Kad es tre\u0161o reizi s\u0101ku ikdienas rakst\u012b\u0161anas izaicin\u0101jumu, es izvirz\u012bju sev m\u0113r\u0137i palielin\u0101t savu v\u0101rdu skaitu tikai p\u0113c septi\u0146\u0101m dien\u0101m ar zem\u0101ku limitu. Vakar es dal\u012bjos ar pirmo p\u0101rskat\u012bto, p\u0101rrakst\u012bto un atjaunin\u0101to tekstu melnrakstu<\/span> da\u013ca no<\/span>.<\/span><\/p>\n Kad vi\u0146i man saka "n\u0113", es dzirdu "n\u0113".<\/p>\n Kad vi\u0146i man saka "J\u0101", es dzirdu "J\u0101".<\/p>\n Tas ir element\u0101ri.<\/p>\n Bet, ja v\u0113laties saprast, k\u0101 darbojas manas smadzenes, jums b\u016btu j\u0101zina, kas v\u0113l ir nepiecie\u0161ams:<\/p>\n Kad vi\u0146i man saka "n\u0113", es dzirdu "n\u0113".<\/p>\n Kad man saka "Varb\u016bt", "Padom\u0101\u0161u", "Gal", "Varb\u016bt" vai kaut kas taml\u012bdz\u012bgs - es dzirdu "N\u0113".<\/p>\n Kad vi\u0146i saka "Varb\u016bt" vai "Es v\u0113l\u0101k atbild\u0113\u0161u" vai kaut ko taml\u012bdz\u012bgu, es dzirdu "Varb\u016bt. Bet nelieciet cer\u012bbas un neko nepl\u0101nojiet."<\/p>\n Kad vi\u0146i man saka "es nezinu", es dzirdu "es nezinu".<\/p>\n Un, kad vi\u0146i man neko nesaka, es atkal dzirdu "N\u0113".<\/p>\n T\u0101p\u0113c atceries - es nezinu, k\u0101 darbojas tavas smadzenes, es nezinu, k\u0101 tu dom\u0101 un k\u0101 tu uztver \u0161os v\u0101rdus un darb\u012bbas...<\/p>\n \u2026Bet es person\u012bgi, ja es nedzirdu J\u0101 sev\u012b, cit\u0101 cilv\u0113k\u0101, sav\u0101 sird\u012b, sav\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101 vai jebkur citur, es dzirdu N\u0113.<\/p>\n J\u0101, es da\u017ereiz pie\u013cauju k\u013c\u016bdas. Da\u017ereiz es jaut\u0101ju. Reiz\u0113m man \u0161\u0137iet, ka dzirdu to gl\u0101bjo\u0161o un k\u0101roto "J\u0101"... Bet, ja nav "J\u0101", tad ir tikai "N\u0113".<\/p>\n Un j\u016bs to nevarat nosl\u0113pt.<\/p>\n \/ Pas\u0101\u017eas beigas. \/<\/p>\n P\u0113c p\u0101rdesmit dien\u0101m z\u0113ns atkal dev\u0101s uz pils\u0113tu mekl\u0113t z\u0101les, kas, iesp\u0113jams, var\u0113tu meiteni atdz\u012bvin\u0101t.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113l nebija atmetis cer\u012bbu, ka vi\u0146a ir dz\u012bva. Vi\u0146\u0161 to juta un redz\u0113ja \u2013 meitenes plaksti\u0146i visu laiku tr\u012bc\u0113ja, it k\u0101 vi\u0146a sap\u0146otu.<\/p>\n Apmekl\u0113jis v\u0113l da\u017eas sen pamestas pils\u0113tas pils\u0113t\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 diem\u017e\u0113l atkal neko noder\u012bgu neatrada. T\u0101 ir tre\u0161\u0101 diena p\u0113c k\u0101rtas, kas nav laba z\u012bme\u00a0\u2014 tas noz\u012bm\u0113ja, ka var atgriezties dienas, kur\u0101s tr\u016bkst d\u0101rgumu un neveiksmes. Vi\u0146i n\u0101ca katru gadu, ik p\u0113c da\u017eiem simtiem dienu un ilga vair\u0101kas ned\u0113\u013cas. Tajos laikos vislab\u0101k bija palikt \u0101rpus gultas vai pat no m\u0101jas, jo, lai ar\u012b ko tu centies, tas neizdev\u0101s.<\/p>\n Puisis dreb\u0113ja, atceroties p\u0113d\u0113jo reizi, kad vi\u0146a vannas istabas un terases durvis kaut k\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 bija aizsl\u0113gtas vienlaikus. Ne p\u0101r\u0101k pat\u012bkamas atmi\u0146as...<\/p>\n \u0160aj\u0101 ne p\u0101r\u0101k veiksm\u012bgaj\u0101 dien\u0101 notika kas negaid\u012bts. P\u0113c tam, kad z\u0113ns aizbrauca uz pils\u0113tu, p\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m stund\u0101m meitene pamod\u0101s. Viens, b\u0101k\u0101.