Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 532 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 659<\/b>.<\/p>\n Ja j\u016bs las\u0101t \u0161o tekstu, tas noz\u012bm\u0113, ka man pietiekami labi patika tas, ko es uzrakst\u012bju, vai ar\u012b es dom\u0101ju, ka j\u016bs varat sniegt atbildes un inform\u0101ciju, ko es mekl\u0113ju uz tekst\u0101 uzdotajiem jaut\u0101jumiem.<\/span><\/p>\n M\u012blest\u012bba.<\/p>\n P\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 v\u0113stul\u0113 m\u0113s m\u0113\u0123in\u0101j\u0101m noskaidrot, kas tas ir.<\/a> M\u0113s cent\u0101mies rast lo\u0123isku atbildi. Un m\u0113s atrad\u0101m savu atbildi.<\/p>\n Tom\u0113r\u2026<\/p>\n Ar ko m\u012blest\u012bba at\u0161\u0137iras no iem\u012bl\u0113\u0161an\u0101s? Ar ko kaisle at\u0161\u0137iras no m\u012blest\u012bbas?<\/p>\n M\u012blest\u012bba ir sare\u017e\u0123\u012bta emocija (vai varb\u016bt lab\u0101k to raksturot k\u0101 saj\u016btu - s\u0101pes nav emocija, t\u0101s ir tikai saj\u016bta), p\u0113c kuras visi ilgojas. Cilv\u0113ki, kuri netiecas p\u0113c m\u012blest\u012bbas, labi, kuri apgalvo, ka vi\u0146i p\u0113c t\u0101s netiecas, melo. Cit\u0101di tas nav iesp\u0113jams.<\/p>\n K\u0101p\u0113c?<\/p>\n Nu... es nezinu. Es vienk\u0101r\u0161i j\u016btu - galu gal\u0101, vajadz\u0113tu b\u016bt t\u0101, ka visi v\u0113las m\u012blest\u012bbu, vai nav cit\u0101di? Galu gal\u0101 t\u0101 ir tik jauka saj\u016bta, ka t\u0101 ir pat jauk\u0101ka par to, ko m\u0113s izj\u016btam, kad ap\u0113dam visgar\u0161\u012bg\u0101ko sald\u0113jumu vai vecm\u0101mi\u0146as ceptu kugeli. Pat\u012bkam\u0101ka nek\u0101 miegs un pat\u012bkam\u0101ka nek\u0101 vienk\u0101r\u0161i sekss.<\/p>\n ...Lai gan j\u016bs var\u0113tu iebilst. Ja dom\u0101jat cit\u0101di, past\u0101stiet man, mani tas interes\u0113.<\/p>\n M\u012blest\u012bba. Apskat\u012bsim laikus, kad es biju iem\u012bl\u0113jies, un m\u0113\u0123in\u0101sim noskaidrot, kad man\u012b dzima \u0161\u012bs j\u016btas. Es nesp\u0113ju iejusties citu cilv\u0113ku \u0137erme\u0146os, t\u0101p\u0113c piedodiet man - tas b\u016bs piln\u012bgi subjekt\u012bvi. Bet es dom\u0101ju, ka varu run\u0101t tikai par sevi, jo esmu diezgan viduv\u0113ja cilv\u0113ku cilts p\u0101rst\u0101ve.<\/p>\n (Vai varb\u016bt es neesmu, bet atkal - past\u0101stiet man, ja esat.)<\/p>\n Piedodiet man, jo es nezinu, vai es vi\u0146us patie\u0161\u0101m m\u012bl\u0113ju. Tas ir tas, ko es saku, vienk\u0101r\u0161i \"iem\u012bl\u0113ju\". L\u016bk, kas notika.<\/p>\n Pirmk\u0101rt. Gerda.