{"id":2396,"date":"2017-05-17T19:23:28","date_gmt":"2017-05-17T16:23:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=2396"},"modified":"2021-07-25T03:27:33","modified_gmt":"2021-07-25T00:27:33","slug":"romanas-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/romans-17\/","title":{"rendered":"#Soul in Stone (17)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">901 v\u0101rds<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: <b>935<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p>Akmens nop\u016bt\u0101s un mirdz\u0113ja v\u0113l v\u0101j\u0101k.<\/p>\n<p>- D\u017eo. Vai vienk\u0101r\u0161i sauciet mani par D\u017eo.<\/p>\n<p>\"Joe.1\/<\/p>\n<p>\u0160\u0137ita, ka man\u0101 galv\u0101 kaut kas iesl\u0113dzas. No v\u0101rda, kas var\u0113ja lauzt m\u0113li, k\u013cuvu par v\u0101rdu, ko, iesp\u0113jams, ikviens var\u0113tu izrun\u0101t un atcer\u0113ties.<\/p>\n<p>- D\u017eo,\" es atk\u0101rtoju. - Vai ar tevi viss k\u0101rt\u012bb\u0101?<\/p>\n<p>- N\u0113, vai es izskatos labi? - Vi\u0146a bals\u012b, k\u0101 vienm\u0113r, bija sarkasma pieska\u0146a: \"Es vienk\u0101r\u0161i... es aizmigstu, kad man nav sp\u0113ka. Un es esmu izt\u0113r\u0113jis visus savus sp\u0113kus.<\/p>\n<p>Akmens klus\u0113ja.<\/p>\n<p>- Un kur m\u0113s esam? - vi\u0146\u0161 piebilda. - Es tikai atceros, k\u0101...<\/p>\n<p>Vi\u0146\u0161 gandr\u012bz nemirk\u0161\u0137in\u0101ja.<\/p>\n<p>\"Kas noticis ar Stounu? K\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146\u0161 ir tik v\u0101j\u0161?\"<\/p>\n<p>- K\u0101? - Es atkal jutos nobijies.<\/p>\n<p>- Nekas, - vi\u0146\u0161 p\u0101rtrauca, - man ir svar\u012bg\u0101kas lietas. Man tik \u013coti \u017e\u0113l, ka esmu to no tevis noklus\u0113jis.<\/p>\n<p>Es norasu siekalas. Gabriela dro\u0161i vien bija dzird\u0113jusi mani mieg\u0101, jo vismaz tagad man bija siekalas, ko nor\u012bt.<\/p>\n<p>- Es g\u016bstu sp\u0113ku no tav\u0101m asin\u012bm.<\/p>\n<p>\"Asinis? Mana????\"<\/p>\n<p>- ...Ko? - Es saritin\u0101ju acis. Atgr\u016bdu akmeni nedaudz t\u0101l\u0101k no sevis.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160\u0137iet, ka ar savu reakciju biju nobied\u0113jusi Naoki, jo vi\u0146\u0161 uzreiz met\u0101s paskaidrot \u0101traj\u0101 valod\u0101:<\/p>\n<p>- Nu, ne oblig\u0101ti tavas asinis, bet es esmu atvese\u013cojusies no tav\u0101m asin\u012bm, un tavas asinis ir \u013coti gar\u0161\u012bgas, un es grib\u0113ju tev pal\u012bdz\u0113t c\u012bn\u012bties, t\u0101p\u0113c es t\u0101s ies\u016bcu. I...<\/p>\n<p>D\u017eo pie\u0137\u0113r\u0101s, dro\u0161i vien gaid\u012bdams manu reakciju.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Es nezin\u0101ju, k\u0101 rea\u0123\u0113t. Un, atkl\u0101ti sakot, es jutos noguris. Glu\u017ei k\u0101 pamostoties nezin kur, tum\u0161os pagrabos, k\u0101d\u0101 Ar\u0113n\u0101, vai ar\u012b tiekot izmantota k\u0101dai nevienl\u012bdz\u012bgai c\u012b\u0146ai Ar\u0113nas virsotn\u0113, vai ar\u012b pirms br\u012b\u017ea pamostoties \u0161eit.