{"id":4159,"date":"2018-04-04T11:12:00","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T09:12:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/?p=4159"},"modified":"2021-09-23T16:58:39","modified_gmt":"2021-09-23T13:58:39","slug":"trecias-kartas-kai-menesiui-issijungiau-interneta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2018\/tresa-karte-menesim-piesledzos-internetam\/","title":{"rendered":"T\u0101 ir ceturt\u0101 reize, kad uz m\u0113nesi izsl\u0113dzu internetu"},"content":{"rendered":"

M\u0113nesis bez interneta.<\/strong> Es tos piedz\u012bvoju jau tr\u012bs<\/a> un katru reizi tie ir at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bgi. Pirmaj\u0101 gad\u0101 atkl\u0101ju savu \u0123imeni, otraj\u0101 \u2013 gr\u0101matas. Tre\u0161\u0101 reize ir j\u016bsu attiec\u012bbas ar j\u016bsu attiec\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c fantastiska s\u0101kuma (t\u0101pat k\u0101 iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s tr\u012bs), tas dr\u012bz vien nosl\u012bd\u0113ja lejup pa nog\u0101zi uz to, ko manas jaunatkl\u0101t\u0101s kafejn\u012bcas \u012bpa\u0161nieks sauc par \"O N\u0113\" zonu.<\/p>\n

Jaut\u0101jumi par sevi, sav\u0101m attiec\u012bb\u0101m, sava darba noz\u012bmi, sava darba kvalit\u0101ti, vai es k\u0101dreiz atrad\u012b\u0161u to, kas mani m\u012bl, k\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146a man neatbild, vai es esmu p\u0101r\u0101k X (\u0161eit ierakstiet savu izv\u0113l\u0113to negat\u012bvo \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbu), vai es visu daru pareizi...<\/p>\n

J\u0101. \u0160\u012bs bailes m\u012bt man\u012b, kaut kur \u0101r\u0101, un, atsl\u0113dzoties no interneta, tu j\u016bties velni\u0161\u0137\u012bgi PERSONISKI.<\/p>\n

Ir divi ce\u013ci, k\u0101 palikt ar sevi:<\/strong><\/p>\n

    \n
  1. RUN:<\/strong>\u00a0jauni izaicin\u0101jumi, vietas, rado\u0161ums, cilv\u0113ki, \u0113diens, vienk\u0101r\u0161i skrie\u0161ana. Bet, k\u0101 ne p\u0101r\u0101k sen rakst\u012bja Darja \u013bizenko, no sevis nevar aizb\u0113gt.<\/li>\n
  2. IESKAT\u012aTIES BEZDIBEN\u012a:\u00a0<\/strong>J\u016btieties, mocieties, run\u0101jiet ar sevi, kliedziet uz iedom\u0101tiem cilv\u0113kiem, lasiet s\u0101p\u012bgas gr\u0101matas, sap\u0146ojiet, izdom\u0101jiet miljons \"Kas b\u016btu, ja...\" scen\u0101riju, atverieties cilv\u0113kiem, kuri v\u0113l nav j\u016bsu draugi, bet ir vistuv\u0101k draugiem. Bet, protams, tas s\u0101p.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Es skr\u0113ju. Es paskat\u012bjos. Es dar\u012bju abus.<\/p>\n

    LRT Opus radiostacijas iesl\u0113g\u0161ana, Nyces \u016asai kafejn\u012bcas apmekl\u0113\u0161ana, las\u012b\u0161ana par attiec\u012bb\u0101m un m\u016bsu psiholo\u0123iju, \u012bszi\u0146u rakst\u012b\u0161ana iedom\u0101tiem cilv\u0113kiem (Vi\u0146ai, Vi\u0146\u0101m, Vi\u0146iem un sev), meitenes uzaicin\u0101\u0161ana uz vienas nakts piedz\u012bvojumu (un \u0161\u012b piedz\u012bvojuma nepiedz\u012bvo\u0161ana, jo saproti, ko tu dari!??? K\u0101p\u0113c!???), skrie\u0161ana un rudens v\u0113ja \u0161\u0146au\u0161ana pagalm\u0101.<\/p>\n

