{"id":2567,"date":"2017-06-18T17:27:25","date_gmt":"2017-06-18T14:27:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=2567"},"modified":"2021-07-06T23:55:10","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T20:55:10","slug":"romanas-36","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/romans-36\/","title":{"rendered":"#Soul in Stone (36)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 1239 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 1254<\/b>.<\/p>\n

"Izr\u0101d\u0101s tas, ko es dom\u0101ju par \u012bstu me\u017eu... Ak, dievs, es esmu idiots."<\/p>\n

\u2014 Sasod\u012bts, \u2014 Naoki sac\u012bja, \u2014 nu, idejas mums dzimst. Port\u0101ls, sasod\u012bts! Port\u0101ls!<\/p>\n

"Ak, Dievs, tas ir tik daudz viegl\u0101k!"<\/p>\n

Smaidot pielecu vi\u0146am cie\u0161i kl\u0101t p\u0101ri akmens gr\u012bdai, ielecu basein\u0101, kas bija nedaudz pilns ar \u012bstu \u016bdeni, izvairoties no \u016bdenskrituma \u0161\u013cakat\u0101m, no kur\u0101m t\u0101 \u012bsti neizdev\u0101s izvair\u012bties, un pavilku krist\u0101la galu. \u0101r\u0101 no sienas. P\u0113c pagrie\u0161anas es to tik un t\u0101 nolob\u012bju atpaka\u013c, un no nolob\u012bt\u0101s krist\u0101la sienas izlidoja vair\u0101ki maz\u0101ki krist\u0101li\u0146i.<\/p>\n

"Dievs," es nomurmin\u0101ju. Es biju piln\u012bgi bez v\u0101rda.<\/p>\n

"Un doma, ka tas bija \u012bsts... Dievs!"<\/p>\n

- Interesanti, ko tu teiksi Babkiu \u0161efpav\u0101ram vai k\u0101 vi\u0146u tagad sauc. Naoki sasita plaukstas. "T\u0101tad m\u0113s vienk\u0101r\u0161i nojaucam vi\u0146a sienu."<\/p>\n

- Ak Dievs, - p\u0113c atk\u0101rto\u0161anas es v\u0113lreiz izt\u012br\u012bju r\u012bkli.<\/p>\n

Manas kurpes, bik\u0161u gali un d\u017eempera mala tuv\u0101k \u016bdenskritumam jau bija izmirku\u0161as l\u012bdz p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101m v\u012bl\u0113m. Un es st\u0101v\u0113ju maz\u0101 \u016bdens basein\u0101, kas kust\u0113j\u0101s un pazuda kaut kur sien\u0101, turot savu Akmeni.<\/p>\n

Un me\u017ea apv\u0101r\u0161\u0146a sien\u0101 bija balts caurums un ap to eso\u0161\u0101s saplais\u0101ju\u0161o krist\u0101lu joslas, izliekumi un l\u016bzumi.<\/p>\n

- Nu tad b\u016bs j\u0101saka, ka es kaut k\u0101 pasl\u012bd\u0113ju, - pasmaid\u012bju. Jebkur\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 es nejutos p\u0101r\u0101k labi par savu r\u012bc\u012bbu, bet es ar\u012b negrib\u0113ju justies slikti un nebija vajadz\u012bbas. T\u0101p\u0113c es jutos tie\u0161i t\u0101 \u2013 apkaunojo\u0161i.<\/p>\n

Izk\u0101pu no baseina un pakrat\u012bju slapjo piedurkni. \u0160is ieguva da\u017eus desmitus pilienu, bet tas joproj\u0101m palika slapj\u0161.<\/p>\n

"Nu, es tik un t\u0101 iemet\u012b\u0161u, tad mazg\u0101t noz\u012bm\u0113..."<\/p>\n

"Tev b\u016bs j\u0101saka, ka neviens, iz\u0146emot j\u016bs, mani nedzird," Naoki laboja.<\/p>\n

"Ak j\u0101... Hm... Ak, D\u017eo?" - Es paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt, mekl\u0113jot ve\u013cas kasti ar caurumu. Un l\u016bk, tas bija vien\u0101 st\u016br\u012b - izskat\u012bj\u0101s p\u0113c bedres al\u0101, tikai.. Nu al\u0101s nav perfekti apa\u013cas un t\u0101m nav apa\u013cu durvju. Un pogas al\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- Naoki. - kaut k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 mani izlaboja.<\/p>\n

"D\u017eo," es neatbild\u0113ju. - Ak... K\u0101p\u0113c tad es esmu vien\u012bgais, kas tevi dzird?<\/p>\n

