{"id":1884,"date":"2017-03-15T21:03:49","date_gmt":"2017-03-15T18:03:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1884"},"modified":"2021-07-21T12:43:15","modified_gmt":"2021-07-21T09:43:15","slug":"romanas-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/romans-1\/","title":{"rendered":"1TP5 Dv\u0113sele akmen\u012b (1)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 482 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 984<\/b><\/p>\n

Br\u016bns. Tikai da\u017e\u0101di br\u016bni to\u0146i. hmm<\/span><\/p>\n

Vair\u0101k, maz\u0101k, net\u012bri br\u016bns un da\u017ei d\u012bvaini... Eh. Kaut kas nepat\u012bkams. T\u0101p\u0113c es skat\u012bjos \u0161o kr\u0101su varb\u016bt sekundi, min\u016bti, stundu vai dienu.<\/p>\n

Un tad man kaut kas iekrita ac\u012bs. Ak! Es pamirk\u0161\u0137in\u0101ju v\u0113l p\u0101ris reizes. Un es sapratu - galu gal\u0101 es skatos griestos, un es gu\u013cu!<\/p>\n

"Pala, griesti? Kas?'<\/p>\n

Mirklis un es jau s\u0113\u017eu. V\u0113l mirklis un lam\u0101ju, ka tik \u0101tri piec\u0113los vai ka vakar ac\u012bmredzot nenotur\u0113jos - galva bija izmazg\u0101ta k\u0101... Nu it k\u0101 k\u0101ds b\u016btu to nomazg\u0101jis karst\u0101 lav\u0101 un tad ielicis Aukstaj\u0101 oke\u0101n\u0101.<\/p>\n

Bet tas, iesp\u0113jams, bija s\u0101pju v\u0113rts, jo es tagad zin\u0101ju mazliet vair\u0101k par to, kur atrodos, nek\u0101 tad, kad gul\u0113ju uz gr\u012bdas. J\u0101, viss apk\u0101rt joproj\u0101m ir piecdesmit br\u016bnos to\u0146os, kaut kur pasl\u0113pies sp\u012bd\u0113ja dzelten\u012bga gaisma, bet - progress.<\/p>\n

Es paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt.<\/p>\n

Es s\u0113d\u0113ju uz kaut k\u0101da pl\u0101na un m\u012bksta pakl\u0101ji\u0146a, kas bija novietots tie\u0161i gr\u012bdas vid\u016b tikko apgaismot\u0101 tuk\u0161\u0101 telp\u0101. Pa kreisi es redz\u0113ju kaut ko l\u012bdz\u012bgu pagraba logam, pareiz\u0101k sakot, caurumu griestos, no kura krita gaisma, un pa labi bija kaut kas l\u012bdz\u012bgs durv\u012bm. Vai, protams, tas var\u0113ja b\u016bt ar\u012b durvju att\u0113ls, jo t\u0101m pat nebija roktura, tikai vienk\u0101r\u0161s taisnst\u016bris ar mirdzo\u0161\u0101m spraug\u0101m apk\u0101rt.<\/p>\n

Kopum\u0101. Tas ir k\u0101 cietums. Vai policijas aiztur\u0113\u0161anas kamer\u0101. Vai telpa, kur... Hm. Es nevar\u0113ju atcer\u0113ties, ko tas man atg\u0101din\u0101ja, bet noteikti atg\u0101din\u0101ja kaut ko tuvu.<\/p>\n

Es sapratu, ka dzirdu \u0161alko\u0146u. Nezinu, kura tie\u0161i \u2013 ja j\u016bra, tad esmu tai \u013coti tuvu. Ja tie ir cilv\u0113ki, tad vi\u0146u ir daudz. Ja tas ir me\u017es... Nu, tas nevar\u0113tu b\u016bt me\u017es. Me\u017es \u010daukst klus\u0101k. Un neizskat\u0101s, ka m\u0113s sadal\u012bsimies.<\/p>\n

