{"id":665,"date":"2016-10-29T19:54:18","date_gmt":"2016-10-29T16:54:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=665"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:10:57","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:10:57","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-ii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/oda-priekam-ii\/","title":{"rendered":"Oda priekam II \u2013 man pietr\u016bkst m\u016bsu komunik\u0101cijas"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 139 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 529<\/b>.<\/p>\n

D\u012bvaini, ka retrospekt\u012bvi m\u0113s varam redz\u0113t tik daudz pie\u013cauto k\u013c\u016bdu, bet \u0161aj\u0101 m\u012blest\u012bbas mirkl\u012b t\u0101s nevar sajust. \u0160aj\u0101 v\u0113stul\u0113 es st\u0101stu savas domas, kad m\u012bl\u0113ju, bet sl\u0113pu to no sevis.<\/span><\/p>\n

(Labi, ka tagad m\u0101cos ielikt<\/a> un nebaidieties no \u0161\u0101d\u0101m k\u013c\u016bd\u0101m.)<\/p>\n

M\u0113nesi p\u0113c tik\u0161an\u0101s. 2013. gada 5. augusts.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sveika Mileta,<\/h2>\n

Es rakstu jums, lai neaizmirstu jums to past\u0101st\u012bt. Vai ar\u012b, ja es aizmirstu, es to nodotu ar \u0161o v\u0113stuli.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c atgrie\u0161an\u0101s no Var\u0113nas es sapratu, ka v\u0113los ar jums sazin\u0101ties. Nevis sazin\u0101ties, nedraudz\u0113ties un nedal\u012bt sk\u016bpstus, bet sazin\u0101ties.<\/p>\n

\u013bauj man paskaidrot.<\/p>\n

Vai zin\u0101ji, ka man patika, kad es noliku galvu tev kl\u0113p\u012b un past\u0101st\u012bju, k\u0101 v\u0113los ce\u013cot, bet nezin\u0101ju, kur? Man patika to st\u0101st\u012bt un redz\u0113t, ka klaus\u0101ties! Man pat\u012bk sap\u0146ot, fantaz\u0113t, rad\u012bt. Run\u0101jiet un dom\u0101jiet. Izlasi un tad past\u0101sti.<\/p>\n

Tas ir tikai d\u012bvaini, ka man nav pietiekami daudz iesp\u0113ju to dar\u012bt, kad esmu kop\u0101 ar jums.<\/p>\n

Atcerieties, es teicu, ka esmu ar jums vai es aizmirsu savas domas?<\/a> Es k\u0101dreiz dom\u0101ju, ka tas ir jauki. Bet... Vai tie\u0161\u0101m?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jums pat\u012bk komunic\u0113t ar cilv\u0113kiem, es to redzu. Un da\u017ereiz man patie\u0161\u0101m ir interesanti dzird\u0113t j\u016bsu st\u0101stus par citiem cilv\u0113kiem un to, ko vi\u0146i dar\u012bja, kad ieraudz\u012bja j\u016bs. Probl\u0113ma ir t\u0101, ka mani v\u0113l vair\u0101k interes\u0113 tavas person\u012bg\u0101s domas.<\/p>\n

Mani vair\u0101k interes\u0113 tas, kas dar\u0101s tav\u0101 galv\u0101. J\u016bsu sap\u0146i un cer\u012bbas. Domu dzeja. Rad\u012b\u0161ana.<\/p>\n

Skatoties uz saviem laim\u012bgajiem draugiem Kipr\u0101, mani p\u0101r\u0146\u0113ma doma: \u201cM\u0113s visi esam vien\u0101di baud\u0101s un s\u0101p\u0113s. Un tikai rado\u0161um\u0101 un darb\u0101 atkl\u0101jas cilv\u0113ka unikalit\u0101te." Mani vair\u0101k interes\u0113 tas, ko tu sap\u0146o un dom\u0101, nevis tas, ko citi ir dom\u0101ju\u0161i un dar\u012bju\u0161i.<\/p>\n

