{"id":1142,"date":"2016-12-24T19:54:05","date_gmt":"2016-12-24T16:54:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1142"},"modified":"2021-07-07T17:55:58","modified_gmt":"2021-07-07T14:55:58","slug":"apie-mokymasi-klaidas-ir-meile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/par-macisanos-no-kludam-un-milestibu\/","title":{"rendered":"[V\u0113stule]<\/i> \u0160odien es slidoju un dom\u0101ju par sav\u0101m k\u013c\u016bd\u0101m un m\u012blest\u012bbu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 247 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 348<\/b>.<\/p>\n

Man pat\u012bk m\u0101c\u012bties. Un t\u0101p\u0113c es tik bie\u017ei k\u013c\u016bdos.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pirms ned\u0113\u013cas biju ledus ar\u0113n\u0101 ar da\u017eiem draugiem. Es nekad nezin\u0101ju, k\u0101 slidot, un sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113 slidas uzvilku tikai vienpadsmit gadu vecum\u0101.<\/p>\n

Es iem\u0101c\u012bjos slidot.<\/strong> Un \u0161aj\u0101s 45 min\u016bt\u0113s es da\u013c\u0113ji iem\u0101c\u012bjos - es p\u0101rvietojos pa ledu, lai ar\u012b k\u0101 bru\u0146urupucis, bet es p\u0101rvietojos sasod\u012bti tuvu!<\/p>\n

Bet atgriez\u012bsimies s\u0101kum\u0101. Pirmais mirklis uz ledus.<\/p>\n

\u201eTikai nenokr\u012bti,\u201d padomu man deva draudzene Krist\u012bna.<\/p>\n

\u201cVienk\u0101r\u0161i pam\u0113\u0123ini, un tev izdosies \u2013 k\u0101 b\u0113rnam,\u201d piebilda m\u016bsu draugs Tauras, atg\u0101dinot m\u016bsu iepriek\u0161\u0113jo sarunu par to, k\u0101p\u0113c b\u0113rni slidot iem\u0101c\u0101s \u0101tr\u0101k nek\u0101 pieaugu\u0161ie.<\/p>\n

Lai nu k\u0101, uz ledus nekust\u0113jos da\u017eus so\u013cus, netur\u0113damies pie \u017eoga, bet laikam izskat\u012bjos p\u0113c k\u0101da dz\u0113r\u0101ja.<\/p>\n

Un tad es sapratu.<\/strong> Man j\u0101dara tas, kas man pat\u012bk dar\u012bt.<\/p>\n

"Pagaidiet, man kaut kas j\u0101dara," es teicu draugiem, izstiepjot rokas uz s\u0101niem un nedaudz saliekot k\u0101jas...<\/p>\n

\u2026es nokritu uz ledus uz dibena.<\/p>\n

T\u016bl\u012bt\u0113js izr\u0101viens.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Vienu br\u012bdi es baid\u012bjos nokrist, baid\u012bjos k\u013c\u016bd\u012bties... Un n\u0101kamaj\u0101 es biju mier\u012bgs, it k\u0101 es b\u016btu olimpiskais slidot\u0101js.<\/p>\n

Jo otraj\u0101 mirkl\u012b jau zin\u0101ju \u2013 krist nav nemaz tik slikti. Var atk\u0101rtot \u2013 b\u016bs diezgan jauki. Galu gal\u0101 tas tikai nedaudz s\u0101p dupsi.<\/p>\n

Aina main\u0101s.<\/p>\n

Esmu virtuv\u0113 un pirmo reizi m\u016b\u017e\u0101 cepu olu.<\/strong> Divdesmit viena gada vecum\u0101. k\u0101p\u0113c tik v\u0113lu N\u0113, ne t\u0101p\u0113c, ka esmu mamma. \u2026Un tikai t\u0101p\u0113c, ka es nevaru dz\u012bvot kop\u0101 ar saviem vec\u0101kiem, kuri par mani r\u016bp\u0113jas. P\u0101r\u0101k daudz<\/p>\n

Todien zin\u0101ju - m\u0101te ar t\u0113vu brauca uz Senukus bala zina, ko pirkt un tur c\u012bn\u012bties. K\u0101 vienm\u0113r. Es ar\u012b zin\u0101ju, ka \u0161aj\u0101 retaj\u0101 dien\u0101 neviens necent\u012bsies mani attur\u0113t no k\u013c\u016bdas.<\/p>\n

Todien es at\u013c\u0101vos k\u013c\u016bd\u012bties, jo neviens nest\u0101v\u0113ja aiz muguras un netur\u0113ja manu roku.<\/p>\n

Es jutos laim\u012bga. Ola tika pagatavota perfekti. Gribas!<\/p>\n

M\u0113s atkal main\u0101m ainu.<\/p>\n

Es iem\u012bl\u0113jos meiten\u0113. Atkal.\u00a0<\/strong>Kas, \u0161\u0137iet, man\u012b nebija tik \u013coti iem\u012bl\u0113jies. Lieliski\u2026<\/p>\n

Jaut\u0101jumi:\u00a0<\/strong>K\u0101p\u0113c es baidos k\u013c\u016bd\u012bties? K\u0101p\u0113c es nedodu sev at\u013cauju k\u013c\u016bd\u012bties \u0161aj\u0101 vien\u0101 viet\u0101? K\u0101p\u0113c es baidos rakst\u012bt vi\u0146ai v\u0113stules, jo \u0161\u0137iet, ka es tik un t\u0101 rakstu p\u0101r\u0101k daudz? K\u0101p\u0113c es baidos vi\u0146ai atz\u012bties, jo izskat\u0101s, ka es vi\u0146u atgr\u016bd\u012b\u0161u?<\/p>\n

K\u0101p\u0113c?<\/p>\n

Es ar z\u012bmuli z\u012bm\u0113ju uz galda taisnst\u016brus. Le\u0146\u0137veida. Pilna dusmu un neizpratnes sav\u0101s j\u016bt\u0101s. Un es vienk\u0101r\u0161i gribu m\u012bl\u0113t. Un justies m\u012bl\u0113tam.<\/p>\n

K\u0101p\u0113c man ir bail? K\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146a baid\u0101s?<\/p>\n

Jaut\u0101jumi.<\/p>\n

smejoties,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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