{"id":1088,"date":"2017-01-15T12:10:56","date_gmt":"2017-01-15T09:10:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1088"},"modified":"2021-09-28T18:38:25","modified_gmt":"2021-09-28T15:38:25","slug":"laiskas-apie-vaika","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/lv\/2017\/vestule-par-bernu\/","title":{"rendered":"V\u0113stule par PRAS\u012aGO b\u0113rnu man\u012b"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dienas m\u0113r\u0137is: 308\u00a0v\u0101rdus<\/a>. Rakst\u012bts: 622<\/b>.<\/p>\n

\u0160\u012b v\u0113stule nav paredz\u0113ta nevienam. Ja j\u016bs to izlas\u012bj\u0101t, tas noz\u012bm\u0113, ka tas ir bijis pietiekami sirsn\u012bgs un caursp\u012bd\u012bgs, lai to par\u0101d\u012btu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Vai j\u016bs mani klaus\u0101ties \u2013 cik daudz uzman\u012bbas man ir nepiecie\u0161ams?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Atbild\u0113ju, \u0161\u0137iet, vienk\u0101r\u0161i \u2013 man vajag sasod\u012bti daudz uzman\u012bbas. Un taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 es nezinu, vai tie\u0161\u0101m.<\/p>\n

\u2026Un t\u0101 ir taisn\u012bba \u2013 es nezinu, cik daudz uzman\u012bbas man ir nepiecie\u0161ams, jo es nezinu t\u0101s m\u0113ru.<\/p>\n

Bet es zinu, ka tas ir vajadz\u012bgs.<\/p>\n

Man nav ne jausmas, vai tas ir labi vai slikti.<\/p>\n

Man pat\u012bk uzman\u012bba. Es esmu t\u0101ds.<\/strong> Man pat\u012bk, kad manas v\u0113stules tiek las\u012btas. Kad vi\u0146iem tiek atbild\u0113ts. Man pat\u012bk, ka paman\u0101t, ar ko es dalos. Un kad vi\u0146\u0161 koment\u0113.<\/p>\n

Es tikai sev jaut\u0101ju:<\/strong>\u00a0vai tas ir labi, ka man ir vajadz\u012bga uzman\u012bba, ko da\u017ei cilv\u0113ki nevar piev\u0113rst? Vai ir pareizi pras\u012bt no t\u0101 vair\u0101k, nek\u0101 vi\u0146iem izdodas dal\u012bties?<\/p>\n

Teiksim:<\/strong> Es jums rakst\u012bju pirms div\u0101m vai trim dien\u0101m. Daudz. Un es beidzu ar l\u016bgumu - uzrakstiet atbildi. Uzrakst\u012bt v\u0113stuli. rakst\u012bt<\/p>\n

Es l\u016bdzu, it k\u0101 mirsto\u0161s v\u012brs l\u016bgtu N\u0101ves kungam otru iesp\u0113ju. (Divi no trim!)<\/p>\n

Un es nezinu, k\u0101p\u0113c es to dar\u012bju \u2013 galu gal\u0101, pirms \u010detr\u0101m dien\u0101m un nedaudz vair\u0101k k\u0101 m\u0113ne\u0161a, es to nemaz nepras\u012bju. Un tagad l\u016bdzu.<\/p>\n

Vai \u0161is ir tikai t\u0101ds periods? L\u012bdz\u012bgi k\u0101 Jurassic, Triassic un citi?<\/p>\n

Laiks, kad j\u016btos smags un v\u0101j\u0161 un man ir vajadz\u012bgs atbalsts vair\u0101k nek\u0101 parasti? K\u0101ds, kur\u0161 p\u0101rsteigtu, uzjautrin\u0101tu, atv\u0113rtos, b\u016btu pareizi, m\u012bl\u0113tu un mierin\u0101tu?<\/p>\n

Lai gan iesp\u0113jams, ka \u0161\u0101di periodi man nav sve\u0161i.<\/strong> Ja tos t\u0101 var nosaukt. Es atceros, ka agr\u0101k pras\u012bju atbildes. Diena, divas... Es t\u0101s nesa\u0146\u0113mu.<\/p>\n

Pietiekami\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026es k\u0101dreiz dusmojos.<\/p>\n

Es biju nikns.<\/p>\n

Vair\u0101k sava v\u0101juma un piek\u0101p\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c, nevis citu cilv\u0113ku d\u0113\u013c.<\/p>\n

Es atk\u0101pos.<\/p>\n

"Ja nevarat izsist caurumu sien\u0101, atk\u0101pieties. Un m\u0113\u0123iniet v\u0113l\u0101k. Varb\u016bt tevi kaut kas attur, ko tu nevari main\u012bt.\u201d \u2013 Mana strat\u0113\u0123ija, ko izmantoju ne tikai videosp\u0113l\u0113s, bet ar\u012b attiec\u012bb\u0101s. Vai vismaz es m\u0113dzu.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c k\u0101da laika atkal k\u013cuva lab\u0101k un es dz\u012bvoju laim\u012bgi.<\/p>\n

