u017emogi\u0161komis vertyb\u0117mis – etika, moralumu, teise, ilgaam\u017ei\u0161kumu? Koki\u0105 profesij\u0105 rinktumeis, kokias knygas skaitytum?<\/p>\n

Kokius ko\u0161marus tuomet sapnuotum tomis tamsiomis naktimis? Ir ar garsiai kniauktum?<\/p>\n

– Miaau, Miaaau, MiAAAaauu\u2026<\/p>\n

Ir v\u0117l.<\/p>\n

– Marce, atsikelk! Tai tik sapnas!<\/p>\n

Marc\u0117 v\u0117l nebesapnuoja. Gird\u017eiu – tipena link mano kambario.<\/p>\n

Bet \u0161tai, ar tu renkiesi tai, ko kitame gyvenime nesig\u0117dytum? O gal tik gyveni nuo dienos iki dienos vien tik tam, kad\u00a0praslystum?\u00a0Ar b\u016btum gera, devynis gyvenimus nugyvenusi, kat\u0117?<\/p>\n

Miau?<\/p>\n

Nakt\u012f nubud\u0119s,
\nDanielius<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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