{"id":1128,"date":"2017-01-09T15:06:45","date_gmt":"2017-01-09T13:06:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1128"},"modified":"2021-07-07T19:01:40","modified_gmt":"2021-07-07T16:01:40","slug":"ja-vel-sapnavau","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/ja-vel-sapnavau\/","title":{"rendered":"Es atkal sap\u0146oju par vi\u0146u. T\u0101 meitene."},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 290 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 344<\/b>.<\/p>\n

Es atkal <\/span>vi\u0146as <\/span>Es sap\u0146oju. N\u0113, n\u0113. VI\u0145AS<\/strong>\u00a0ne to, ko es zin\u0101ju. Tikai v\u0113l viena meitene ar izpl\u016bdu\u0161u seju.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u012asspalvaina, ar B kr\u016b\u0161u apris\u0113m, vid\u0113ji vai diezgan tieva - tagad neatceros, jo tievums man nekad nav bijis svar\u012bga meitenes izskata sast\u0101vda\u013ca -, fiziski sp\u0113c\u012bga un drosm\u012bga, lai spertu pirmo soli.<\/p>\n

Esmu vi\u0146u sastapusi viet\u0101s, kuras apmekl\u0113ju katru dienu. Uz ielas starp manu m\u0101ju un kaimi\u0146u m\u0101j\u0101m, Kau\u0146as V\u012btauta Di\u017e\u0101 universit\u0101tes bibliot\u0113k\u0101, Akropoles saldumu veikal\u0101 vai k\u0101d\u0101 cit\u0101 neuzkr\u012bto\u0161\u0101 viet\u0101. Es neesmu no tiem cilv\u0113kiem, kas atceras un sap\u0146o par prec\u012bz\u0101m viet\u0101m - pil\u012bm, \u0122edimina tor\u0146iem vai Tad\u017emahaliem.<\/p>\n

Starp mums nebija nek\u0101du v\u0101rdu. S\u0101kum\u0101.<\/p>\n

M\u0113s skat\u012bj\u0101mies viens otram ac\u012bs... Un uzreiz... Nu, mani p\u0101r\u0146\u0113ma siltums, un sap\u0146a aina p\u0101rc\u0113l\u0101s uz citu man paz\u012bstamu vietu - manu gultu. Manas m\u0101jas, k\u0101da br\u016bna dienvidu viesn\u012bca, k\u0101da telts me\u017e\u0101 vai kaut kas l\u012bdz\u012bgs vis\u0101m t\u0101m, kur\u0101s es m\u0113dzu gul\u0113t.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a uzk\u0101pa man virs\u016b un kaut ko teica.<\/p>\n

Es nedzird\u0113ju vi\u0146as v\u0101rdus, jo vi\u0146as smaids aiz\u0146\u0113ma manu dzirdi. Ap\u017eilbino\u0161s, maigs, ma\u0123isks smaids. Balta zobu josla uz maigi iedegu\u0161as sejas.<\/p>\n

M\u0113s esam bez dr\u0113b\u0113m, un es esmu taj\u0101.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a kustina gurnus. K\u0101 j\u016bras vai ezera vilnis, kas p\u0101rskrien j\u016bras vai ezera krastu... Un tad atgrie\u017eas, lai to dar\u012btu v\u0113lreiz.<\/p>\n

Prieks.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146as izpl\u016bdu\u0161o formu seja par\u0101d\u0101s man\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101, un man tas pat\u012bk. Man pat\u012bk vi\u0146as deguns. Vi\u0146as acis. Un t\u0101 vieta starp degunu un aug\u0161\u0113jo l\u016bpu. Man t\u0101 pat\u012bk, lai gan \u0161aj\u0101 dzeltenaj\u0101 istabas lustras vai m\u0113ness gaism\u0101 es neredzu vi\u0146as seju.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a man saka. Tagad es varu dzird\u0113t \u0161os v\u0101rdus:<\/p>\n

- Danyyeau, esi uzman\u012bgs.<\/p>\n

Es nepiev\u0113r\u0161u uzman\u012bbu tam, ka vi\u0146a tik d\u012bvaini izrun\u0101ja manu v\u0101rdu. Sap\u0146os neviens nekad neizrun\u0101 manu v\u0101rdu pareizi. Bet es paskatos uz leju, kur m\u016bsu \u0137erme\u0146i saskaras. Un es saprotu, ka esmu bez prezervat\u012bva.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a kustina gurnus. Es labpr\u0101t kustinu savus.<\/p>\n

Es zinu, ka man t\u0101 nevajadz\u0113tu dar\u012bt. Ja b\u016bs b\u0113rni, b\u016bs probl\u0113mas. T\u0101da ir mana nojauta, to man saka visi.<\/p>\n

...Ta\u010du cita, dzi\u013c\u0101ka saj\u016bta saka, ka tas, kas notiek, ir labi.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a kustina gurnus. Ritmiski. Noliecas, lai sk\u016bpst\u012btos.<\/p>\n

Un, pirms t\u0101 sasniedz mani, t\u0101 satricina. Es esmu pabeidzis savu darbu ar spr\u0101dzieniem.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a noliecas un apskauj mani. M\u0113s esam kaili.<\/p>\n

Es pamostos.<\/p>\n

Atkal.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

\u0160\u012b ir otr\u0101 reize, kad es to esmu sap\u0146ojusi. Jau vair\u0101kas ned\u0113\u013cas. Un es nezinu? Varb\u016bt es esmu vienk\u0101r\u0161i uzbudin\u0101ta?<\/p>\n

Kr\u016bmojas,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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