Es pats. Es saprotu, ka neviens manu darbu man\u0101 viet\u0101 nedar\u012bs \u2013 t\u0101pat k\u0101 neizpild\u012bs manus liel\u0101kos m\u0113r\u0137us. Esmu sava likte\u0146a atsl\u0113dznieks-metin\u0101t\u0101js.<\/p>\n
ES esmu slinks. Kad neko nedari \u2013 dzimst lab\u0101k\u0101s domas.<\/p>\n
Jo slikt\u0101kais, ko es varu dar\u012bt sev, ir dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, dar\u012bt, iesaist\u012bties iek\u0161\u0101\u2026<\/p>\n
Vai esat iev\u0113roju\u0161i, ka, klausoties \u0161o ierakstu atk\u0101rtoti, jums s\u0101p galva? Tagad iedom\u0101jieties, ka esat darbaholi\u0137is,uzlabot\u0101js<\/a>.<\/p>\n Protams, dopam\u012bns un citas labas pa\u0161saj\u016btas \u0137imik\u0101lijas, kad dzirdu komplimentus un l\u012bdz\u012bgus gl\u0101stus. Tagad es m\u0101cos nem\u0101n\u012bt sevi ar to - Es gandr\u012bz atteicos no Facebook<\/a>, pirkumiem<\/a>, citas mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas<\/a>\u2026<\/p>\n \u2026J\u0101, daba mums to iedeva, instrumentus, lai par\u0101d\u012btu, kas ir labs un kas nav tik labs. Vienk\u0101r\u0161i ieklausoties sav\u0101s j\u016bt\u0101s, tu vari atrast savu dz\u012bves aicin\u0101jumu... Nu, pareizi. Ir probl\u0113ma.<\/p>\n Dopam\u012bns, seraton\u012bns, endorf\u012bni un citi hormoni tiek p\u0101rrakst\u012bti. Vi\u0146u savienojumi tiek p\u0101rprogramm\u0113ti un main\u012bti. (T\u0101tad, ja tev b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101 patika aukstasin\u012bba un komunisms, tas nenoz\u012bm\u0113, ka r\u012bt, kad izaugsi, c\u012bn\u012bsies par aukstasin\u012bbu.)<\/p>\n Un \u0161os savienojumus var izmantot, lai paverdzin\u0101tu citus cilv\u0113kus.<\/p>\n Da\u017eiem, kas ir iztur\u012bgi pret \u0161\u012bm \u0137\u012bmiskaj\u0101m viel\u0101m (ti, narcistiem, psihop\u0101tiem un citiem antisoci\u0101liem cilv\u0113kiem), \u0161ie savienojumi k\u013c\u016bst par instrumentu. Vi\u0146i veido saisto\u0161as rekl\u0101mas. Vi\u0146us paverdzina vi\u0146u "autentit\u0101te", ko vi\u0146i ir izsp\u0113l\u0113ju\u0161i prezidenta amatam vai mediju uzman\u012bbai. Vi\u0146i izmanto j\u016bsu m\u012blest\u012bbu pret vi\u0146iem, lai g\u016btu labumu sev.<\/p>\n \u2026Un j\u016bs dom\u0101jat, ka Maxima atlai\u017eu karte un Facebook jums tika doti aiz labas gribas?<\/p>\n Tagad es m\u0101cos apreibin\u0101t sevi, b\u016bdams atkl\u0101ts ar saviem las\u012bt\u0101jiem (un run\u0101ju par ne p\u0101r\u0101k labaj\u0101m dien\u0101m), s\u0113\u017eu zem saulainaj\u0101m debes\u012bm, izaicinu sevi un mekl\u0113 za\u013cos risin\u0101jumus.<\/p>\n Es rakstu m\u012blest\u012bbas v\u0113stules meiten\u0113m, ar kur\u0101m esmu aps\u0113sts un izt\u0113lojos. Es z\u012bm\u0113ju komiksus. Es v\u0113roju skatus pa logu. Es dzeru litrus meln\u0101s t\u0113jas.<\/p>\n *ilga pauze*<\/p>\n Es dom\u0101ju, ka es nevaru uz to atbild\u0113t. Par man\u0101m lab\u0101kaj\u0101m un slikt\u0101kaj\u0101m \u012bpa\u0161\u012bb\u0101m var spriest tikai citi, jo es vienk\u0101r\u0161i daru to, ko man ir devusi vide. Es neveidoju sp\u0113les noteikumus \u2013 es vienk\u0101r\u0161i cen\u0161os izv\u0113l\u0113ties to, kas atbilst man\u0101m v\u0113rt\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>\n Lai pal\u012bdz\u0113tu cilv\u0113kiem v\u0113l vair\u0101k.<\/p>\n Dom\u0101ju p\u0101riet pie kou\u010dinga speci\u0101lista Povils Petrauskas<\/a> (hei, Povila, publiski komplimenti!) kou\u010dinga kursi, lai es var\u0113tu v\u0113l lab\u0101k turpin\u0101t mentora darbu KTU GUIDED<\/a> programm\u0101 un Idialogue.lt<\/a>.