Notikumu atst\u0101st\u012bjums man ir tikai fons j\u016bsu dom\u0101m. Lai gan atceros fonu, man tas bie\u017ei vien ir piln\u012bgi vienalga. Pavisam. (Nu, labi, es meloju, da\u017ereiz man tas r\u016bp, bet es par to \u0161aj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b aizmirs\u012b\u0161u).<\/p>\n

Man ir gr\u016bti atbild\u0113t uz plikiem narat\u012bviem. Es nevaru iedom\u0101ties neko t\u0101du, kas b\u016btu piem\u0113rots vai smiekl\u012bgs. Komunik\u0101cija paz\u016bd.<\/p>\n

Un man tas nepat\u012bk. Kad esmu kop\u0101 ar jums, es v\u0113los sazin\u0101ties.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Bet \u0161\u012b ir tikai v\u0113stules pirm\u0101 da\u013ca.<\/p>\n

Es nekad \u012bsti neesmu bijis sabiedrisks cilv\u0113ks. Esmu sam\u0113r\u0101 intraverta, parasti pavadu laiku tikai ar da\u017eiem tuviem draugiem. Un ar visiem p\u0101r\u0113jiem - nu, tikai nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbas p\u0113c, tikai prieka p\u0113c un tikai reiz\u0113m.<\/p>\n

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Vai atceries t\u0101s da\u017eas reizes, kad es tev teicu kaut ko, kas bija man\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101, un tad es vien\u0101 mirkl\u012b aizmirsu, kas tas bija?<\/p>\n

Es run\u0101ju t\u0101, lai domas izlidotu no galvas, sasniegtu citus un tad neman\u0101mi nogulsn\u0113tos atmi\u0146\u0101. T\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bras vi\u013c\u0146a sp\u0113ks, tas iedarbojas tikai uz mirkli un p\u0113c atsitiena paz\u016bd.<\/p>\n

Laikam jau esmu min\u0113jusi, ka man pat\u012bk sap\u0146ot, fantaz\u0113t un iep\u012bt savas domas kaut k\u0101 neticam\u0101, vai ne? Es reiz sevi pat saucu par dzejnieku. \u012as\u0101 laik\u0101.<\/p>\n

Dom\u0101t par supernov\u0101m, gu\u013cot ar tevi gult\u0101, man ir kaut kas... Po\u0113tisks, aizraujo\u0161s un skaists. Aprakstot tevi, tavu skaistumu un manu aizrau\u0161anos dz\u012bvot. Es nerun\u0101ju par vi\u0146iem, lai m\u0101c\u012btu tevi k\u0101 skolnieku. Es run\u0101ju un auju tos k\u0101 dzejnieks.<\/p>\n

Man \u017e\u0113l, ka \u0161\u012bs ar zin\u0101tni saist\u012bt\u0101s domas j\u016bs attur\u0113s. Bet es au\u017eu skaistumu no t\u0101, kas man ir. Piedod man, ka nenotur\u0113jos.<\/p>\n

Es gribu ar jums sazin\u0101ties.<\/strong> Man nepat\u012bk, ja tu klusi gu\u013c gult\u0101, pat nesmaidot vai kad tu man jaut\u0101, par ko es dom\u0101ju es nevaru <\/a>nekas <\/a>Atbild\u0113t<\/a><\/p>\n

Man nepat\u012bk, ka man ir j\u0101\u0161\u0137iro domas, kuras es jums izsaku. Tad es j\u016btos nepiln\u012bgs, it k\u0101 es aizmirstu da\u013cu no sevis. Galu gal\u0101 man pat\u012bk b\u016bt veselam.<\/p>\n

Es gribu ar jums sazin\u0101ties. V\u0113los atrast t\u0113mas, par kur\u0101m Tev b\u016btu interesanti klaus\u012bties, jaut\u0101t un run\u0101t. Es nezinu, k\u0101 tos atrast. Varb\u016bt beidzot s\u0101k\u0161u jaunu kolekciju: "652 jaut\u0101jumi, ko v\u0113los uzdot Miletai"?<\/p>\n

apjucis,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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