{"id":1098,"date":"2016-12-07T07:42:02","date_gmt":"2016-12-07T05:42:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1098"},"modified":"2021-09-29T13:27:43","modified_gmt":"2021-09-29T10:27:43","slug":"merginos-kurios-mane-traukia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2016\/meitenes-kas-mani-piesaista\/","title":{"rendered":"L\u016bk, k\u0101das meitenes mani piesaista... Un vai es neesmu norm\u0101la?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 209 v\u0101rdi<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 617<\/b>.<\/p>\n

Kop\u0161 pirm\u0101s nakts, kad mans mazais draugs piec\u0113l\u0101s, man bija sapnis. <\/span><\/p>\n

"Man bija sapnis", k\u0101 teica M\u0101rti\u0146\u0161 Luters Kings.<\/p>\n

\u2026Tikai at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bb\u0101 no Martina, tas bija burtiski sapnis.<\/p>\n

Es neatceros, ko sap\u0146oju pirmo reizi, bet t\u0113li atk\u0101rtojas manos sap\u0146os. Ne vienm\u0113r vien\u0101di, bet visi l\u012bdz\u012bgi p\u0113c izskata un darb\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>\n

Vien\u0101 no t\u0101m es sap\u0146oju par meiteni uz \u017dilinskas bil\u017eu galerijas k\u0101pn\u0113m Kau\u0146\u0101. T\u0101 bija sarkanmataina meitene, kura, \u0161\u0137iet, las\u012bja gr\u0101matu. P\u0113c tam vi\u0146\u0161 iz\u0146\u0113ma kameru un nofotograf\u0113ja rokoko arhitekt\u016bras z\u012bmes, kas kaut k\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s Kau\u0146as centr\u0101.<\/p>\n

Otr\u0101 t\u0101 bija kalsna meitene ar \u012bsiem blondiem matiem, za\u013c\u0101m vai zil\u0101m ac\u012bm, augstpap\u0113\u017eu kurp\u0113m, kas gul\u0113ja p\u013cav\u0101 un v\u0113roja m\u0101ko\u0146us. Vi\u0146a sm\u0113j\u0101s, un ap vi\u0146u uzzied\u0113ja pienaz\u0101le.<\/p>\n

Tre\u0161aj\u0101 - t\u0101 atkal bija rudmataina, ar nedaudz gar\u0101kiem matiem, vair\u0101k vai maz\u0101k l\u012bdz pleciem - t\u0101 bija meitene bibliot\u0113k\u0101, sastingusi laik\u0101.<\/p>\n

K\u0101 \u0161ie sap\u0146i ir l\u012bdz\u012bgi?<\/p>\n

Skaidrs:<\/strong> visas t\u0101s meitenes bija mazliet t\u012b\u010das.<\/p>\n

Mazliet k\u0101 es un mazliet nemaz. T\u0101s bija drosm\u012bgas meitenes, kuras nebaid\u012bj\u0101s b\u016bt sav\u0101d\u0101kam<\/a>. Tikai p\u0113c desmit gadiem es paman\u012bju \u0161\u012bs l\u012bdz\u012bbas.<\/p>\n

Bet l\u016bk, ko es br\u012bnos \u2013 vai mani sap\u0146i ir norm\u0101li?<\/p>\n

J\u0101, es esmu narciss. Un man pat\u012bk dom\u0101t. Saliekot \u0161\u012bs divas lietas kop\u0101, man pat\u012bk dom\u0101t par sevi. Sal\u012bdziniet sevi. Analiz\u0113jiet sevi. Lai p\u0101rbaud\u012btu sevi, vai v\u0113l neesmu beidzot izkritis no cilv\u0113c\u012bbas robe\u017e\u0101m.<\/p>\n

Cilv\u0113ki b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 ir vienk\u0101r\u0161i dz\u012bvnieki.<\/p>\n

Veidota reproduc\u0113\u0161anai. Veidota papla\u0161in\u0101\u0161anai. K\u0101 v\u012brusi m\u0113s v\u0113lamies papla\u0161in\u0101t savus kr\u0101jumus un izgatavot p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas vair\u0101k sevis kopiju. Vair\u0101k. Un "r\u0101pu\u013cu smadzenes" ir primit\u012bv\u0101k\u0101s un zem\u0101k\u0101s, uz g\u0113niem balst\u012btas, izdz\u012bvo\u0161anas smadzenes, kas cen\u0161as to visu izpild\u012bt.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146i iev\u0113ro vienk\u0101r\u0161us mode\u013cus: v\u012brie\u0161i ar varu var aizsarg\u0101t \u0123imeni. Sievietes ar lieliem sprausl\u0101m un s\u0113\u017eamviet\u0101m ir augl\u012bgas. Ar\u012b v\u012brie\u0161i ar musku\u013ciem un lieliem dzimumlocek\u013ciem ir diezgan augl\u012bgi. M\u0101t\u012btes ar gariem matiem ir veselas un izdz\u012bvos l\u012bdz at\u0161\u0137ir\u0161anai no m\u0101tes.<\/p>\n

Un r\u0101pu\u013cu smadzenes kontrol\u0113 m\u016bsu j\u016btas. Daudziem v\u012brie\u0161iem un sieviet\u0113m, \u012bpa\u0161i pusaud\u017ea gados, t\u0101s ir domin\u0113jo\u0161\u0101k\u0101s smadzenes.<\/p>\n

