{"id":662,"date":"2016-10-28T19:54:14","date_gmt":"2016-10-28T16:54:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=662"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:10:49","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:10:49","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/ode-to-happiness-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Oda priekam I \u2013 Kad aizmirstu v\u0101rdus"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">137 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: <b>459<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: 1.15em;\">Pirms diviem gadiem un trim m\u0113ne\u0161iem es biju iem\u012bl\u0113jies k\u0101d\u0101 meitene. Vi\u0146as v\u0101rds bija Mileta, un vi\u0146a, iesp\u0113jams, bija visbr\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bg\u0101k\u0101 meitene, k\u0101du man jebkad n\u0101cies satikt... L\u012bdz es sapratu, ka k\u013c\u016bd\u012bjos.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Tagad es pr\u0101t\u0101 p\u0101rdz\u012bvoju tik\u0161an\u0101s ar vi\u0146u, m\u016bsu komunik\u0101cijas epopeju, cen\u0161os vi\u0146u saprast - saprast, k\u0101ds es biju toreiz (un divi gadi ir ilgs laiks, lai b\u016btu 24 gadus vecs!). Toreiz es biju cit\u0101ds: klus\u0101ks, nosl\u0113gt\u0101ks, bail\u012bg\u0101ks, nezin\u0101ju, ko dar\u012bt ar savu sp\u0113ju rad\u012bt.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Un es vi\u0146ai uzrakstu v\u0113stuli.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>Da\u017eas ned\u0113\u013cas p\u0113c pirm\u0101s tik\u0161an\u0101s. 2013. gada 31. j\u016blijs.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<h2>Kad es aizmirstu v\u0101rdus.<\/h2>\n<p>Sveiki. J\u0101, j\u016bs, sveicin\u0101t.<\/p>\n<p>Es nezinu, k\u0101 to izteikt v\u0101rdos. ...Un es rakstu tie\u0161i t\u0101p\u0113c, ka reiz\u0113m tos aizmirstu.<\/p>\n<p>Kaut kur t\u0101lu prom, aizmirst\u012bbas migl\u0101, es tev esmu teicis, ka tad, kad esmu kop\u0101 ar tevi, es aizmirst savus v\u0101rdus. Es aizmirstu savu valodu. Es aizmirstu savas domas, zin\u0101tni, fiziku, visu apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli, savas atmi\u0146as, savus st\u0101stus, savus smiekl\u012bgos st\u0101stus, es aizmirstu, kas notiek man\u0101 galv\u0101.<\/p>\n<p>Tas ir d\u012bvaini.<\/p>\n<p>Es to reti kad aizmirstu.<\/p>\n<p>Es zinu, ka viens no veidiem, k\u0101 izvair\u012bties no dom\u0101m, kas mutu\u013co man\u0101 galv\u0101, ir run\u0101t. Vai rakst\u012bt. Bet kop\u0101 ar tevi man pat nav nepiecie\u0161ams run\u0101t vai rakst\u012bt, lai aizmirst visu, ko nav v\u0113rts atcer\u0113ties.<\/p>\n<p>Tas ir d\u012bvaini.<\/p>\n<p>Tu k\u0101 vilnis izstumj s\u012bkas glieme\u017ev\u0101kus, smil\u0161u graudi\u0146us krast\u0101, kur tos nogl\u0101st\u012bs basas k\u0101jas.<\/p>\n<p>Kad tu man jaut\u0101: \"Daniels, labi, tagad ir tava k\u0101rta - past\u0101sti, kas ir tav\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101\", es apjuku. Jo es saprotu, ka... es neko nedom\u0101ju!<\/p>\n<p>Klaus\u012bties ir viegli - man pat\u012bk klaus\u012bties citu cilv\u0113ku st\u0101stus, pieredzi, pasauli. Man pat\u012bk v\u0113rot cilv\u0113kus. T\u0101pat k\u0101 putni uz \u0137ir\u0161u ziedu zara, \u010divinot un aicinot savus draugus uz malt\u012bti ar gard\u0101m, sp\u012bd\u012bg\u0101m og\u0101m.<\/p>\n<p>Putnu v\u0113ro\u0161ana ir prieks. T\u0101pat k\u0101, iesp\u0113jams, visus citus dz\u012bvniekus. Ta\u010du b\u016btu gr\u016bti pateikt \u0161iem dz\u012bvniekiem, ko es dom\u0101ju, ja tie p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i uzrun\u0101tu un pajaut\u0101tu.<\/p>\n<p>Kad esmu ar tevi, es nedom\u0101ju. Un es nezinu, k\u0101p\u0113c.<\/p>\n<p>Es nedom\u0101ju par to, par ko parasti dom\u0101ju.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Par darbu, par cilv\u0113kiem, kurus satieku, par rakst\u012b\u0161anu, par sav\u0101m v\u0113lm\u0113m un sap\u0146iem, par m\u016bziku, j\u016bras \u0161alko\u0146u, tausti\u0146u ska\u0146\u0101m uz klaviat\u016bras, rakstot \u0161o tekstu.<\/li>\n<li>Par koku zaru fibona\u010di k\u0101rtojumu, par koku virsmas integr\u0101l\u0101s summas formul\u0101m, par kvantu elektronu l\u0113cieniem m\u016bsu degunos (kas liek mums sajust visda\u017e\u0101d\u0101k\u0101s smar\u017eas), par graf\u012bta un graf\u0113na molekul\u0101ro strukt\u016bru.<\/li>\n<li>Par dabas skaistumu, par to, cik skaisti var b\u016bt cilv\u0113ki.<\/li>\n<li>Par elektroener\u0123ijas cen\u0101m. Par politiskajiem l\u012bderiem. Par soci\u0101lekonomiskajiem r\u0101d\u012bt\u0101jiem Lietuv\u0101 vai cit\u0101s valst\u012bs.<\/li>\n<li>Par v\u0113stures faktiem un skait\u013ciem.<\/li>\n<li>Par to, k\u0101p\u0113c dzelten\u0101s lietas paties\u012bb\u0101 nav dzeltenas, bet gan ir vis\u0101s iesp\u0113jam\u0101s kr\u0101s\u0101s, iz\u0146emot dzelteno.<\/li>\n<li>Par led\u0101ju ku\u0161anu un t\u0101 izrais\u012bto oke\u0101na atdzi\u0161anu. Un tad led\u0101ji atkal veidojas.<\/li>\n<li>Par to, k\u0101 laikapst\u0101k\u013ci Lietuv\u0101 ir atkar\u012bgi no kalniem... Amerik\u0101!<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Es aizmirstu savas domas, es aizmirstu pat to, ko biju pl\u0101nojis ar tevi dar\u012bt.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0101 tas ir iesp\u0113jams?<\/p>\n<p>J\u016bs liekat man justies pat\u012bkami slinki. N\u0113, parasti, kad es esmu slinks, es sevi moc\u012bju un m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ju atrast kaut ko t\u0101du, kas patie\u0161\u0101m dotu efektu. Ar tevi es esmu slinks, un viss.<\/p>\n<p>D\u012bvaini. Tas ir vienk\u0101r\u0161i d\u012bvaini.<\/p>\n<p>Slikt\u0101kais tom\u0113r ir tas, ka es kaut ko izdom\u0101ju un tad, kad tu to jaut\u0101, aizmirstu. Velns.<\/p>\n<p>Aizmirstot v\u0101rdus,<br \/>\n<strong>Daniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">137 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. 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