D\u017eo da\u017eus mirk\u013cus klus\u0113ja. Es s\u0101ku dom\u0101t, ka vi\u0146\u0161 nedzird jaut\u0101jumu, t\u0101p\u0113c s\u0101ku jaut\u0101t, vai vi\u0146\u0161 to dzird\u0113ja vai atk\u0101rto. Bet vi\u0146\u0161 joproj\u0101m atbild\u0113ja apmulsu\u0161\u0101 bals\u012b.<\/p>\n

- Ak... es, god\u012bgi sakot, nemaz nezinu. Labs jaut\u0101jums... Varb\u016bt tam ir k\u0101ds sakars ar to, ka es dzeru tavas asinis? Kad tu ieb\u0101zi savu net\u012bro roku, tu to kaut kur pa ce\u013cam sagriezi, v\u0113ja br\u0101zma noteikti atnesa man tavu asins str\u016bklu, un es to uzreiz sajutu un atdz\u012bvojos un satv\u0113ru tavu roku.<\/p>\n

"J\u0101, es atceros... Un es ignor\u0113\u0161u to net\u012bro, vi\u0146a nemaz t\u0101da nebija."<\/p>\n

Es ieg\u0101ju pa vannas istabas durv\u012bm atpaka\u013c istab\u0101 un paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt uz galdu. Man vajadz\u0113ja kaut kur nolikt Naoki, lai varu iz\u0123\u0113rbties.<\/p>\n

- Un neviens tev neko neteica, kad tevi sita... - Es s\u0101ku rakt, bet es neuzdro\u0161in\u0101jos to pabeigt. Tas izklaus\u012bj\u0101s \u013coti d\u012bvaini un nepat\u012bkami.<\/p>\n

"Kad es tiku rad\u012bts?" - it k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 las\u012bja savas domas, - Diem\u017e\u0113l neviens man to nepiemin\u0113ja. Es... Hm... - vi\u0146\u0161 nomurmin\u0101ja.<\/p>\n

Kad nok\u013cuvu, aizsl\u0113dzu kameras durvis un, nospie\u017eot rokturi, p\u0101rbaud\u012bju, vai t\u0101s neatveras. Vi\u0146i neatv\u0113r\u0101s. Tad es pagriezos un devos atpaka\u013c uz vannas istabu, un p\u0113c tam, kad atradu un ar rok\u0101m aptaust\u012bju sienu, es atradu \u012bstu dzega vai akmeni, uz kura uzlikt Naoki.<\/p>\n

- Nav \u0113rti run\u0101t? - p\u0113c pauzes jaut\u0101ju, joproj\u0101m turot vi\u0146u plaukst\u0101.<\/p>\n

"Mazliet," vi\u0146\u0161 teica it k\u0101 samulsis. Un tad vi\u0146\u0161 ener\u0123isk\u0101k piebilda:<\/p>\n

- Bet es varu pateikt! Es biju\u2026 Izveidots laboratorij\u0101 pils\u0113tas Iero\u010du ra\u017eo\u0161anas departament\u0101. Viena liela komanda. Vi\u0146i m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja izveidot lab\u0101ko ieroci pasaul\u0113, k\u0101, iesp\u0113jams, visa vi\u0146u laboratorija bija un, iesp\u0113jams, joproj\u0101m ir.<\/p>\n

Es atspiedos ar muguru pret cieto sienu pie durv\u012bm un noliecu galvu, klausoties vi\u0146\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 man to neteica.<\/p>\n

- Tom\u0113r es biju... - Naoki uz br\u012bdi atkal izklaus\u012bj\u0101s mazliet samulsusi, - ...Neveiksm\u012bgs eksperiments. ES dom\u0101ju. Nu t\u0101da, k\u0101da esmu tagad.<\/p>\n

"Un t\u0101p\u0113c tu...?" Es vi\u0146u klus\u0113dams mudin\u0101ju. Pietr\u016bka da\u017eas deta\u013cas, lai es visu piln\u012bb\u0101 saprastu.<\/p>\n

- Nu es nezinu, vai varu run\u0101t tikai ar konkr\u0113tiem cilv\u0113kiem, JO es esmu gudrs. Varb\u016bt tas ir vair\u0101k tikai kaut kas cits. Bet, k\u0101 j\u016bs redzat vai dr\u012bz\u0101k dzirdat, es run\u0101ju ar jums.<\/p>\n

- Aha... Pala, vai tas ir neparasti?- es netic\u012bgi pakrat\u012bju galvu.<\/p>\n

Naoki nop\u016bt\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- Ak j\u0101, un man lik\u0101s, ka es skaidroju t\u0101das element\u0101ras lietas... Nu j\u0101, tas ir neparasti. Neviens zin\u0101ms krist\u0101ls nevar sarun\u0101ties ar citiem. Varb\u016bt t\u0101das ir, bet neviens t\u0101das negatavo. Un es run\u0101ju. ES esmu! ES esmu! - vi\u0146a v\u0101rdi izskan\u0113ja lepni.<\/p>\n