<\/p>\n<p>\"Bet taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 tas man mazliet pal\u012bdz\u0113ja...\"<\/p>\n<p>- J\u016bs var\u0113j\u0101t man pateikt! - es kliedzu, varb\u016bt mazliet p\u0101r\u0101k \u017e\u0113l\u012bgi.<\/p>\n<p>\"Bet vi\u0146\u0161 ta\u010du var\u0113ja b\u016bt nopietns! K\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146\u0161 to nedar\u012bja?\"<\/p>\n<p>- K\u0101p\u0113c j\u016bs man to neteic\u0101t agr\u0101k? - Es nekav\u0113joties piebildu.<\/p>\n<p>Akmens uzzibsn\u012bja nedaudz spilgt\u0101k roz\u0101 kr\u0101s\u0101.<\/p>\n<p>- Es negrib\u0113ju tevi bied\u0113t! Ak, un... Tu tikai tur\u0113ji manu roku, kas jau bija asi\u0146ojo\u0161a. Un tu mani pamodin\u0101ji no t\u0101s garlaic\u012bg\u0101s velna bedres zem Ar\u0113nas.<\/p>\n<p>\"Caurums zem Ar\u0113nas... Cik ilgi tas tur ir?\"<\/p>\n<p>Es tikko skat\u012bjos uz \u0161o akmeni. Tad es to noliku uz blakus eso\u0161\u0101 plaukta pie sienas un paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt. Man vajadz\u0113ja padom\u0101t, ko dar\u012bt ar \u0161o Akmeni.<\/p>\n<p>\"Galu gal\u0101 asinis bija manas, bet vi\u0146\u0161 t\u0101s pa\u0146\u0113ma un izs\u016bca... Dro\u0161i vien t\u0101p\u0113c es asi\u0146oju, k\u0101 teica Gabriele!\"<\/p>\n<p>Es jutu, ka vairs nevaru uztic\u0113ties \u0161im Akmenim. Es nevar\u0113ju tam uztic\u0113ties agr\u0101k, un nevaru ar\u012b tagad - ko v\u0113l vi\u0146\u0161 var dar\u012bt un ko vi\u0146\u0161 man nevar pateikt? P\u0101r\u0146emt manu \u0137ermeni? Izdar\u012bt kaut ko ar to? Izmantot mani jebk\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101? Es pat nezin\u0101ju, k\u0101da b\u016btne, lieta vai cilv\u0113ks vi\u0146\u0161 ir!<\/p>\n<p>- Ei, man ir \u017e\u0113l! - Es dzird\u0113ju klusu D\u017eo balsi no vi\u0146a dzi\u013cumiem.<\/p>\n<p>Es nov\u0113rsos un paskat\u012bjos uz dr\u0113bju kaudzi, kas joproj\u0101m gul\u0113ja uz d\u012bv\u0101na malas. Tad, joproj\u0101m nerea\u0123\u0113jot uz ieroci, es piec\u0113los, paberz\u0113ju p\u0101rsietu \u0137ermeni un s\u0101p\u012bg\u0101k\u0101s vietas, nedaudz aps\u0113dos, pa\u0146\u0113mu dr\u0113bes un s\u0101ku t\u0101s uzvilkt.<\/p>\n<p>Tas bija pel\u0113ks t\u0113rps ar sarkan\u0101m st\u016brain\u0101m sv\u012btr\u0101m, no stingra auduma. Tas \u0161\u0137ita iztur\u012bg\u0101ks par to, ko valk\u0101ju pirmo reizi. P\u0101rsteidzo\u0161i, bet \u0161\u012bs bikses un d\u017eemperis ar kapuci p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i nedaudz izstaip\u012bj\u0101s, kad es ap\u0123\u0113rbos, un lieliski piegul\u0113ja manam \u0137ermenim. Es kustin\u0101ju rokas un k\u0101jas, kas bija patie\u0161\u0101m labi.