K\u0101p\u0113c, tavupr\u0101t, pusaud\u017eu pui\u0161i taj\u0101 laik\u0101 run\u0101 tikai par z\u012bl\u012bt\u0113m un ka\u0137iem (nevis dz\u012bvniekiem), atdarina seksa ska\u0146as un cit\u0101di mekl\u0113 \u0123en\u0113tiski piem\u0113rot\u0101ko partneri? K\u0101p\u0113c pusaud\u017eu meitenes labpr\u0101t di\u017eojas ar kr\u016bt\u012bm un \u0161\u016bpojas un berz\u0113 dibenus, piln\u012bgi zemapzi\u0146\u0101 par\u0101dot, ka ir gatavas?<\/p>\n

Tam visam ir vienk\u0101r\u0161s m\u0113r\u0137is: p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas \u0101tr\u0101k, efekt\u012bv\u0101k un veiksm\u012bg\u0101k papla\u0161in\u0101t cilv\u0113ku rasi. Negl\u012bti indiv\u012bdi ir v\u0101ji, un t\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146iem nav v\u0113rts izdz\u012bvot. Skaist\u0101s ir sp\u0113c\u012bgas, t\u0101p\u0113c t\u0101m ir paredz\u0113tas ilgsto\u0161as.<\/p>\n

Un te rodas jaut\u0101jums... Un k\u0101p\u0113c man pat\u012bk meitenes, kuras, \u0161\u0137iet, nav ne augl\u012bgas, ne labas b\u0113rnu audzin\u0101t\u0101jas? Galu gal\u0101 manas sap\u0146u meitenes (n\u0113, nevis lo\u0123iski izdom\u0101tas, bet t\u0101s pa\u0161as repti\u013cu smadzenes ierosin\u0101ja) bija... Pat ne sievietes?<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146iem nebija lielu sprauslu (mani liel\u0101kie, par kuriem es fantaz\u0113ju, bija patie\u0161\u0101m, piem\u0113ram, "vid\u0113ja" izm\u0113ra. Man tie izskat\u012bj\u0101s milz\u012bgi). Vi\u0146iem nebija lielu aizmugur\u0113jo buferu. Vi\u0146i nebija garmataini. Un tas nebija k\u0101 manai m\u0101tei. Vai ko Freids tur dom\u0101ja.<\/p>\n

J\u0101atz\u012bst, ka man nav ne jausmas, k\u0101p\u0113c man pat\u012bk meitenes t\u0101, k\u0101 man pat\u012bk. Es to nemaz nesaprotu. Ar\u012b tagad rakstu \u0161\u012bs p\u0101rdomas cer\u012bb\u0101 non\u0101kt pie lo\u0123iska secin\u0101juma, bet nevaru.<\/p>\n

L\u016bk, ko es dom\u0101ju \u2013 es nekad neesmu bijis t\u0101ds puisis, kur\u0161 fantaz\u0113 par aizie\u0161anu un pirm\u0101s meitenes atra\u0161anu. Ne t\u0101p\u0113c, ka esmu t\u0101 audzin\u0101ts vai kaut kas taml\u012bdz\u012bgs (\u0161aubos, vai to var iem\u0101c\u012bt), un dro\u0161i vien t\u0101p\u0113c, ka vienm\u0113r esmu bijis pel\u0113ks aseksu\u0101ls.<\/a> T\u0101ds, kur\u0161, kam\u0113r vi\u0146\u0161 nepaz\u012bst cilv\u0113ku, nevar \u012bsti iedom\u0101ties darb\u012bbu.<\/p>\n

Bet k\u0101ds tam sakars ar manu sievie\u0161u gaumi? Kas? Kur ir lo\u0123ika? Es vi\u0146u neredzu. K\u0101dreiz biju dom\u0101t\u0101js un diezgan nosl\u0113gts pusaudzis. Vai tas ir saist\u012bts? Ne\u0161\u0137iet.<\/p>\n

T\u0101tad, l\u016bk, mans jaut\u0101jums n\u0101kotnei - k\u0101p\u0113c man pat\u012bk t\u0101das meitenes, par kur\u0101m es fantaz\u0113ju pusaudzes gados...Un t\u0101s, ar kur\u0101m tagad lo\u0123iski cen\u0161os iepaz\u012bties?<\/p>\n

Vai taj\u0101 ir lo\u0123ika un vai manas repti\u013cu smadzenes vienk\u0101r\u0161i at\u0161\u0137iras no vairuma smadze\u0146u? Vai ar\u012b es esmu k\u0101ds \u0101rk\u0101rt\u0113js indiv\u012bds, kas lemts n\u0101vei? Varb\u016bt manas r\u0101pu\u013cu smadzenes ved mani uz izdz\u012bvo\u0161anu k\u0101 k\u0101du \u012bstu cil\u0161u ce\u013cvedi? Vai ar\u012b es veidoju jaunu cilv\u0113ku cilti, kurai b\u016bs j\u0101p\u0101rvar tie, kuriem pat\u012bk standarti?<\/p>\n

Evol\u016bcija un g\u0113ni ir elles narkotikas. Es to neesmu sapratusi kop\u0161 pusaud\u017ea vecuma.<\/p>\n

P\u0101rdom\u0101jot seksualit\u0101ti,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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