{"id":2030,"date":"2017-04-07T12:22:14","date_gmt":"2017-04-07T09:22:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=2030"},"modified":"2021-07-07T18:02:32","modified_gmt":"2021-07-07T15:02:32","slug":"combo-rasymas-trys","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/kombinacija-rakstisana-tris\/","title":{"rendered":"<i>Kombin\u0113t\u0101 sv\u012btru metode:<\/i> \u0160\u0137iet, ka es nezin\u0101ju, k\u0101 rakst\u012bt (III da\u013ca)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: 1.15em;\">Un tad es v\u0113l rakst\u012bju. \u0160eit ir v\u0113l da\u017ei atjaunin\u0101ti teksti no arh\u012bviem. Kur var\u0113ju - atst\u0101ju stilu, lai var redz\u0113t at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbu ar pa\u0161reiz\u0113jiem tekstiem.<\/span><\/p>\n<h2>21. janv\u0101ris. Z\u0113nu salas st\u0101sts.<\/h2>\n<p>Sala nebija nekas \u012bpa\u0161s\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Vai n\u0113 - t\u0101 bija.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0101 bija sala nezin\u0101m\u0101 un neman\u0101m\u0101 oke\u0101n\u0101, ko ieskauj klusi un tikko vi\u013c\u0146ojo\u0161i \u016bde\u0146i.<\/p>\n<p>Visticam\u0101k, ka vi\u0146iem nebija pazemes straumes. Virs tiem nav v\u0113ju.<\/p>\n<p>Tikai migla, bezgal\u012bga migla, kas lab\u0101kaj\u0101s dien\u0101s ne\u013cauj redz\u0113t neko vair\u0101k par puskilometru un slikt\u0101kaj\u0101 \u2013 pussoli.<\/p>\n<p>\u0160\u012b migla bija t\u0101da, kas salai rad\u012bja zin\u0101mu pauzi. Laiks vi\u0146\u0101 it k\u0101 apst\u0101jas un nekustas... Lai gan bija redzams, ka kustas. Z\u0113ns c\u0113l\u0101s no r\u012bta, veica savus ikdienas darbus un vakar\u0101 dev\u0101s gul\u0113t. Tas notika katru dienu, un main\u012bj\u0101s tikai laikapst\u0101k\u013ci un ikdienas darbi.<\/p>\n<p>Uz salas nebija citu iedz\u012bvot\u0101ju, iz\u0146emot z\u0113nu. K\u0101dreiz tur bija, k\u0101 skaidri nojau\u0161at p\u0113c atliku\u0161aj\u0101m pils\u0113t\u0101m, mazpils\u0113t\u0101m, b\u016bd\u0101m un iestr\u0113gu\u0161iem un pusgaismotiem auto.<\/p>\n<p>Sala bija pilna ar vis\u0101diem putniem, kas bija \u012bpa\u0161i kautr\u012bgi (puikam tas lik\u0101s norm\u0101li) un dz\u012bvniekiem, kas bija v\u0113l kautr\u012bg\u0101ki.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Nu\u2026 Ja m\u0113s teiktu, ka z\u0113ns ir vien\u012bgais inteli\u0123entais (gudr\u0101ks par, piem\u0113ram, me\u017ea kuili) b\u016btne uz salas, m\u0113s var\u0113tu mazliet melot\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Jo uz salas dz\u012bvoja ar\u012b Citi.<\/p>\n<p>Nepaz\u012bstamas, nekad nezino\u0161as rad\u012bbas, kas par\u0101d\u0101s un paz\u016bd... Kuras puika nekad nesaprata.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2>27. janv\u0101ris. Ko es rakstu, kad es rakstu.<\/h2>\n<p>Pret\u0113ji tam, ko j\u016bs var\u0113tu dom\u0101t, es nej\u016btos, ka es rakstu, kad es rakstu.<\/p>\n<p>Man pat negribas run\u0101t.<\/p>\n<p>Man pat nav saj\u016btas, ka es grebtu v\u0101rdus akmen\u012b, kur tie paliks cirsti uz visiem laikiem.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Bet.<\/p>\n<p>Kad es rakstu... man liekas, ka es dziedu.<\/p>\n<p>It k\u0101 putns b\u016btu ska\u013c\u0101ks, \u010d\u012bkst\u0113tu, \u010divin\u0101tu, \u010divin\u0101tu vai k\u0101 cit\u0101di izlaistu tri\u013c\u013cus.<\/p>\n<p>Kad es rakstu... es j\u016btos k\u0101 putns.<\/p>\n<p>Mazs, ne \u012bpa\u0161i raibs, bet pat\u012bk \u010divin\u0101t. K\u0101 zvirbulis vai taml\u012bdz\u012bgs putns.<\/p>\n<h2>28. janv\u0101ris. R\u012bta pasts [cenz\u0113ts].<\/h2>\n<p>Es tikai atg\u0101dinu, ka b\u016btu lieliski dzird\u0113t no jums \u0161odien. Lai nav pa\u0161am j\u0101izdom\u0101. c:<\/p>\n<p>Zini, man ir slikti, ka tev t\u0101 jaut\u0101ju.<\/p>\n<p>Es saprotu, ka j\u016bs nev\u0113laties dom\u0101t. Reibonis. Ka tev ir gr\u016bti un s\u0101p\u012bgi to dar\u012bt...<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Bet es ar\u012b esmu cilv\u0113ks. Ta\u010du es ar jums komunic\u0113ju jau \u010detrus m\u0113ne\u0161us, rakstu atkl\u0101tas un nebeidzamas v\u0113stules, lai risin\u0101tu probl\u0113mas... Bet diez vai j\u016bs velt\u0101t laiku, lai atbild\u0113tu uz man\u0101m dom\u0101m ar sav\u0101m. Nu j\u0101, es redzu, ka reiz\u0113m tu t\u0113r\u0113 sp\u0113kus, lai atrakst\u012btos (nevis gul\u0113t vai piedzerties)... Bet liel\u0101koties tu tom\u0113r atbild uz maniem jaut\u0101jumiem ar &quot;varb\u016bt&quot;... Un tas b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 neko nenoz\u012bm\u0113...