<\/p>\n<p>Akmens man vairs neko neteica un klus\u0113ja. Vai varb\u016bt vi\u0146\u0161 bija tik v\u0101j\u0161, ka visp\u0101r neko neteica. Bet, k\u0101 es sapratu, ja es vi\u0146am kaut k\u0101 atkal iedevu asinis, vi\u0146am vajadz\u0113tu atvese\u013coties... Un, kad vi\u0146\u0161 atvese\u013cosies, es nezinu, ko dar\u012bt.<\/p>\n<p>Kad es sa\u0123\u0113rbos, man joproj\u0101m tr\u016bka apavu vai kaut k\u0101 cita uz k\u0101j\u0101m. Apskat\u012bjos pa istabu. P\u0113c tam es paskat\u012bjos uz d\u012bv\u0101nu.<\/p>\n<p>\"L\u016bk, kaut kas t\u0101ds!\"<\/p>\n<p>Es noliecos zem\u0101k, pret k\u0101du neskaidru priek\u0161metu sienu. Man \u012bsti negrib\u0113j\u0101s iedzi\u013cin\u0101ties, kam \u0161\u012bs lietas kalpoja, jo bija svar\u012bg\u0101kas lietas, kas bija j\u0101izp\u0113ta.<\/p>\n<p>No zem \u0161\u016bpojo\u0161\u0101 sarkan\u0101 kr\u0113sla izvilku divas baltas, zemas un lokanas kurpes. T\u0101s kaut k\u0101 p\u0101rsteidzo\u0161i pieska\u0146oj\u0101s p\u0101r\u0113jam t\u0113rpam, vai vismaz t\u0101 man \u0161\u0137ita man\u0101m ac\u012bm.<\/p>\n<p>Un tad p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i ar troksni atv\u0113r\u0101s istabas durvis. Gabri\u0113la ieskr\u0113ja iek\u0161\u0101 ar diviem maisiem. Es nojautu, ka ar \u0113dienu.<\/p>\n<p>- Ak, j\u016bs esat izl\u0113mis! Tas ir piem\u0113rots tie\u0161i jums. - Vi\u0146a redz\u0113ja, ka es rok\u0101s turu kurpes, un m\u0101jin\u0101ja ar galvu: \"Un kurpes, j\u0101, t\u0101s tev var b\u016bt, ja t\u0101s der tavai k\u0101jai. Es aizmirsu tev t\u0101s samekl\u0113t, pirms aizbraucu.<\/p>\n<p>Tad vi\u0146a k\u0101 rota\u013c\u0101joties pak\u0101rtoja galvu un kop\u0101 ar \u0113dienu aizg\u0101ja pie galda otr\u0101 telpas gal\u0101. Es piec\u0113los un s\u0101ku uzvilkt kurpes.<\/p>\n<p>\"Vai ir k\u0101ds priek\u0161stats, kas tagad notiks un ko vi\u0146a man ir iepl\u0101nojusi?\"<\/p>\n<p>- Es atnesu burgerus. Vienu no vienrad\u017eu ga\u013cas, otru no mamuta ga\u013cas. Es ceru, ka tu \u0113d ga\u013cu? - vi\u0146a jaut\u0101ja, ac\u012bmredzot par v\u0113lu, jo bija nopirkusi un atnesusi \u0113dienu.<\/p>\n<p>- J\u0101, es esmu! - Es m\u0101jin\u0101ju ar galvu. Man nebija ne jausmas, kas ir dz\u012bvnieki un to ga\u013ca, jo neko par to neatcer\u0113jos. Ta\u010du t\u0101rps man\u0101 v\u0113der\u0101 piepras\u012bja jebko. Bija svar\u012bgi \u0113st.<\/p>\n<p>Beidzot es uzvilku kurpes un piec\u0113los. Apavi, lai gan varb\u016bt mazliet cie\u0161i, tom\u0113r piegu\u013c. Joproj\u0101m lab\u0101k nek\u0101 skraid\u012bt tikai ar ze\u0137\u0113m, ar kur\u0101m mani bija saspiedu\u0161i Ar\u0113n\u0101, vai visp\u0101r b\u016bt bas\u0101m k\u0101j\u0101m. V\u0113l pirms es biju izg\u0101jusi \u0101r\u0101, man bija s\u0101ku\u0161as aukst\u0113t k\u0101jas.<\/p>\n<p>Es pieg\u0101ju pie Gabrielas, kura s\u0113d\u0113ja pie neliela apa\u013ca galdi\u0146a uz vienas k\u0101jas, blakus palodzei un skapim, no kura vi\u0146a vilka manas dr\u0113bes.