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Nesen paman\u012bju d\u012bvainu lietu - skatoties labas filmas, seri\u0101lus vai lugas... P\u0113c tam, kad t\u0101s beidzas, man rodas darba vai varo\u0146u emocijas un manieres.<\/p>\n \u2026Vai, citiem v\u0101rdiem sakot, es k\u013c\u016bstu par da\u013cu no darba. Es sa\u0146emu gabala dv\u0113seli un garu.<\/p>\n \u0160eit es snieg\u0161u piem\u0113rus:<\/p>\n Lasot Krustt\u0113vu, es s\u0101ku kust\u0113ties, r\u012bkoties un dom\u0101t k\u0101 Korleones \u0123imenes loceklis.<\/p>\n P\u0113c Balt\u0101s Vantas ieraudz\u012b\u0161anas te\u0101tr\u012b es v\u0113l\u0101k run\u0101ju l\u012bdz\u012bgi k\u0101 Gar\u0161va un vi\u0146a \u0101rsts.<\/p>\n P\u0113c seri\u0101la Vikingi noskat\u012b\u0161an\u0101s s\u0101ku smaid\u012bt k\u0101 galvenais varonis.<\/p>\n \u2026Un man nav ne jausmas \u2013 vai tas ir norm\u0101li? Vai labs gabals ir labs t\u0101p\u0113c, ka tas padara m\u016bs sav\u0101d\u0101kus, nek\u0101 bij\u0101m s\u0101kum\u0101?<\/p>\n Vai labam darbam mums vismaz uz br\u012bdi ir j\u0101dod darba gars?<\/p>\n Vai man vien\u012bgajam ir t\u0101das mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas? Vai varb\u016bt ar\u012b tu?<\/p>\n Kas tas ir \u2013 labs darbs vai labas izt\u0113les un emp\u0101tijas ietekme?<\/p>\n \u2026Ko TU dom\u0101?<\/p>\n L\u016bk, jaut\u0101jums \u2013 tu vai internets? Kur\u0161 uzvar ikdienas c\u012b\u0146\u0101 par uzman\u012bbu? Vai tu nododies interneta priekiem, vai ar\u012b tas tev pak\u013caujas?<\/p>\n \u2026Bet pagaidiet, vai jums \u0161obr\u012bd nevajadz\u0113tu dar\u012bt kaut ko svar\u012bg\u0101ku? Piem\u0113ram, str\u0101d\u0101t pie nepabeigtiem darbiem vai saldi gul\u0113t??? Huh?!<\/p>\n Redziet, internets ir sp\u0113c\u012bgs. Vi\u0146\u0161 sp\u0113j apmierin\u0101t jebkuru no j\u016bsu vajadz\u012bb\u0101m vien\u0101 mirkl\u012b. Vi\u0146\u0161 ir laipns, draudz\u012bgs, sirsn\u012bgs un zina vair\u0101k nek\u0101 tava m\u0101te un tr\u012bs Ein\u0161teini kop\u0101.<\/p>\n Galu gal\u0101, iesp\u0113jams, nav p\u0101rsteidzo\u0161i, ka da\u017ereiz m\u0113s taj\u0101 pavad\u0101m visu dienu (un da\u013cu nakts). P\u0101rl\u016bko\u0161anas laik\u0101. Las\u012b\u0161anas laik\u0101. Svar\u012bg\u0101ku darbu atlik\u0161ana un m\u0101c\u012bbas eks\u0101meniem (vai lab\u0101kai dz\u012bvei). Taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 m\u0113s upur\u0113jam miegu un savu laiku, vien\u012bgo pasaul\u0113, kura mums ir ierobe\u017eots daudzums.<\/p>\n ...Un tad no r\u012bta m\u0113s izskat\u0101mies \u0161\u0101di...<\/p>\n Nav labi, vai ne?<\/p>\n Bet \u0161eit ir risin\u0101jums. T\u0101du, kuru j\u016bs, iesp\u0113jams, nev\u0113laties pie\u0146emt, bet kas main\u012bs j\u016bsu dz\u012bvi uz labo pusi. L\u0113mums, kas jums j\u0101pie\u0146em, ja v\u0113laties dz\u012bvot laim\u012bgu dz\u012bvi.<\/p>\n Jums j\u0101ierobe\u017eo laiks, ko pavad\u0101t internet\u0101. J\u0101, k\u0101 es ierobe\u017eoju.<\/p>\n Man reiz bija izaicin\u0101jums - bez interneta no 23:00 l\u012bdz 11:00 (vai tie\u0161i pusi dienas). Citiem v\u0101rdiem sakot, vissvar\u012bg\u0101kaj\u0101 diennakts laik\u0101. Laiks, kad man vajadz\u0113tu gul\u0113t vai \u0113st brokastis un gatavoties dienas darbam.<\/p>\n13. janv\u0101ris, 2015. Izvilkums no Daniela v\u0101rdn\u012bcas par J\u0101 un N\u0113.<\/h2>\n
2015. gada 14. janv\u0101ris Fragments no pasakas par z\u0113nu b\u0101k\u0101.<\/h2>\n
15. janv\u0101ris 2015. Par darbiem un to emocij\u0101m.<\/h2>\n
17. janv\u0101ris 2015. Abon\u0113\u0161anas v\u0113stule apm\u0113ram m\u0113nesis bez interneta.<\/h2>\n