<\/p>\n<p>Un es nezinu, vai j\u016bs to dar\u0101t t\u0101p\u0113c, ka v\u0113laties, lai es pie\u0146emu l\u0113mumus, vai ar\u012b t\u0101p\u0113c, ka nev\u0113laties dom\u0101t un v\u0113l\u0101k to no\u017e\u0113lot. Vai j\u016bs uzman\u0101ties, lai nedal\u012btos ar mani sav\u0101s dom\u0101s, vai ar\u012b jums tas vienk\u0101r\u0161i nepat\u012bk, jo nev\u0113laties sazin\u0101ties.<\/p>\n<p>Nezinu, varb\u016bt tavu draugu, \u0123imenes un biju\u0161o m\u012b\u013c\u0101ko vid\u016b bija ierasts, ka m\u0113\u0123inot ar tevi run\u0101t, ja tu atbildi, tu atbildi, ka atbild\u0113t ir p\u0101r\u0101k gr\u016bti... Varb\u016bt tev tas tie\u0161\u0101m ir dabiski.<\/p>\n<p>Bet vismaz es... Ja jums rodas jaut\u0101jums, protams, es pret to izturos necie\u0146a.<\/p>\n<p>Nu ne tavs draugs, ne m\u012b\u013c\u0101kais, ne kas zina, es nej\u016btu.<\/p>\n<p>Un es saprotu, ka tev vajag laiku, ka tev pat\u012bk l\u0113n\u0101m komunic\u0113t, ka svar\u012bg\u0101kais ir b\u016bt atv\u0113rtam un laim\u012bgam, k\u0101 lab\u0101kajiem draugiem... Un dievs, man tas viss pat\u012bk!<\/p>\n<p>Bet man ir apnicis tavs nosl\u0113pums... Tas ir par daudz, par daudz.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0101d\u0101 zi\u0146\u0101, mans Dievs, k\u0101 lai es Tevi saprotu, kad p\u0113c tam, kad es uzrakst\u012b\u0161u, tu uz pusned\u0113\u013cu paz\u016bdi ne no \u0161\u012b, ne no t\u0101... Tu ta\u010du jautri sp\u0113l\u0113 feisbuk\u0101, un vakaros, br\u012bvs no darba, nodarbojies ar burvest\u012bb\u0101m? Kad vien\u0101 mirkl\u012b nos\u016bti jauku sms (kaut vai &quot;mau.&quot; stil\u0101), un n\u0101kamaj\u0101 vairs neatbild? Kad tu prasi man uzrakst\u012bt v\u0113stuli, un p\u0113c uzrakst\u012b\u0161anas saki, ka tev ir p\u0101r\u0101k gr\u016bti dom\u0101t, tu par to dom\u0101si v\u0113l\u0101k... Bet tad neizdar\u012bji to, ko sol\u012bji?<\/p>\n<p>Nu, v\u0101rdu sakot. Vai j\u016bs saprotat, par ko es run\u0101ju? c:<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Atbildiet j\u0101, un m\u0113s turpin\u0101sim savu piedz\u012bvojumu. Es priec\u0101\u0161os sa\u0146emt no jums vismaz vienu atbildi. Var\u0113\u0161u atkal k\u013c\u016bt par br\u012bvu un b\u0113rni\u0161\u0137\u012bgu Danielu, k\u0101ds esmu ar draudzen\u0113m. Saki n\u0113, un es tevi aizmirs\u012b\u0161u. Var\u0113si dar\u012bt to, ko reiz ieteici, un pazust nepaman\u012bts.<\/p>\n<p>Atbildiet varb\u016bt - un es pie\u0146em\u0161u l\u0113mumu. Taisn\u012bba... Es nezinu, cik tas tev b\u016bs par labu, jo es ar\u012b esmu cilv\u0113ks un v\u0113los sevi pasarg\u0101t no ener\u0123ijas un laika t\u0113r\u0113\u0161anas. Kad es to daru, es to daru no visas sirds... Un es v\u0113los, lai, ja es sazin\u0101tos ar jums, j\u016bs ar\u012b to v\u0113l\u0113tos. Lai man nemit\u012bgi ne\u0161\u0137iet, ka rakstu\/run\u0101ju\/jaut\u0101ju\/dodu\/interesantu\/daru par daudz oo<\/p>\n<p>Hm<\/p>\n<p>Kaut k\u0101 san\u0101ca par nopietnu un par ilgu... T\u0101 tam nevajadz\u0113ja b\u016bt \ud83d\ude00<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>joproj\u0101m raksta<br \/>\n<strong>Daniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: 1.15em;\">Un tad es v\u0113l rakst\u012bju. \u0160eit ir v\u0113l da\u017ei atjaunin\u0101ti teksti no arh\u012bviem. Kur var\u0113ju - atst\u0101ju stilu, lai var redz\u0113t at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbu ar pa\u0161reiz\u0113jiem tekstiem.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14942,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[105,59,106],"class_list":{"0":"post-2030","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-issukiai","8":"tag-combo-streaks-metodas","9":"tag-kurybiskumas","10":"tag-rasymas"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2030","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2030"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2030\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14942"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2030"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2030"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2030"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}