"Tu esi ierocis," es atcirtu. Un es uzreiz sapratu, ka tas var\u0113ja izklaus\u012bties ne p\u0101r\u0101k piekl\u0101j\u012bgi.<\/p>\n

Naoki apklusa.<\/p>\n

- Es esmu ierocis. Taisn\u012bba. Bet es ta\u010du ar\u012b esmu cilv\u0113ks... Gil, kas es tev vair\u0101k, vi\u0146\u0161 p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i jaut\u0101ja, ierocis vai person\u012bba?<\/p>\n

\u2014 Varb\u016bt t\u0101 ir person\u012bba?<\/p>\n

Es mazliet padom\u0101ju.<\/p>\n

\u2014 Varb\u016bt person\u012bba? Es atbild\u0113ju, nezin\u0101dama, ko vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s dzird\u0113t vair\u0101k.<\/p>\n

- Paldies, - vi\u0146\u0161 maigi teica, - vienu br\u012bdi man \u0161\u0137ita, ka j\u016bs b\u016bsiet t\u0101di k\u0101 tie Padomes deput\u0101ti... Kad \u0161ie de\u0123ener\u0101ti redz\u0113ja, ka man sp\u0113ks rodas tikai p\u0113c cilv\u0113ka asi\u0146u sa\u0146em\u0161anas (nu, vi\u0146i necent\u0101s daudz). asinis uz manis, p\u0101rsvar\u0101 visizplat\u012bt\u0101k\u0101s, jo cilv\u0113ku asinis bija vienas no izplat\u012bt\u0101kaj\u0101m vi\u0146u laboratorij\u0101s) un p\u0113c apr\u0113\u0137iniem, ka nav v\u0113rts ra\u017eot t\u0101dus k\u0101 es. Ar\u0113na. Tas virpulis. Brrrrr.<\/p>\n

Pie \u0161iem p\u0113d\u0113jiem v\u0101rdiem Naoki pat main\u012bja kr\u0101su uz melnu.<\/p>\n

"Vi\u0146am laikam \u013coti nepatika tur b\u016bt?"<\/p>\n

"Cik ilgi tu biji taj\u0101 virpul\u012b?"<\/p>\n

"Es nezinu," vi\u0146\u0161 atbild\u0113ja. \u2013 Varb\u016bt da\u017eus m\u0113ne\u0161us. Varb\u016bt gadu. Varb\u016bt pat da\u017eus gadus... Pirm\u0101s dienas dom\u0101ju, ka vi\u0146i mani tur iemeta tikai uz laiku un dr\u012bz p\u0101rdom\u0101s un izved\u012bs... Vai k\u0101ds no desmitiem un simtiem kaujinieku, kas iet gar\u0101m un nekad neatgrie\u0161an\u0101s mani neaiz\u0146emtu... Bet nek\u0101. Neviens neatgriez\u0101s, neviens mani nepa\u0146\u0113ma, jo es joproj\u0101m atrados kaut kur virpu\u013ca centr\u0101, kuru neviens neb\u016btu sasniedzis. Un laiks tur paiet... \u013boti l\u0113ni.<\/p>\n

Naoki bija gandr\u012bz piln\u012bgi melns, cauri sp\u012bd\u0113ja roz\u0101 un p\u0101rmai\u0146us za\u013cganas sv\u012btras un vi\u013c\u0146i.<\/p>\n

"J\u0101, nekas... \u012bsti nekas..."<\/p>\n

"Es j\u016btu l\u012bdzi," es teicu. Es nezin\u0101ju, ko v\u0113l teikt vai k\u0101 vi\u0146u nomierin\u0101t. Gl\u0101st\u012bt vi\u0146u vai ko pie velna dar\u012bt?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tas t\u0101... P\u0101rbaudes laik\u0101 laboratorij\u0101 ar\u012b izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s, ka mani dzird tikai viens cilv\u0113ks. [[Tikai neviens nav var\u0113jis saist\u012bt, k\u0101 tas ir saist\u012bts]]. L\u012bdz \u0161im - t\u0101p\u0113c ir ac\u012bmredzams, ka visi, kas ar mani sazin\u0101j\u0101s, man bija devu\u0161i asinis...<\/p>\n

Naoki atkal s\u0101ka atg\u016bt savu dabisko s\u0101rti za\u013co kr\u0101su. T\u0101p\u0113c es noliku vi\u0146u uz dzegas un s\u0101ku novilkt slapj\u0101s dr\u0113bes. Labi, ka pirms tu atn\u0101ci uz kameru, m\u0113s ar Antonio bij\u0101m otrreiz pie \u0101rsta, kur\u0161 mani salaboja un no\u0146\u0113ma p\u0101rs\u0113jus un uzlika kaut k\u0101du smird\u012bgu, \u0101dai lip\u012bgu masu. \u0160is, vi\u0146a teica, sal\u012bm\u0113s vi\u0146u kop\u0101, bet tas smird p\u0101ri vi\u0146as dr\u0113b\u0113m. Meh.<\/p>\n