<\/p>\n<p>Es aps\u0113dos un paskat\u012bjos uz \u0113dienu. Gabriela jau b\u0101ca mut\u0113 savu burgeri, un man priek\u0161\u0101 uz \u0161\u0137\u012bvja bija sviestmaize, kas izskat\u012bj\u0101s t\u0101pat.<\/p>\n<p>- Oi! Atvainojiet! - Gabrielle p\u0101rtrauca \u0113st ar pilnu muti, aizsedzot to ar roku, - Es tev nejaut\u0101ju, kuru burgeri tu v\u0113l\u0113tos! Es atvainojos!<\/p>\n<p>- Nekas liels, - es pakrat\u012bju galvu, - man vienalga. Paldies par \u0113dienu.<\/p>\n<p>Es ar pirkstu piesk\u0101ruies burgeram. Man v\u0113der\u0101 kaut kas sa\u017e\u0146audz\u0101s, un, kad Gabriela ar pilnu muti m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja pasmaid\u012bt un atkal s\u0101ka kumos\u0113t, es izdar\u012bju to pa\u0161u.<\/p>\n<p>\"Ak, Dievs! \u0112diens!\"<\/p>\n<p>Sviestmaize bija gar\u0161\u012bga, \u013coti gar\u0161\u012bga. Tom\u0113r es nepiev\u0113rsu lielu uzman\u012bbu gar\u0161as saj\u016btai, jo grib\u0113ju \u0113st l\u012bdz galam. Lieliski.<\/p>\n<p>Es bez v\u0101rdiem paskat\u012bjos uz Gabrielu. Vi\u0146a skat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani. Apstulbusi es paskat\u012bjos pa logu. Bet p\u0113c br\u012b\u017ea es atkal paskat\u012bjos uz vi\u0146u. Vi\u0146a joproj\u0101m skat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani.<\/p>\n<p>Vi\u0146a nopriec\u0101j\u0101s, ac\u012bmredzot redzot manu apjukumu.<\/p>\n<p>- Vai jums ir kauns? - vi\u0146a jaut\u0101ja ar pilnu muti, un da\u017ei \u0113diena gabali\u0146i izlidoja un nokrita uz galda, - K\u0101 t\u0113rps? \u0112rts?<\/p>\n<p>Es knapi klan\u012bjos, klus\u0113dams. \u0160\u012b sviestmaize bija p\u0101rsteidzo\u0161i s\u0101t\u012bga. Vai ar\u012b mans ku\u0146\u0123is bija sarucis l\u012bdz mago\u0146u s\u0113klas lielumam, jo tik ilgi ne\u0113du, un taj\u0101 nekas nevar\u0113ja ietilpt. Tom\u0113r, zinot, ka nezin\u0101\u0161u, kad man atkal b\u016bs iesp\u0113ja pa\u0113st, es l\u0113n\u0101m un piespiedu k\u0101rt\u0101 uzpild\u012bju savu \u0113dienu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/issukis-365\/\">901 v\u0101rds<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: <b>935<\/b>.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15300,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[2,82,90],"class_list":{"0":"post-2396","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-pamastymai","8":"tag-365-tekstai","9":"tag-fikcija","10":"tag-siela-akmenyje"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2396"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2396\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15300"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2396"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2396"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2396"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}