Sv\u0113t\u0101 govs. Un tad es uzrakst\u012bju v\u0113l vair\u0101k!? J\u0101, izr\u0101d\u0101s. Ir pag\u0101jis ilgs laiks, kop\u0161 es rakst\u012bju katru dienu, bet es joproj\u0101m rakst\u012bju.<\/span><\/p>\n Kalni, kas pac\u0113l\u0101s, bija nepr\u0101t\u012bgi skaisti. Vi\u0146i st\u0101v\u0113ja un v\u0113roja tos, sastingu\u0161i vien\u0101 poz\u0101, rok\u0101m atbalst\u012bju\u0161ies pret koka ce\u013ca \u017eogu, piln\u012bgi neredzot aiz vi\u0146iem novietoto mazo sarkano ma\u0161\u012bnu. Vai ar\u012b uz pasauli kopum\u0101.<\/p>\n \"Kalnu di\u017eenums. Ak, kalnu varen\u012bba!\" z\u0113ns p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i atcer\u0113j\u0101s k\u0101da cita v\u0101rdus un svin\u012bgi tos deklam\u0113ja meitenei.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146a paskat\u012bj\u0101s uz vi\u0146u un pasmaid\u012bja. Vi\u0146a \u0161os v\u0101rdus bija dzird\u0113jusi jau agr\u0101k un nol\u0113ma, ka tas ir tr\u0101p\u012bgs kalnu raksturojums.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146i t\u0101 st\u0101v\u0113ja labas piecas, desmit, piecpadsmit min\u016btes. Tikai tad puisis beidzot atviegloti atvilka elpu un atspied\u0101s pret koka barjeru, kas vi\u0146u \u0161\u0137\u012bra no, iesp\u0113jams, vair\u0101ku simtu metru bezdibe\u0146a.<\/p>\n Dr\u012bz p\u0113c tam p\u0101ris iek\u0101pa atpaka\u013c sarkanaj\u0101 automa\u0161\u012bn\u0101 un aizbrauca. Ce\u013c\u0161 bija \u017eilbino\u0161i tuk\u0161s k\u0101 iepriek\u0161.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n T\u016bksto\u0161iem s\u012bku lietus pilienu aiz loga. Kr\u012bt uz kokiem, kaimi\u0146u su\u0146a, kas sapuc\u0113jies pie ieejas durv\u012bm, un autobusa pieturas sk\u0101rda jumta.<\/p>\n Kr\u012bt, pil, tek un pulc\u0113jas arvien liel\u0101k\u0101s pe\u013c\u0137\u0113s. Liedagos, kuros es b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101 b\u016btu iel\u0113kusi.<\/p>\n Tikai \u0101r\u0101 nel\u012bst lietus. T\u0101pat k\u0101 \u0161aj\u0101 man\u0101 iecien\u012bt\u0101kaj\u0101 kafejn\u012bc\u0101 nel\u012bst.<\/p>\n T\u0101 ir tikai mana izt\u0113le, kas sp\u0113l\u0113 sp\u0113les, kuras tai pat\u012bk sp\u0113l\u0113t. Vi\u0146ai tas pat\u012bk.<\/p>\n Pirms vair\u0101k nek\u0101 asto\u0146iem... Varb\u016bt desmit gadiem mani nepie\u0146\u0113ma m\u0101kslas skol\u0101. Jo mana glezniec\u012bba bija p\u0101r\u0101k plakana, un man teica, ka man nav pareiz\u0101s izt\u0113les.<\/p>\n Un es joproj\u0101m nesaprotu, ko tas noz\u012bm\u0113.<\/p>\n Vai tad man nebija izt\u0113les... Bet vai tagad ir? P\u0113k\u0161\u0146i?<\/p>\n L\u016bk, es skatos sev priek\u0161\u0101 un redzu. Tu.<\/p>\n Acti\u0146as kakti\u0146\u0101 j\u016bs dro\u0161i vien paman\u012bj\u0101t manas galvas kust\u012bbu, t\u0101p\u0113c pac\u0113l\u0101t acis no \u0160eksp\u012bra lugas, ko las\u0101t, un paskat\u012bj\u0101ties uz mani. J\u016bs pasmaid\u0101t. K\u0101 vienm\u0113r.<\/p>\n Es nevaru attur\u0113ties no smaida.<\/p>\n Un \u0161eit tas ir. Es tagad s\u0113\u017eu pie datora. Es skatos t\u0101lum\u0101 uz tuk\u0161u kafejn\u012bcu. Un es smaidu nezin kam, k\u0101 traks.<\/p>\n Mana izt\u0113le reiz\u0113m mani nom\u0101c. T\u0101 nogalina. Pamaz\u0101m, bet noteikti. Jo ikreiz, kad es paskatos, es saprotu, ka tevis tur nav.<\/p>\n Nulles iedvesma.<\/p>\n Nulle.<\/p>\n Kur ir pazudu\u0161as manas idejas? Mana iedvesma? Visa mana b\u016bt\u012bba?<\/p>\n Man ir t\u0101pat - es p\u0101rmai\u0146us dom\u0101ju par meiteni, kuru esmu saticis, par meiteni, kuru vairs nesatik\u0161u, un nezinu, nezinu, par ko v\u0113l.<\/p>\n Nekas man\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101.<\/p>\n Nekas asi\u0146aini noder\u012bgs. \"Tev ir j\u0101str\u0101d\u0101 Debesylai,\" vi\u0146i saka. \"Es gribu \u0113st un \u0113st daudz,\" saka citi. \"R\u012bt man j\u0101iet prakse un bakalaura darbs (brr!), lai to uzzin\u0101tu,\" saka tre\u0161ie.<\/p>\n Tom\u0113r no t\u0101 nav lielas noz\u012bmes.<\/p>\n Es nevaru rakst\u012bt.