<\/p>\n Tom\u0113r es esmu tikai tik noder\u012bgs, cik noder\u012bgs citiem.<\/p>\n Plakanums. Ka tas jau ir k\u0101 N\u012bderland\u0113.<\/p>\n Sav\u0101 viduv\u0113j\u012bb\u0101 - ka tas nav nekas \u012bpa\u0161s, bet tikai v\u0113l viena Tuvo Austrumu Zieme\u013ceiropas valsts, kas piln\u012bb\u0101 var\u0113tu b\u016bt Marvel doktora Doom valsts. Latvija<\/a>.<\/p>\n Ar savu past\u0101v\u012bgo neapmierin\u0101t\u012bbu ar sevi un komplimentu mekl\u0113\u0161anu \u2013 tas ta\u010du ir tik cilv\u0113c\u012bgi!<\/p>\n Sav\u0101s bail\u0113s izcelties, bail\u0113s b\u016bt pa\u0161iem, bail\u0113s atz\u012bt, ka esam t\u0101 un t\u0101 cien\u012bgi... Nu un, protams, da\u017eu \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbu paaugstin\u0101\u0161ana, jo, ta\u010du nav viena valsts pasaul\u0113, kur...<\/p>\n Man Lietuva ir tikai meitene. Tikai cilv\u0113ks.<\/p>\n Kas!? N\u0113, nekad!!!<\/p>\n *skat\u0101s ac\u012bs*<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n *smaida*<\/p>\n Es diezgan bie\u017ei tos kr\u0101ju, kad kaut kur ce\u013coju pa Kau\u0146u. Labi, es neesmu t\u0101ds, kur\u0161 vienm\u0113r staig\u0101 ar somu, bet, ja esmu ce\u013c\u0101, es to pa\u0146emu un izmetu. Visbie\u017e\u0101k \u0161os atkritumus izmet v\u0113j\u0161, izp\u016b\u0161 no atkritumu tvertn\u0113m, un tos nav gr\u016bti sav\u0101kt.<\/p>\n Un. Es to saucu par nelielu vingrin\u0101jumu. M\u0113s tik un t\u0101 m\u016bsdien\u0101s daudz nekustamies. Ar sportu nenodarbojamies, bet visp\u0101r loc\u0101mies, dejojam, vismaz pakrat\u0101m galvu. T\u0101 es \u0161eit vingroju.<\/p>\n Pie\u0146emiet, ka n\u0101ve gaida. M\u0113s esam tikai tas, ko m\u0113s vi\u0146ai dar\u0101m<\/a>.<\/p>\n Lai b\u016btu atv\u0113rts.<\/p>\n Veg\u0101nisms. ES ticu, ka veg\u0101nu di\u0113ta<\/a> ir lab\u0101kais s\u016bds<\/i> no 50. gadu za\u013c\u0101s revol\u016bcijas<\/a>. Un, ja cilv\u0113kam r\u016bp daba (ne tikai dz\u012bvnieki, bet ar\u012b ekolo\u0123ija) - atteikties no dz\u012bvnieku izcelsmes produktiem ir lab\u0101k nek\u0101 atteikties no automa\u0161\u012bnas<\/a>. \u0160eit nav runa par ga\u013cu vai pienu\u00a0\u2014 tie ir labi \u0113dieni\u00a0\u2014 tikai vesel\u012bg\u0101k (visiem), lai tos audz\u0113tu laboratorij\u0101.<\/p>\n Bet. Protams. Es idealiz\u0113ju.<\/p>\n Dieva.<\/p>\n Lai k\u0101da b\u016btu \u0161\u012b b\u016btne, fizisk\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bba, misti\u0137is, rad\u012bja Visumu pirms pa\u0161reiz\u0113j\u0101. Jo nekas nerodas no nek\u0101, t\u0101p\u0113c Dievam matem\u0101tiski ir j\u0101b\u016bt.<\/p>\nKas tevi iesl\u0113dz?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ko tu dari slepen\u012bb\u0101?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Tavas tr\u012bs lab\u0101k\u0101s \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbas?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ko j\u016bs v\u0113l\u0113tos iem\u0101c\u012bties?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ar ko Lietuva tev ir skaista?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Vai esat k\u0101dreiz sav\u0101cis k\u0101da cita atkritumus?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Kas katram cilv\u0113kam reizi dz\u012bv\u0113 b\u016btu j\u0101dara?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ko tev noz\u012bm\u0113 b\u016bt pa\u0161am?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ko tu visvair\u0101k idealiz\u0113?<\/b><\/h3>\n
Bez k\u0101 neb\u016btu viss?<\/b><\/h3>\n
K\u0101ds ir cilv\u0113ka liel\u0101kais pien\u0101kums?<\/b><\/h3>\n