{"id":663,"date":"2016-10-30T19:55:43","date_gmt":"2016-10-30T16:55:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=663"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:06:55","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:06:55","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/oda-priekam-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"Oda priekam III\u00a0\u2014 bez nosaukuma"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">140 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: <b>208<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: 1.15em;\">\u0160\u012b ir v\u0113stule, kas rakst\u012bta nakt\u012b, kad nevar\u0113ju mier\u012bgi aizmigt. \u0160\u012b ir v\u0113stule meitenei, kura tobr\u012bd atrad\u0101s t\u016bksto\u0161 kilometru uz dienvidiem no Lietuvas robe\u017eas.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>Divus m\u0113ne\u0161us p\u0113c tik\u0161an\u0101s. 2013.\u00a0gada 6.\u00a0septembris.<\/strong><\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: left;\">Argh!<\/h2>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Es nevaru gul\u0113t. Nopietni, es nevaru aizmigt. Es nevaru gul\u0113t. Nomierinies. Lai nodz\u0113stu b\u0101kugunis, lai n\u0101kamaj\u0101 dien\u0101 var\u0113tu to atkal iedegt.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Kad aizveru acis, es tevi atceros. Kad atveru acis, es izt\u0113lojos, ka esmu tur.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Tas mani satrauc un nom\u0101c.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">K\u0101p\u0113c?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Vai tu v\u0113l jaut\u0101? Es nevaru aizmigt!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Ko dar\u012bt? Ko lai es daru, sasod\u012bt\u0101 piln\u012bba, kas sp\u012bd man sej\u0101? L\u012bgo sien\u0101\u017ei ned\u0113\u013cu \u0101r\u0101 \u010divina? Es nevaru aizmigt!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Un j\u0101, tikai sap\u0146os es var\u0113ju aizv\u0113rt aizkaru... Kuru man nav... Vai ar\u012b aizv\u0113rt balkona durvis... Kuras pat nav va\u013c\u0101... Ir gandr\u012bz tr\u012bspadsmit min\u016btes p\u0101ri pusnaktij, un es Jau pusotru stundu cen\u0161os aizmigt.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Velti \u2013 galu gal\u0101 tas t\u0101 neizdev\u0101s.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u0160o agoniju viet\u0101, gaidot, kad miegs s\u0101ks piezagties, es piec\u0113los, lai uzrakst\u012btu \u0161o. ES rakstu. Dom\u0101ju, ko rakst\u012bt... Un turpinu rakst\u012bt. \u2026Es p\u0101rtraucu rakst\u012bt. Es v\u0113lreiz dom\u0101ju: k\u0101 lai es saucu to, ko es rakstu? Vai es varu jums to k\u0101dreiz par\u0101d\u012bt? Vai tev patiks? Vai tas liks tev pasmaid\u012bt \u0161o skaisto smaidu? Un, kad tu pagriezies, lai pateiktu &quot;Ak, Daniel&quot;, jums \u0161\u0137iet, ka jums tr\u016bkst v\u0101rdu?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Ja es var\u0113tu jums pa pastu nos\u016bt\u012bt da\u017eus sprauslas \u0161im nol\u016bkam, es to dar\u012btu. \u017d\u0113l tikai, ka vi\u0146i \u0161aj\u0101 laik\u0101 nelido atva\u013cin\u0101jum\u0101 uz siltaj\u0101m zem\u0113m.<\/p>\n<p>Tr\u016bkst<br \/>\n<strong>Daniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">140 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: <b>208<\/b>.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14618,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[2,69,88],"class_list":{"0":"post-663","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-laiskai","8":"tag-365-tekstai","9":"tag-meile","10":"tag-ode-dziaugsmui"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/663","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=663"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/663\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=663"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=663"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=663"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}