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32 iemesli, lai j\u016bs nem\u012bl\u0113tu<\/h2>\n
Atz\u012b\u0161os: esmu iem\u012bl\u0113jies.<\/p>\n
Es nezinu, vai tu t\u0101ds esi, bet tam nav \u012bsti noz\u012bmes.<\/p>\n
Ja esat iem\u012bl\u0113jies, \u0161is b\u016bs saraksts ar negl\u012btaj\u0101m liet\u0101m par m\u012blest\u012bbu, no kur\u0101m ar\u012b j\u016bs nevar\u0113j\u0101t izvair\u012bties.<\/p>\n
Ja neesi iem\u012bl\u0113jies (jo tev nek\u0101 nav) \u2013 \u0161ie ir tikai v\u0113l da\u017ei iemesli, k\u0101p\u0113c nevajadz\u0113tu turpin\u0101t iem\u012bl\u0113ties.<\/p>\n
\u0160eit ir 32 iemesli, k\u0101p\u0113c nem\u012bl\u0113t.<\/p>\n
|| A :: Acis ||<\/p>\n
|| \u0410 ||<\/p>\n
|| B :: Komunik\u0101cija ||<\/p>\n
|| C ||<\/p>\n
|| Ch ||<\/p>\n
|| D ||<\/p>\n
|| K :: Kr\u016btis ||<\/h3>\n
Mani vienm\u0113r ir piesaist\u012bjusi tava kr\u016btis.<\/p>\n
N\u0113, lai vi\u0146u nesalutin\u0101tu \u2013 es neesmu tik samait\u0101ts. Mani piesaist\u012bja tavas kr\u016btis, jo t\u0101s ir siltas un pat\u012bkamas.<\/p>\n
Vai tu visp\u0101r iedom\u0101jies, cik liels prieks man ir nolikt galvu uz tav\u0101m kr\u016bt\u012bm un aizv\u0113rt acis? Apskauj galvu un saj\u016bti siltumu? Pagriezt ausi pret kr\u016bt\u012bm un dzird\u0113t sirdspukstus? Vai elpojot j\u016btat kr\u016b\u0161kurvja kust\u012bbu ar muti?<\/p>\n
J\u016bsu kr\u016btis nav tikai cita \u0137erme\u0146a da\u013ca. Tas nav kaut kas mazliet absurds \u2014 tie nav tavi aug\u0161stilbi, ikru, elko\u0146i, dibens.<\/p>\n
Tava kr\u016btis ir tava dz\u012bve. Tas, kas padara j\u016bs dz\u012bvu, ir j\u016bsu kr\u016bt\u012bs.<\/p>\n
Un es to j\u016btu. Man ar\u012b tas pat\u012bk.<\/p>\n
Bet cik bie\u017ei es varu sajust j\u016bsu elpu, sirdspukstus un j\u016bsu \u0137erme\u0146a \u012bsto siltumu? Atbilde: N\u0113.<\/p>\n
Tas ir t\u0101pat k\u0101 nolikt gald\u0101 gard\u0101ko konfekti... Un pateikt n\u0113, \u0113st nevar. Ir labi sap\u0146ot. Bet saj\u016bti to mut\u0113 \u2013 nekad!<\/p>\n
Tas ir tikai v\u0113l viens iemesls, lai j\u016bs nem\u012bl\u0113tu. Ja es nem\u012bl\u0113tu, tad t\u0101du probl\u0113mu neb\u016btu.<\/p>\n
|| L :: Gaida ||<\/h3>\n
Es nezinu, kur\u0161 teica, ka gaid\u012b\u0161ana ir cilv\u0113ka liel\u0101kais ienaidnieks, bet tas nav svar\u012bgi.<\/p>\n
Es nezinu, vai paman\u0101t, bet es tevi gaidu. Gaidu \u013coti bie\u017ei.<\/p>\n
Pat ja es izskatos aiz\u0146emta, pat ja da\u017ereiz tie\u0161\u0101m esmu, bet es tevi gaidu.<\/p>\n
Gaidu, kad p\u0101rn\u0101ku m\u0101j\u0101s, gaidu, kad atgrie\u017eos no veikala ar jaunu t\u0113jas paci\u0146u, gaidu, kad ierad\u012bsies norun\u0101taj\u0101 tik\u0161an\u0101s viet\u0101 pils\u0113t\u0101.<\/p>\n
Lai gan, tie\u0161\u0101m, k\u0101p\u0113c tik lieli att\u0101lumi - gaidu tevi ar\u012b tajos \u012bsajos br\u012b\u017eos, kad tu izk\u0101pi no gultas nakts vid\u016b, lai atnestu \u016bdeni.<\/p>\n
Es gaidu pat tad, kad sarun\u0101jaties ar citiem cilv\u0113kiem. J\u0101, \u0161aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 varb\u016bt es j\u016btu tevi un tava \u0137erme\u0146a siltumu, bet es nevaru sazin\u0101ties.<\/p>\n
Un tas ir viss, ko es v\u0113los. Par tevi un sazi\u0146u ar tevi.<\/p>\n
