{"id":667,"date":"2016-11-02T19:35:21","date_gmt":"2016-11-02T17:35:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=667"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:06:31","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:06:31","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-vi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/ode-to-joy-vi\/","title":{"rendered":"Oda priekam VI: no zil\u0101m debes\u012bm"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 145 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 570<\/b>.<\/p>\n

Un tad ir beigas. Pazi\u0146as, kas dzimu\u0161as tik negaid\u012bti - kr\u012bt, r\u016bs\u0113 un p\u016bt. Bet da\u017ereiz pat<\/span> \u0161is<\/span> apzinoties<\/span> m\u0113s<\/span> m\u0113s cen\u0161amies tos notur\u0113t l\u012bdz galam.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0160\u012b v\u0113stule ir p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 v\u0113stule meitenei, kuru es m\u012bl\u0113ju. Spilgta friz\u016bra meiten\u0113m. Meitene, kas daudz ce\u013coja, st\u0101st\u012bja par sevi, neklaus\u012bja mani un da\u017ereiz tas bija jauki, da\u017ereiz ne tik \u013coti. Tagad es nezinu, k\u0101p\u0113c es vi\u0146u m\u012bl\u0113ju. Bet es to jutu.<\/p>\n

Vienpadsmit m\u0113ne\u0161us p\u0113c iepaz\u012b\u0161an\u0101s, m\u0113nesi pirms \u0161\u0137ir\u0161an\u0101s: 2014. gada 5. j\u016bnij\u0101.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Es neesmu tevi redz\u0113jis piecas dienas, un \u0161\u0137iet, ka piecas ned\u0113\u013cas.<\/h2>\n

\u0160obr\u012bd tu, iesp\u0113jams, atrodies kaut kur starp Berl\u012bni un Amsterdamu, un es esmu kaut kur starp dusm\u0101m un m\u012blest\u012bbu pret tevi.<\/p>\n

K\u0101p\u0113c es esmu dusm\u012bgs, es to atst\u0101\u0161u n\u0101kamajai reizei, kad atgriez\u012bsities un m\u0113s tiksimies aci pret aci.<\/p>\n

Es lab\u0101k past\u0101st\u012b\u0161u, k\u0101p\u0113c es m\u012blu.<\/p>\n

Vai tu zini, ka tu esi k\u0101 z\u012ble un d\u017eeks, kas mani v\u0113ro pa gu\u013camistabas logu?<\/p>\n

L\u016bk, kas:<\/strong><\/p>\n

1) Gan z\u012bl\u012btei, gan d\u017eekam ir skrotis.<\/strong> Un tie ir kr\u0101saini. Vai esat kr\u0101sains un jums ir skl\u0113ra? J\u0101 tu esi.<\/p>\n

Da\u017ereiz es dom\u0101ju, ka jums ir l\u012bdz\u012bbas ne tikai ar \u0161iem diviem putniem, bet ar\u012b ar p\u0113r\u013cu visti\u0146u, kas pirms gadiem lidoja zem maniem logiem. Vai tiem d\u012bvainajiem, kr\u0101sainajiem putniem, kurus reiz redz\u0113ju, pirms tie aizlidoja, iesp\u0113jams, ieraugot log\u0101 manu atspulgu.<\/p>\n

Reiz\u0113m ar\u012b es dom\u0101ju (nu, labi, tikai pirms br\u012b\u017ea bija pirm\u0101 un vien\u012bg\u0101 reize), ka mani noteikti \u013coti piesaista kr\u0101sainie putni. Ne velti Portug\u0101l\u0113 palmu kok\u0101 redz\u0113ju papagai\u013cu. Lai gan \u0161\u0137iet, ka vi\u0146i tur nedz\u012bvo.<\/p>\n

2) Visi \u0161ie putni reti par\u0101d\u0101s pie mana loga.<\/strong> Un vi\u0146i liel\u0101ko da\u013cu sava laika pavada vai nu kaut ko barojot tuvum\u0101, m\u0101jas otr\u0101 pus\u0113 vai pavadot laiku siltos rajonos.<\/p>\n

Vai zin\u0101ji, ka st\u0101r\u0137i lido uz Izra\u0113lu ziemas atp\u016btai? Un v\u0101veres da\u017ereiz ce\u013co uz Indiju un Maroku?<\/p>\n