"Kur es esmu?"<\/p>\n

Es pakrat\u012bju galvu. Man kaut kas krak\u0161\u0137\u0113ja uz kakla, bet nes\u0101p\u0113ja, t\u0101p\u0113c es to ignor\u0113ju. K\u0101ds teica, ka... Em... es neatceros...<\/p>\n

Tom\u0113r galvas krat\u012b\u0161ana neko daudz nepal\u012bdz\u0113ja, jo istaba man\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 nemain\u012bj\u0101s. Es pagriezos uz s\u0101niem, cen\u0161oties paskat\u012bties sev aiz muguras, bet \u0161eit es ieraudz\u012bju v\u0113l vair\u0101k br\u016bno to\u0146u, kas mani \u012bsti nep\u0101rsteidza.<\/p>\n

\u0160o es atkl\u0101ju lab\u0101k, noliecot galvu uz leju. Izr\u0101d\u0101s man bija mugur\u0101 kaut k\u0101ds melns krekls un biks\u0113s... Vai br\u016bnas... Te neko nevar redz\u0113t.<\/p>\n

"Um."<\/p>\n

Es neatceros, ka man k\u0101dreiz b\u016btu bijis \u0161\u0101ds t\u0113rps. Vai k\u0101ds mani p\u0101rvilka?<\/p>\n

Nu, tas nebija nekas lab\u0101ks. Bet, sal\u012bdzinot ar glud\u0101m sien\u0101m, tas ir arvien interesant\u0101k.<\/p>\n

\u2014 K\u0101 es te nok\u013cuvu?<\/p>\n

Atkal neatradu atbildi. T\u0101p\u0113c es m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ju nok\u0101pt no matra\u010da. Pakustin\u0101ju k\u0101ju pirkstus un ieraudz\u012bju tos atkal kustamies zem t\u0101m pa\u0161\u0101m melnaj\u0101m ze\u0137\u0113m. Vai k\u0101ds sag\u0101d\u0101ja ze\u0137es? Vai viss mans t\u0113rps ir viengabala triko?<\/p>\n

Es piesk\u0101ros savam v\u0113deram un m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ju atrast plaisu starp ap\u0123\u0113rba aug\u0161da\u013cu un apak\u0161u. Un tom\u0113r atradu \u2013 pace\u013cot kreklu, bija redzama v\u0113dera \u0101da. Diezgan labi. Tas viss.<\/p>\n

"...Pala. K\u0101 es visp\u0101r izskatos?'<\/p>\n

No visiem jaut\u0101jumiem \u0161is, iesp\u0113jams, bija stulb\u0101kais. Bet es pac\u0113lu rokas... Un, atkal, es neko daudz neredz\u0113ju - tikai pirkstus. P\u0101rvietojas Visi par\u0101d\u0101s. Varb\u016bt mazliet tievs.<\/p>\n

"...Ah..."<\/p>\n

Ne p\u0101r\u0101k interesanti. T\u0101 nu turpin\u0101ju ies\u0101kto \u2013 piec\u0113los. Istab\u0101 griesti ir zem\u0101ki nek\u0101 lik\u0101s gu\u013cot, var\u0113ju pat pastiepties un pieskarties, ko ar\u012b izdar\u012bju. Ir auksts. Kaut kas l\u012bdz\u012bgs akmenim, varb\u016bt betonam?<\/p>\n

Es p\u0101rg\u0101ju uz istabas otru pusi un nost\u0101jos durvju priek\u0161\u0101. Es noklik\u0161\u0137in\u0101ju uz tiem.<\/p>\n

Durvis saliec\u0101s telp\u0101 un laik\u0101 un atv\u0113r\u0101s.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Nospiedu t\u0101s stipr\u0101k un ieg\u0101ju \u0161aur\u0101 koridor\u0101. Tas pats zemais. Es atk\u0101pos, lai durvis atkal var\u0113tu aizv\u0113rties - jo es nevar\u0113ju t\u0101m redz\u0113t, es redz\u0113ju tikai \u013coooti garu \u0161auru koridoru, kas veda uz kaut k\u0101du z\u0101li vai kaut ko citu.<\/p>\n