<\/p>\n Un, ja tas darbojas, tad tikai tik daudz, cik es esmu uzrakst\u012bjis.<\/p>\n Nedaudz.<\/p>\n Kad es vi\u0146u satiku, viss man\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113 apgriez\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101m gais\u0101. T\u0101 atl\u0113ca no gr\u012bdas, atsit\u0101s no griestiem, uzp\u016bta un griez\u0101s sp\u0113c\u012bg\u0101 virpul\u012b.<\/p>\n Burtiski.<\/p>\n Jo, kad es vi\u0146u satiku... Mana istaba atdal\u012bj\u0101s no debesskr\u0101pja stumbra un iegrima bezgal\u012bgaj\u0101 g\u0101zes un \u016bdens j\u016br\u0101 zem t\u0101s.<\/p>\n Varb\u016bt t\u0101p\u0113c man taj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b bija j\u0101p\u0101rtrauc saruna ar vi\u0146u.<\/p>\n V\u0113l viena \u0137\u012bnie\u0161u laterna p\u0101rlidoja p\u0101ri m\u016bsu galv\u0101m. \u0160oreiz tas bija za\u013c\u0161.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146as matiem \u0137emm\u0113jot manu kaklu, es dro\u0161i vien biju laim\u012bg\u0101ka, nek\u0101 \u0161or\u012bt \u0113dot neapolit\u0101\u0146u picu viet\u0113j\u0101 pils\u0113tas pic\u0113rij\u0101. Tas jau kaut ko pasaka, jo es vienm\u0113r esmu dievin\u0101jusi picu vair\u0101k par visu p\u0101r\u0113jo sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113.<\/p>\n Kad za\u013c\u0101 gaisma pazuda, t\u0101s viet\u0101 uzreiz par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s divas citas: violeta un roz\u0101.<\/p>\n - Kas tos at\u013cauj? - m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ju pajaut\u0101t sav\u0101 lauz\u012btaj\u0101 it\u0101\u013cu valod\u0101.<\/p>\n Meitene nedaudz pagrieza galvu pret mani, it k\u0101 m\u0113\u0123inot saprast, no kurienes n\u0101k ska\u0146as, kas n\u0101ca no mana kakla. Es nekontrol\u0113jami sm\u0113jos. Vi\u0146as mati atkal \u0137emm\u0113ja manu kaklu.<\/p>\n - Man nav ne jausmas, - vi\u0146a atbild\u0113ja sav\u0101 klusaj\u0101 un mazliet skrambu\u013cojo\u0161aj\u0101 bals\u012b. Bet vi\u0146a t\u016bl\u012bt piebilda:<\/p>\n - Lai gan, iesp\u0113jams, es dom\u0101ju. Bet es tev past\u0101st\u012b\u0161u v\u0113l\u0101k, labi?<\/p>\n Es br\u012bdi klus\u0113ju, dom\u0101jot, ko teikt.<\/p>\n - Labi, - es atbild\u0113ju, m\u0101jot ar galvu. Mati divreiz p\u0101rlaid\u0101s uz priek\u0161u un atpaka\u013c p\u0101ri manam kaklam.<\/p>\n Un es jutu, ka jau iem\u012bl\u0113ju \u0161o meiteni, kuru tik nesen biju iepazinusi.<\/p>\n Un es visp\u0101r nesapratu, k\u0101p\u0113c.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Hmm, Sv\u0113t\u0101 govs. Un tad es uzrakst\u012bju v\u0113l vair\u0101k!? J\u0101, izr\u0101d\u0101s. Ir pag\u0101jis ilgs laiks, kop\u0161 es rakst\u012bju katru dienu, bet es joproj\u0101m rakst\u012bju.<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14949,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[105,59,106],"class_list":{"0":"post-2029","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-issukiai","8":"tag-combo-streaks-metodas","9":"tag-kurybiskumas","10":"tag-rasymas"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2029","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2029"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2029\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14949"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2029"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2029"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2029"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}14. febru\u0101ris. St\u0101sts par z\u0113nu un meiteni kalnos.<\/h2>\n
20. febru\u0101ris. Domas par j\u016bsu izt\u0113li un lietus, kura nav.<\/h2>\n
1. marts: Dom\u0101\u0161ana par to, ka nevar rakst\u012bt.<\/h2>\n
2. marts. Kad es vi\u0146u ieraudz\u012bju, mana dz\u012bve apgriez\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101m gais\u0101.<\/h2>\n
5. marts Virs m\u016bsu galv\u0101m p\u0101rlidoja \u0137\u012bnie\u0161u laterna.<\/h2>\n
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"