Es nev\u0113los gaid\u012bt tevi ilgi, gaid\u012bt tik\u0161an\u0101s ar tevi, gaid\u012bt t\u0101lo n\u0101kotni.<\/p>\n
Gaid\u012b\u0161ana nav pat\u012bkama, pat ja beig\u0101s tiek sol\u012bts p\u0101rsteigums. Nevienam neiesaku.<\/p>\n
|| M :: Miegs ||<\/h3>\n
Gul\u0113t. Tas ir mans ener\u0123ijas avots. Jums jau vajadz\u0113ja paman\u012bt - es m\u012blu miegu. It \u012bpa\u0161i, kad esmu noguris.<\/p>\n
Bet k\u0101p\u0113c tev mani vajadz\u0113tu trauc\u0113t?<\/p>\n
N\u0113, es nerun\u0101ju par zvaniem nakt\u012b (lai gan ar\u012b tie trauc\u0113 miegu). Es nerun\u0101ju ar\u012b par karst\u0101m nakt\u012bm gult\u0101 (lai gan t\u0101s v\u0113l vair\u0101k trauc\u0113 gul\u0113t).<\/p>\n
Es run\u0101ju par dom\u0101m par tevi.<\/p>\n
K\u0101p\u0113c, ak, k\u0101p\u0113c es tevi atceros pirms aizmig\u0161anas? Un k\u0101p\u0113c es nevaru aizmigt, tik ilgi atceroties?<\/p>\n
Es esmu m\u0113t\u0101jies un groz\u012bjies k\u0101du stundu vai divas, dom\u0101jot par tav\u0101m ac\u012bm, taviem v\u0101rdiem, ko m\u0113s dar\u012bsim n\u0101kamreiz, kad tiksimies. Un taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 es nemaz neatp\u016b\u0161os.<\/p>\n
K\u0101da ir atp\u016bta, kad es tevi atceros?<\/p>\n
|| N ||<\/p>\n
|| P: Padus\u0113s ||<\/h3>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
Manas paduses smird.<\/p>\n
Bet vai TAVAS paduses smird? Kaut kad? Vai tagad? Vai pirms tr\u012bsdesmit min\u016bt\u0113m, pat pirms iek\u0101p\u0161anas izliektaj\u0101 du\u0161as kab\u012bn\u0113?<\/p>\n
K\u0101 smar\u017eo tavas paduses?<\/p>\n
Vai tavas paduses ir tik asas k\u0101 mani manekeni?<\/p>\n
Vai tava smaka mani atbaid\u012btu? Vai ar\u012b tas piesaist\u012btu, piem\u0113ram, liela erotiska mu\u0161a?<\/p>\n
Manas paduses smird.<\/p>\n
Bet vai tav\u0113jais smird?<\/p>\n
Un ja j\u0101, tad k\u0101?<\/p>\n
Es gribu saost tavas paduses.<\/p>\n
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|| \u0160 :: Sirds ||<\/h3>\n
Sirds ir iemesls, k\u0101p\u0113c tu esi dz\u012bvs.<\/p>\n
Un es to atz\u012bstu, es v\u0113los, lai j\u016bs dz\u012bvotu. Es \u013coti, \u013coti v\u0113los, lai tu dz\u012bvotu.<\/p>\n
Es nevaru iedom\u0101ties savu dz\u012bvi bez tevis. Paties\u012bb\u0101 es pat negribu iedom\u0101ties. Tas ir \u0101rpus izt\u0113les.<\/p>\n
Atz\u012b\u0161os: man ir bail. Es tie\u0161\u0101m mazliet baidos no br\u012b\u017ea, kad tu nomirsi.<\/p>\n
Es saprotu, ka tas ir neizb\u0113gami, es saprotu, kad tas notiks... Vienam no mums vispirms... Bet es negribu par to dom\u0101t.<\/p>\n
Savt\u012bgs cilv\u0113ks vispirms grib\u0113tu mirt. Lai vi\u0146am pa\u0161am nes\u0101p\u0113tu sirds, redzot k\u0101du citu mirstam.<\/p>\n
Taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 es v\u0113los, lai tu nomirsti pirmais, lai tev b\u016btu lab\u0101k... Un taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 b\u0113rni\u0161\u0137\u012bgi nov\u0113lu, lai tu nekad nemirtu. B\u016btu jauki, ja tas b\u016btu iesp\u0113jams.<\/p>\n
Man nepat\u012bk dom\u0101t par tavu n\u0101vi. Tas mani nom\u0101c. Un, ja es tevi k\u0101dreiz redz\u0113\u0161u vecu, tas mani tikai v\u0113l vair\u0101k nom\u0101ks, jo tas \u0161\u0137it\u012bs tikai tuv\u0101ks.<\/p>\n
L\u016bdzu, nemirsti, ja vari.<\/p>\n
|| T ||<\/p>\n
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