Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 146 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 368<\/b>.<\/p>\n Laiks iet uz beig\u0101m. Sap\u0146i nepaz\u016bd. P\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 v\u0113stule meitenei, kuru es m\u012bl\u0113ju.<\/span><\/p>\n Gads un 4 m\u0113ne\u0161i jeb 500 dienas p\u0113c \u0161\u0137ir\u0161an\u0101s: 2015. gada 16. decembris.<\/strong><\/p>\n Un es st\u0101v\u0113ju vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 kaila.<\/p>\n \u0160is nebija parasts vakars - parasti es reti st\u0101vu kaila pie va\u013c\u0113ja loga, nemaz necen\u0161oties nosl\u0113pt savas ne p\u0101r\u0101k atl\u0113tisk\u0101s k\u0101jas, gurnus, sl\u012bp\u0101s k\u0101jas un z\u0113nu kr\u016btis. \u012apa\u0161i tad, kad mani lieliski izgaismo palmas atspulgs, un man \u0161\u0137iet, ka redz\u0113ju pa ce\u013cu gar\u0101m ejo\u0161u meiteni.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146a tur bija tikai uz mirkli, un, tikl\u012bdz es izk\u0101pu no gultas, vi\u0146as vairs nebija. Un, lai gan es biju gaid\u012bjis desmit min\u016btes, vi\u0146as \u012bsi apgriezta balt\u0101 galva nepar\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s ne no rull\u012b\u0161a, no kura vi\u0146ai vajadz\u0113ja izl\u012bst, ne no n\u0101kam\u0101 rull\u012b\u0161a, ne no jebkuras citas vietas. Bija t\u0101, it k\u0101 vi\u0146a b\u016btu tur aizb\u0113gusi un pasl\u0113pusies.<\/p>\n Es dom\u0101ju, k\u0101 \u0123\u0113rbties, iziet nakts tums\u0101 un atrast vi\u0146u. Bet es attur\u0113jos. T\u0101 viet\u0101, v\u0113l da\u017eus mirk\u013cus nogaid\u012bjis, es pagriezos, aizv\u0113ru aizkarus un devos gul\u0113t.<\/p>\n N\u0101kamaj\u0101 r\u012bt\u0101 es sa\u0146\u0113mu zvanu uz durv\u012bm.<\/p>\n * * *<\/p>\n \"Mileta! Mileta! Mi-ileta-a!\", es kliedzu. Mileta neatbild, un mana balss paz\u016bd migl\u0101.<\/p>\n T\u0101 ir d\u012bvaina saj\u016bta st\u0101v\u0113t migl\u0101, kad tava draudzene tikko tevi pametusi. J\u016bs dom\u0101jat, ka p\u0113c \u0161\u0137ir\u0161an\u0101s izjut\u012bsiet tuk\u0161umu, bet migl\u0101 ir glu\u017ei pret\u0113ji? Migl\u0101 j\u016bs j\u016btaties pasarg\u0101ts, aizsarg\u0101ts un dro\u0161\u012bb\u0101.<\/p>\n * * *<\/p>\n M\u0113s skat\u012bj\u0101mies viens otram ac\u012bs. K\u0101 visdull\u0101kie m\u012blnieki pasaul\u0113. M\u0113s gul\u0113j\u0101m vien\u0101 gult\u0101, m\u016bsu k\u0101jas bija saviju\u0161\u0101s, un plaukstas bija pasl\u012bd\u0113ju\u0161as viens otram zem galvas.<\/p>\n M\u0113s skat\u012bj\u0101mies. Un m\u0113s smaid\u012bj\u0101m. Nedro\u0161i, ar l\u016bp\u0101m, kas nedaudz tr\u012bc\u0113ja no prieka. M\u0113s jut\u0101mies labi. M\u0113s v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101mies, lai \u0161is mirklis ilgst m\u016b\u017e\u012bgi.<\/p>\n * * *<\/p>\n Vi\u0146as mati bija \u012bsi nogriezti. Tas bija pirmais, ko es paman\u012bju - es vienm\u0113r vispirms pamanu meitenes matus. Vi\u0146a bija t\u0113rpusies ko\u0161i roz\u0101 bl\u016bz\u012b un izaicino\u0161i skat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani.<\/p>\n Mani tas netrauc\u0113ja. K\u0101p\u0113c man tas b\u016btu j\u0101dara? Galu gal\u0101 es biju tas, kur\u0161 apk\u0101rt\u0113jiem cilv\u0113kiem jaut\u0101ja, kur\u0161 no vi\u0146iem ir vai nu smiekl\u012bgs, vai gudrs un grib\u0113tu braukt ar kajaku kop\u0101 ar mani. Es pasm\u0113jos, pakrat\u012bju galvu un pam\u0101ju ar roku uz tuv\u0101ko kajaku. \"\u0160is b\u016bs m\u016bsu,\" es vi\u0146ai uzreiz paskaidroju.<\/p>\n * * *<\/p>\n \"Es vi\u0146u m\u012blu,\" es dom\u0101ju. \"Es vi\u0146u m\u012blu - neticami,\" es atk\u0101rtoju dom\u0101s. Man grib\u0113j\u0101s uzrakst\u012bt kaut ko jauku par savu draudzeni, ta\u010du neko nevar\u0113ju izdom\u0101t. Man\u0101 galv\u0101 virmoja miljons domu, bet neviena no t\u0101m nebija pietiekami interesanta, m\u012b\u013ca un patiesa, lai to izteiktu.<\/p>\n Es s\u0113d\u0113ju un dom\u0101ju: \"Es vi\u0146u m\u012blu, es vi\u0146u m\u012blu, es vi\u0146u m\u012blu\". Es atk\u0101rtoju k\u0101 idiots. Bet tas man nerad\u012bja nek\u0101das jaunas domas.<\/p>\nAiz loga p\u013cav\u0101s p\u016bta v\u0113j\u0161.<\/h2>\n