    Tad, tre\u0161aj\u0101 ned\u0113\u013c\u0101, es s\u0101ku nomierin\u0101ties. Es apmekl\u0113ju jaunas kafejn\u012bcas, bet dom\u0101ju par sevi - kas es esmu? Es sakopu m\u0101ju. Lietas. Sap\u0146i. Es norakst\u012bju nepabeigtos darbus. Es norakst\u012bju nepabeigtus darbus, kurus pabeig\u0161u, kad atgriez\u012b\u0161os. Veicu veselu virkni pr\u0101ta akrob\u0101tikas vingrin\u0101jumu. Kau\u0146as kafejn\u012bcu baristas un manas m\u0101jas sienas to redz\u0113ja.<\/p>\n

    Ceturtais biju es.<\/h2>\n

    ONE. V\u012brie\u0161i. Es nogriezu \u016bsas. Es nolieku savus sap\u0146us sav\u0101 viet\u0101. Sapratu, ka man vissvar\u012bg\u0101kais ir m\u0101c\u012bt un m\u0101c\u012bties, izaicin\u0101t, veicin\u0101t minim\u0101lismu, aizsarg\u0101t dabu. Rakst\u012bt.<\/p>\n

    Es paskat\u012bjos uz sav\u0101m rok\u0101m. Es iz\u0123\u0113rbos kails: dr\u0113bes un dv\u0113seli. Es nost\u0101jos spogu\u013ca priek\u0161\u0101 un paskat\u012bjos uz \u0161o tievo, \u016bsaino, tum\u0161\u0101daino puisi.<\/p>\n

    Vi\u0146a pirksti ir apmatoti. Vi\u0146a dzimumloceklis ir vid\u0113js. Kr\u016btis ir kailas. Acis k\u0101 zvirbu\u013ca. Smadzenes galv\u0101.<\/p>\n

    ...\u0160\u012bs smadzenes kontrol\u0113 rokas, kuras jaunais v\u012brietis tagad kustina, \u0101du, kas no aukstuma s\u0101k sarauties, sirdi, \u017eaunas un plau\u0161as, kas darbojas kaut kur iek\u0161\u0101.<\/p>\n

    \u0160is jaunais v\u012brietis ir SMEGENYS SKELETE.<\/p>\n

    \u0160\u012bs smadzenes sap\u0146o main\u012bt pasauli, padar\u012bt to lab\u0101ku sev un citiem. T\u0101s sap\u0146o iem\u012bl\u0113ties sieviet\u0113 un tic\u0113t, ka vi\u0146a m\u012bl pret\u012b. T\u0101s sap\u0146o par to, ka tiek nov\u0113rt\u0113tas. T\u0101s sap\u0146o par dz\u012bvi no liel\u0101 G.<\/p>\n

    ...\u0160\u012bs skeleta smadzenes reiz iem\u012bl\u0113ja meiteni, otru, tre\u0161o, reiz s\u0101ka rakst\u012bt tekstus, to, ko j\u016bs tagad las\u0101t, uzc\u0113la ap sevi m\u0101ju, dar\u012bja to visu.<\/p>\n

    \u0160\u012bs smadzenes skelet\u0101 IR ES. Beidzot es atgriezos pie sevis.<\/p>\n

    M\u0113nesis bez interneta ir beidzies.<\/p>\n

    (...Kas t\u0101l\u0101k?)<\/p>\n

    M\u0113nesis bez interneta ir atkl\u0101jumu m\u0113nesis.\u00a0Vai j\u016bs to izm\u0113\u0123in\u0101siet?<\/a><\/p>\n

    Aicina,
    \nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    M\u0113nesis bez interneta.<\/strong> Es tos piedz\u012bvoju jau tr\u012bs<\/a> un katru reizi tie ir at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bgi. Pirmaj\u0101 gad\u0101 atkl\u0101ju savu \u0123imeni, otraj\u0101 \u2013 gr\u0101matas. Tre\u0161\u0101 reize ir j\u016bsu attiec\u012bbas ar j\u016bsu attiec\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16827,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[123,47],"class_list":{"0":"post-4159","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-issukiai","8":"tag-menuo-be-interneto","9":"tag-santykiai"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4159"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4159\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16827"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}