"Es dom\u0101ju, kas ir..."<\/p>\n

"Labdien," teica v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u0101, akmenim l\u012bdz\u012bga balss man aiz muguras.<\/p>\n

Es burtiski pielecu un pagriezos. Aiz manis gais\u0101 kar\u0101j\u0101s liels zelta krist\u0101ls, kas aiz\u0146\u0113ma gandr\u012bz visu koridora telpu, ar div\u0101m s\u012bk\u0101m k\u0101ji\u0146\u0101m un rok\u0101m, kas nesasniedza gr\u012bdu.<\/p>\n

"Ak Dievs.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201e\u0100\u0101\u0101!\u201d es no p\u0101rsteiguma noelsos. Es kaut kur dzird\u0113ju, ka m\u016bsu kliedzieni ir paredz\u0113ti, lai atbaid\u012btu pl\u0113s\u0113jus un pazi\u0146otu par m\u016bsu b\u0113d\u0101m draudz\u012bg\u0101m dv\u0113sel\u0113m. Nezinu, kur\u0161 t\u0101d\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b neb\u016btu apmald\u012bjies.<\/p>\n

Es pat nejutu, k\u0101 es kop\u0101 nokritu zem\u0113. Man s\u0101p\u0113ja dupsis, un perspekt\u012bvas mai\u0146a lika krist\u0101lam izskat\u012bties v\u0113l liel\u0101kam.<\/p>\n

Tom\u0113r es negras\u012bjos tik viegli padoties - atgr\u016bdu ar k\u0101j\u0101m, ripin\u0101jos atmuguriski un tad, nolikusi k\u0101jas uz zemes, piec\u0113los k\u0101j\u0101s. Br\u012bdi v\u0113l\u0101k es jau st\u0101v\u0113ju ar pacelt\u0101m d\u016br\u0113m.<\/p>\n

Krist\u0101ls nekad nekust\u0113j\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- Kas tu esi!? Es vi\u0146am kliedzu.<\/p>\n

Krist\u0101ls klus\u0113ja. Pagaidiet min\u016bti, divas. Es p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i pagriezu galvu un paskat\u012bjos sev aiz muguras \u2013 man liekas, ka es nerun\u0101ju ar to, ar kuru man vajadz\u0113tu run\u0101t, bet k\u0101ds cits teica v\u0101rdus?<\/p>\n

Aiz manis joproj\u0101m neviena nebija. Bet krist\u0101ls tom\u0113r run\u0101ja:<\/p>\n

"Es esmu tikai blakus varonis tav\u0101 st\u0101st\u0101," vi\u0146\u0161 teica ar nelielu uzplaiksn\u012bjumu vid\u016b.<\/p>\n

Es izbol\u012bju acis un nevi\u013cus mazliet satr\u016bkos.<\/p>\n

"\u2026Kas?"<\/p>\n

- Blakus varonis?<\/p>\n

\u2014 J\u0101, blakus varonis, \u2014 vi\u0146\u0161 atbild\u0113ja t\u0101d\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 vienmu\u013c\u0101 bals\u012b.<\/p>\n

Es nebiju p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ko dar\u012bt ar sav\u0101m rok\u0101m. Es tos vienk\u0101r\u0161i noliku. Un t\u0101 k\u0101 es jau st\u0101v\u0113ju k\u0101dus se\u0161us so\u013cus no \u0161\u012b autsaidera, tad mazliet paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt.<\/p>\n

"Tas neko neizskaidro," es vi\u0146am teicu.<\/p>\n

"Un tas visu izskaidro," vi\u0146\u0161 atbild\u0113ja, it k\u0101 viss tie\u0161\u0101m b\u016btu tik element\u0101ri un vienk\u0101r\u0161i.<\/p>\n