\u2013 T\u0101 ar\u012b nebija \u013coti laba ideja vai \u012bpa\u0161\u012bba masveida ra\u017eo\u0161anai, izr\u0101d\u0101s. Dro\u0161\u012bba, \u0161izofr\u0113nija un v\u0113l kaut kas - t\u0101das fr\u0101zes toreiz m\u0113t\u0101j\u0101s. Es iedom\u0101jos, ka vi\u0146u vald\u012bba teica to pa\u0161u.\u201d Naoki atkal ie\u0161\u0101v\u0101s meln\u0101 zibspuldze.<\/p>\n

- Ak... K\u0101 tu \u0161\u0101di non\u0101ci? - es vi\u0146am jaut\u0101ju, novelkot dr\u0113bju aug\u0161\u0113jo da\u013cu - d\u017eemperi - un ieliekot ve\u013cas ma\u0161\u012bnas atver\u0113.<\/p>\n

- Kas? K\u0101 forma un \u010daula vai k\u0101 person\u012bba? \u2014 vi\u0146\u0161 jaut\u0101ja atpaka\u013c, dzelten\u012bgi mirdzot.<\/p>\n

"Tas ir skaidrs p\u0113c formas, iesp\u0113jams, t\u0101pat k\u0101 visas p\u0101r\u0113j\u0101s krist\u0101lisk\u0101s lietas visur..."<\/p>\n

\u2013 K\u0101 ir ar person\u012bbu? - atspiedusies pret sienu, ar roku novilku bikses.<\/p>\n

"Nu, es nezinu..." vi\u0146\u0161 nomurmin\u0101ja, "Es vienk\u0101r\u0161i pa\u0146\u0113mu un par\u0101dos." Un k\u0101 j\u016bs rad\u0101ties k\u0101 cilv\u0113ks?<\/p>\n

Visa bik\u0161u manevra vid\u016b es apst\u0101jos un piec\u0113los k\u0101j\u0101s dom\u0101ju.<\/p>\n

"Nu, es tikko pamodos."<\/p>\n

"Nu," es piekr\u012bto\u0161i pam\u0101ju, "Es tikai atveru." Es pamodos p\u0113c Ar\u0113nas un viss. ES tagad esmu<\/p>\n

- Nu, - atk\u0101rtoja Naoki, it k\u0101 gaid\u012bdams \u0161\u0101du atbildi, - un es ticu, ka t\u0101 dara visi. Neviens nerodas, dom\u0101jot, ka tie ir kaut k\u0101 nepiln\u012bgi un v\u0113l nav par\u0101d\u012bju\u0161ies. Kaut k\u0101 man liekas, ka visi ien\u0101k jau ticot, ka ir pilni. Man ar\u012b t\u0101 san\u0101ca. T\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bs, es redzu.<\/p>\n

Es pam\u0101ju ar l\u016bp\u0101m piekr\u012bto\u0161i Naokijam un t\u0101 k\u0101 nevar\u0113ju izdom\u0101t vi\u0146am citus jaut\u0101jumus, turpin\u0101ju mazg\u0101t bikses. Es ar\u012b \u0161os iemetu ve\u013casma\u0161\u012bn\u0101. Es paliku piln\u012bgi kaila. Labi vien tas, ka nemaz nebija auksts - lai gan da\u017eas \u016bdenskrituma \u0161\u013cakatas sasniedza mani, bet tie bija \u013coti silti. Jauki!<\/p>\n

- Aizveriet un nospiediet pogu, j\u016bs teic\u0101t? Es jaut\u0101ju ve\u013casma\u0161\u012bnas cauruma priek\u0161\u0101 m\u0101ksl\u012bgaj\u0101 al\u0101.<\/p>\n

"J\u0101, tie\u0161i t\u0101," atbild\u0113ja Naoki un tad piebilda:<\/p>\n

"Nomazg\u0101jiet ausis, lai jums nav j\u0101jaut\u0101 n\u0101kamreiz, labi?"<\/p>\n

Es no\u0161\u0146\u0101cu un aizcirtu durvis, kuras klusi \u010d\u012bkst\u0113ja. P\u0113c tam es nospiedu pogu un izstaip\u012bjos ar \u013coti maigu svilpienu.<\/p>\n

- Labi, protams. Varb\u016bt ar\u012b tevi vajadz\u0113ja mazg\u0101t kop\u0101 ar dr\u0113b\u0113m?<\/p>\n

"Ak j\u0101, man \u013coti gar\u0161o \u016bdens," vi\u0146\u0161 sarkastisk\u0101 bals\u012b atbild\u0113ja.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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