Vai j\u016bs var\u0113tu iedom\u0101ties, ka \u0161eit kaut ko las\u0101t? Iedom\u0101jieties visu tekstu, t\u0101 emocijas un domas \u0161eit... Un klus\u0113jiet?<\/span><\/p>\nEs j\u016btos dusm\u012bgs.<\/p>\n
Es j\u016btu, k\u0101 spiedu sevi. Es spie\u017eu k\u0101 citronu gl\u0101z\u0113.<\/p>\n
I. Es nezinu, ko rakst\u012bt.<\/p>\n
* Daniels s\u0113\u017e pie virtuves galda, tur galvu rok\u0101s, skat\u0101s uz p\u0113d\u0113jiem rakst\u012btajiem v\u0101rdiem un br\u012bn\u0101s, kas noticis. *<\/p>\n
Es nezinu, kas notika.<\/p>\n
Varb\u016bt t\u0101p\u0113c, ka \u0161odien ir pirm\u0101 diena, kad j\u016btos vesel\u0101ka p\u0113c gripas. Vai ar\u012b... Varb\u016bt vienk\u0101r\u0161i t\u0101p\u0113c, ka \u0161odien ir tik at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bga diena. Vai ar\u012b kaut kas cits. Bet man nav ne jausmas, ko rakst\u012bt un ko teikt.<\/p>\n
Es esmu noguris.<\/p>\n
\u010cetri nol\u0101d\u0113ti m\u0113ne\u0161i. Es s\u0101ku oktobra s\u0101kum\u0101, un tagad ir febru\u0101ra s\u0101kums. Procentu\u0101l\u0101 izteiksm\u0113 v\u0101rdu skaits ir pieaudzis no 100 l\u012bdz 383... 500 dr\u012bzum\u0101.<\/p>\n
Bet tas ir tikai gada gaismas tre\u0161da\u013ca! T\u0101 ir viegl\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca! Es zin\u0101ju, ka \u0161aj\u0101 tre\u0161da\u013c\u0101 dienas v\u0101rdu limits pieaugs tikpat l\u0113ni, k\u0101 pavasar\u012b p\u0113c ziemas sniega nokri\u0161anas pace\u013cas z\u0101le.<\/p>\n
V\u0113l ir atliku\u0161as divas tre\u0161da\u013cas. Vid\u0113j\u0101, no 400. l\u012bdz, manupr\u0101t, 1800. dienas v\u0101rdam. Un p\u0113d\u0113jais, ar satrieco\u0161u l\u0113cienu no 1800 l\u012bdz 3740 v\u0101rdiem (un p\u0113d\u0113jo t\u016bksto\u0161 v\u0101rdu p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 m\u0113ne\u0161a laik\u0101).<\/p>\n
* Daniels uzvelk peli virs v\u0101rdu skaita skalas. Vi\u0146a lietotn\u0113 t\u0101 ir k\u0101 nenumur\u0113ta josla, kas no baltas k\u013c\u016bst melna. Lietotne r\u0101da, ka l\u012bdz \u0161odienas limitam pietr\u016bkst 197 v\u0101rdu. *<\/p>\n
* S\u0113d\u0113dams un dom\u0101dams, ko rakst\u012bt, vi\u0146\u0161 nolemj doties pastaig\u0101. *<\/p>\n
Es devos uz vecvec\u0101ku m\u0101ju. Vi\u0146i dz\u012bvo tepat - vi\u0146u m\u0101ja atrodas tikai 15 metru att\u0101lum\u0101 no man\u0113j\u0101s. Vecm\u0101mi\u0146a man piezvan\u012bja dienas laik\u0101 - es dom\u0101ju, ko es \u0161eit varu sagaid\u012bt...<\/p>\n
...Izr\u0101d\u0101s, ka \u0161odien ir vect\u0113va 80. dzim\u0161anas diena! Birut\u012bte un Ter\u0113ze (abas ir vecum\u0101 ar vect\u0113ti\u0146u), galds pilns ar gardumiem. Ooo. Es nebiju gaid\u012bjis.<\/p>\n
Es pamodos, piemin\u0113ju to, apsveicu.<\/p>\n
Un, klausoties k\u0101rt\u0113jo Ter\u0113zas st\u0101stu, \u0161oreiz par vi\u0146as b\u0113rn\u012bbu un par to, k\u0101 vi\u0146ai, kad vi\u0146ai bija tikai \u010detri gadi (ja es pareizi dzird\u0113ju), bija j\u0101redz, k\u0101 ebrejus ved no\u0161aut, es dom\u0101ju:<\/p>\n
\"Un t\u0101 ir laba saruna.\"<\/p>\n
Lai gan t\u0101 bija tikai dzim\u0161anas dienas svin\u012bbu runa ar ievirzi uz trauksmainu b\u0113rn\u012bbu, t\u0101 bija piln\u012bgi nedzird\u0113ta, man jauna un tik interesanta! Galu gal\u0101, cik d\u012bvaini un bied\u0113jo\u0161i tas viss var\u0113ja \u0161\u0137ist no mazas meitenes ac\u012bm.<\/p>\n
Un tas man sniedza v\u0113l vienu inform\u0101cijas paketi par tiem laikiem Lietuv\u0101. Pavisam jaunu.<\/p>\n
T\u0101 bija laba saruna, jo t\u0101 bija dabiska, interesanta un noder\u012bga. Atmi\u0146\u0101 palieko\u0161s.<\/p>\n
Un varb\u016bt man vajadz\u0113tu t\u0101 rakst\u012bt? Varb\u016bt es vairs nezinu, ko rakst\u012bt, jo esmu aizmirsis svar\u012bg\u0101ko - rakst\u012bt par to, ko iem\u0101cos? Varb\u016bt man vajadz\u0113tu vair\u0101k m\u0101c\u012bties un vair\u0101k liet? Varb\u016bt esmu aizmirsis ielikt saturu sav\u0101 dzirnavi\u0146\u0101 un esmu s\u0101cis tuk\u0161i griezt meh\u0101nismu?<\/p>\n
* Susimasto. \u0160oreiz \u012bsi. *<\/p>\n
Varb\u016bt man vienk\u0101r\u0161i vajag vair\u0101k piedz\u012bvojumu.<\/p>\n
Un negaid\u012btas 80. dzim\u0161anas dienas svin\u012bbas.<\/p>\n
Jo, l\u016bk, tam uzreiz sekoja idejas. Un es jau zinu, par ko varu rakst\u012bt r\u012bt!<\/p>\n
Iepriecin\u0101ts,
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