- N\u0113... - turpin\u0101ju t\u0101, it k\u0101 run\u0101tu ar nepat\u012bkamu b\u0113rnu, jo vairs neko nesapratu, - tas neko neizskaidro. T\u0101d\u0101 zi\u0146\u0101... Ko tu ar to dom\u0101? K\u0101ds v\u0113l varonis? Kas? Un kas te notiek? Notiek un zini, labi\u2026<\/p>\n

Es v\u0113lreiz paskat\u012bjos apk\u0101rt. Es jutos k\u0101 varonis sliktaj\u0101 lug\u0101.<\/p>\n

\u2013 J\u016bs, cilv\u0113ki, esat \u013coti d\u012bvaini. Galu gal\u0101 es atbild\u0113ju uz pirmo jaut\u0101jumu, vai ar to nepietiek?<\/p>\n

\u201cJ\u016bs cilv\u0113ki? Es?\u201d<\/p>\n

"J\u016bs cilv\u0113ki?" - saraucu pieri. - Pala, un kas TU esi?<\/p>\n

Iesp\u0113jams, ir mazliet par v\u0113lu to jaut\u0101t, bet lab\u0101k tagad nek\u0101 nekad. Krist\u0101ls nop\u016bt\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- Vi\u0146i man teica, ka ar tevi b\u016bs gr\u016bti, bet nepiemin\u0113ja, ka b\u016bs TIK gr\u016bti. Es esmu D\u017eeikobs un j\u016bsu st\u0101sta blakus varonis. Mans uzdevums ir pavad\u012bt j\u016bs uz pareizo z\u0101li, un tas ir viss, kas jums j\u0101zina.<\/p>\n

"..."<\/p>\n

Es paskat\u012bjos uz krist\u0101lu ar p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas akme\u0146ainu seju. Galva joproj\u0101m peld\u0113ja, ta\u010du pavisam negaid\u012bti vair\u0101ki neironi iel\u0113ca viet\u0101.<\/p>\n

- \u013bauj man uzmin\u0113t, D\u017eeikob, - l\u0113n\u0101m ies\u0101ku, juzdama drebu\u013cus mugur\u0101, - T\u0101 z\u0101le mums aiz muguras?<\/p>\n

Krist\u0101ls atkal nop\u016bt\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- J\u0101, pareizi. Un paldies Dievam, ka vismaz nem\u0113\u0123ini atkal iedzi\u013cin\u0101ties nesvar\u012bg\u0101s deta\u013c\u0101s un visur mekl\u0113t sl\u0113ptu j\u0113gu. Piem\u0113ram, man\u0101 v\u0101rd\u0101.<\/p>\n

Es iekodu m\u0113l\u0113, jo tikai gras\u012bjos iedzi\u013cin\u0101ties \u0161aj\u0101s deta\u013c\u0101s.<\/p>\n

- ES n\u0113! Tas ir vienk\u0101r\u0161i... V\u0101rdu sakot, neparasti. Es neatceros, k\u0101 es \u0161eit nok\u013cuvu.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Neparasti, sal\u012bdzinot ar ko?<\/p>\n

Nodom\u0101ju, ja Krist\u0101la balss neb\u016btu bijusi tik vienmu\u013ca, tad dro\u0161i vien \u0161aj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b t\u0101 izklaus\u012btos sarkastiski.<\/p>\n

- Erm... - es nevar\u0113ju iedom\u0101ties neko piem\u0113rotu atbildei.<\/p>\n

M\u0113s abi apklus\u0101m skatoties viens otram ac\u012bs. Vai vismaz manas acis vi\u0146a sird\u012b, ko es zinu? Centrs? priek\u0161mets? Burtiski, kur gaisma mirgo, kad vi\u0146\u0161 run\u0101.<\/p>\n

"Ejam," vi\u0146\u0161 teica un pieg\u0101ja tuv\u0101k.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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