<\/strong><\/p>\n Es vi\u0146u satiku drauga dzim\u0161anas dienas ball\u012bt\u0113. Vi\u0146a bija interesanta meitene, un man patika ar vi\u0146u sarun\u0101ties un t\u0113rz\u0113t interneta valod\u0101 - tobr\u012bd vi\u0146a bija vien\u012bg\u0101, kas mani saprata. Es ar vi\u0146u daudz run\u0101ju Skype (aha, atceraties, kad tas bija svar\u012bgi?), m\u0113s pat rakst\u012bj\u0101m rom\u0101nu, p\u0101rmai\u0146us rakstot varo\u0146u darb\u012bbas.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146a nebija mana draudzene. Bet es biju iem\u012bl\u0113jies vi\u0146\u0101, kad man bija gandr\u012bz 19 gadi.<\/p>\n K\u0101du vakaru p\u0113c pas\u0101kuma, autobusa pietur\u0101 gaidot autobusu, es piesardz\u012bgi ierosin\u0101ju, ka m\u0113s kop\u0101 iesim uz te\u0101tri. Vi\u0146a teica, ka v\u0113las palikt draudzene. Es neatceros, k\u0101 m\u0113s p\u0113c tam atvad\u012bj\u0101mies.<\/p>\n Tad es uzzin\u0101ju, ka es vi\u0146u nemaz neinteres\u0113ju un ka vi\u0146a ir aizr\u0101vusies ar manu lab\u0101ko draugu. Tas nedaudz saboj\u0101ja apbr\u012bnu.<\/p>\n P\u0113c tam apm\u0113ram m\u0113nesi es biju neapmierin\u0101ta un mekl\u0113ju veidus, k\u0101 izk\u013c\u016bt no draugu zonas. T\u0101 es non\u0101cu iepaz\u012b\u0161an\u0101s un pa\u0161nov\u0113rt\u0113juma inform\u0101cijas pasaul\u0113 un s\u0101ku att\u0101lin\u0101ties no interneta un videosp\u0113l\u0113m.<\/p>\n Otrais. Laima.<\/strong><\/p>\n Iepazinos ar vi\u0146u Facebook, t\u0101pat k\u0101 iepazinos ar Gerdu. Laimonu, izr\u0101d\u0101s, es jau biju redz\u0113jis da\u017eus m\u0113ne\u0161us iepriek\u0161, draugu diskusij\u0101s. Ar\u012b vi\u0146a bija meitene, kas dz\u012bvoja internet\u0101 un kurai patika Nyan Cat meme un citi taml\u012bdz\u012bgi.<\/p>\n Vi\u0146a k\u013cuva par manu draudzeni. Pirm\u0101, kuru es nosk\u016bpst\u012bju 19 gadu vecum\u0101.<\/p>\n Iesp\u0113jams, ka ar Laimonu es nodz\u012bvoju apm\u0113ram 3-4 m\u0113ne\u0161us, galvenok\u0101rt t\u0101p\u0113c, ka tas bija kaut kas jauns! Ugh! Pats s\u0101kums! Tad m\u0113s iz\u0161\u0137\u012br\u0101mies, kad man apnika un es teicu, ka pietiek. Es joproj\u0101m nesaprotu, k\u0101p\u0113c es to izdar\u012bju.<\/p>\n Tre\u0161ais. Tilda.<\/strong><\/p>\n Vi\u0146a bija pirm\u0101, kurai bija piedz\u012bvojumi gult\u0101. Hm. Tie nebija ilgi.<\/p>\n Ceturt\u0101. Mileta.<\/strong><\/p>\n T\u0101s bija visilg\u0101k\u0101s attiec\u012bbas. Un vi\u0146a, iesp\u0113jams, ir pirm\u0101, par kuru var teikt, ka es vi\u0146u patie\u0161\u0101m m\u012bl\u0113ju. Ne kaisl\u012bgi, bet piln\u012bgi. G\u0101d\u012bgi.<\/p>\n
\nAr ko iem\u012bl\u0113\u0161an\u0101s at\u0161\u0137iras no iem\u012bl\u0113\u0161an\u0101s?
\nAr ko apbr\u012bna at\u0161\u0137iras no kaisles?<\/p>\nMeitenes, kur\u0101s iem\u012bl\u0113j\u0101s Daniels<\/h2>\n