T\u0101pat k\u0101 putni, j\u016bs pavad\u0101t liel\u0101ko da\u013cu m\u016bsu mijiedarb\u012bbas silt\u0101 klimat\u0101. Aukst\u0101k\u0101 vieta, kur atrodies, paties\u012bbu sakot, ir Lietuva, Var\u0113na, tava dzimt\u0101 vieta, kur reiz\u0113m atgrie\u017eas, lai sam\u012b\u013cotu Juvintas mazu\u013cus vai pasm\u012bn\u0113tu k\u0101du resnu ka\u0137i, kur\u0161 tevi sen neb\u016btu no\u0137\u0113ris.<\/p>\n

K\u0101 c\u0101\u013ci vai kni\u0161\u013ci, tu reiz\u0113m n\u0101k pie manis (vai es n\u0101ku me\u017e\u0101 un d\u0101rz\u0101 tevi mekl\u0113jot), lec, lec no zara uz zaru, dungojat Bejons\u0113 jauno dziesmu "All the single mosquito", \u0113d pa vienam (tikai resn\u0101ki, sald\u0101ki, s\u0101\u013c\u0101ki vai karst\u0101ki), bet galu gal\u0101 j\u016bs lidojat atpaka\u013c uz turieni, kurp j\u016bs ved v\u0113ji.<\/p>\n

Un run\u0101jot par v\u0113jiem, tie tevi nes diezgan labi. Es teiktu pat vair\u0101k, nek\u0101 grib\u0113tos.<\/p>\n

Pavasar\u012b man bija sapnis. Es sev teicu: \u201eNu, Daniel, tagad tu esi iem\u0101c\u012bjies, un vasar\u0101 var\u0113si b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar Miletu katru dienu. Ned\u0113\u013ca pie jums, ned\u0113\u013ca pie vi\u0146as, ned\u0113\u013ca ce\u013c\u0101, tr\u012bs dienas pie j\u016bras diviem, \u010detras k\u0101d\u0101 festiv\u0101l\u0101 un v\u0113l piecpadsmit, no kur\u0101m izv\u0113l\u0113ties."<\/p>\n

Ka es tad b\u016btu zin\u0101jis, k\u0101da veida mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas<\/strong> ES sap\u0146oju<\/p>\n

Tagad ir gandr\u012bz vasaras vidus, un m\u0113s neesam biju\u0161i kop\u0101 vair\u0101kas dienas. Neskaitot R\u012bgu. Un \u0161\u0137iet, ka v\u0113l k\u0101du m\u0113nesi diez vai satiksimies.<\/p>\n

Un es sap\u0146oju par tavu dzim\u0161anas dienu un k\u0101dus sv\u0113tkus es tev sar\u012bko\u0161u.
\nUn es sap\u0146oju par m\u016bsu jubileju un k\u0101du rom\u0101nu es jums uzrakst\u012b\u0161u.<\/p>\n

Velti. Ce\u013c\u0101 visu m\u0113nesi. Un p\u0101r\u0113j\u0101 laik\u0101 - p\u0101r\u0101k noguris, lai sazin\u0101tos.<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

Ak, man \u0161\u0137iet, ka esmu no m\u012blest\u012bbas l\u012bdz tam, k\u0101p\u0113c esmu dusm\u012bgs. Izr\u0101d\u0101s, vi\u0146am ir taisn\u012bba: starp m\u012blest\u012bbu un naidu ir tikai viens mazs solis.<\/p>\n

Varb\u016bt t\u0101p\u0113c es nekad nevaru tevi piln\u012bb\u0101 m\u012bl\u0113t. It k\u0101 es nevaru uz tevi piln\u012bb\u0101 dusmoties. Es bie\u017ei gribu b\u016bt dusm\u012bga, bet es tevi m\u012blu p\u0101r\u0101k daudz. Es bie\u017ei gribu m\u012bl\u0113t, bet esmu p\u0101r\u0101k dusm\u012bga.<\/p>\n

Nu pietiek. Oho, Mileta. Un tu to zini. Un es zinu, ka zinu.<\/p>\n

Milets, lai k\u0101ds tu b\u016btu putns - z\u012ble, \u017eagars, st\u0101r\u0137is, p\u0101vs vai pingv\u012bns - lido pie manis. Jo tu man pietr\u016bksti. Es pat ieliku \u0161\u0137\u012bvi ar drupa\u010d\u0101m, halvu un \u0161okol\u0101di, vai zin\u0101j\u0101t?<\/p>\n

nosta\u013c\u0123isks,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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