Es nezinu, cik ilgi.<\/p>\n

Galu gal\u0101 ir tik gr\u016bti paman\u012bt, ka dz\u012bvojat neatkar\u012bgi, ja robe\u017ea starp varu un kontroli ir tik tieva. Kad tu nezini, kas ir pareizi un kas nepareizi.<\/p>\n

Piem\u0113ram, vai man vajadz\u0113tu jums par\u0101d\u012bt \u0161o e-pastu? Vai man to vajadz\u0113tu nos\u016bt\u012bt?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Galu gal\u0101 es uzrakst\u012bju v\u0113stuli par m\u012blest\u012bbu. Un tu v\u0113l neesi vi\u0146a.<\/p>\n

Galu gal\u0101 es esmu rakst\u012bjis zi\u0146as. Un j\u016bs vi\u0146iem neatbild\u0113j\u0101t.<\/p>\n

Galu gal\u0101 es saku, ka m\u012blu*. Un tu n\u0113.<\/p>\n

(* Tas nav tie\u0161i tas, ko es \u0161eit dom\u0101ju. Bet j\u016bs dro\u0161i vien saprat\u0101t.)<\/p>\n

Un zini\u2026 Es nevaru tevi vainot.<\/strong> Un es nevaru sevi vainot.<\/p>\n

Ja nev\u0113laties sazin\u0101ties, \u013caujiet tam b\u016bt.<\/p>\n

Ja nev\u0113lies atbild\u0113t, \u013caujiet tam b\u016bt.<\/p>\n

ES gaid\u012b\u0161u.<\/p>\n

kam\u0113r nedzirdi<\/p>\n

Un, ja j\u016bs to nedzirdat, es netaisos to atk\u0101rtot. Jo es jau p\u0101r\u0101k daudz atk\u0101rtoju.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Es baidos iem\u012bl\u0113ties meiten\u0113 vair\u0101k nek\u0101 vi\u0146a iem\u012blas man\u012b.<\/p>\n

T\u0101 ir beigu\u0161\u0101s gandr\u012bz visas manas attiec\u012bbas. Pat neskatoties uz to, ka es vienm\u0113r, iz\u0146emot vienu reizi, esmu atst\u0101jis meitenes pirm\u0101s. <\/strong>J\u0101, es aizg\u0101ju pirmais, bet tas neko nenoz\u012bm\u0113, kad es aizeju, redzot, ka manas j\u016btas netiek atmaks\u0101tas.<\/p>\n

Es nezinu, k\u0101p\u0113c es nepametu Mil\u0113tu. Laikam tu dom\u0101, bet es nezinu.<\/p>\n

Vi\u0146a nebija tas tips, kas tik \u013coti atbild\u0113tu man\u0101m j\u016bt\u0101m, k\u0101 es to v\u0113l\u0113tos. Tom\u0113r es paliku pie vi\u0146as ilg\u0101k, nek\u0101 biju gaid\u012bjis. Daudz ilg\u0101k. Un tas bija jauki.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Un tagad es dom\u0101ju - vai varb\u016bt es par daudz gribu no cilv\u0113kiem?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Varb\u016bt te es esmu t\u0101, kas prasa, laupa ar varu, izspie\u017e un ne\u013cauj man dz\u012bvot mier\u0101?<\/p>\n

Varb\u016bt es esmu pras\u012bgs mazulis, ar kuru es nemaz nev\u0113los sazin\u0101ties?<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

ES nezinu. Da\u017ereiz man ir t\u0101di periodi.<\/p>\n

Kad v\u0113laties uzman\u012bbu.<\/p>\n

Es gribu b\u016bt kop\u0101.<\/p>\n

Tu gribi visu.<\/p>\n

Kad es k\u013c\u016bstu par to, par ko vienm\u0113r esmu baid\u012bjies b\u016bt.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Man ar\u012b dro\u0161i vien vajadz\u0113tu.<\/p>\n

Pazust.<\/p>\n

Padom\u0101jiet.<\/p>\n

Atg\u016bt sp\u0113kus.<\/p>\n

T\u0101pat k\u0101 tu.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

ES m\u0113\u0123in\u0101\u0161u.<\/p>\n

Es izm\u0113\u0123in\u0101\u0161u tavu ce\u013cu. Varb\u016bt tie\u0161\u0101m lab\u0101k uz k\u0101du laiku atrauties no saviem m\u012b\u013cajiem draugiem, draudzen\u0113m, \u0123imenes locek\u013ciem un citiem.<\/p>\n

Un atgriezties p\u0113c sp\u0113ka atg\u016b\u0161anas.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c stiprin\u0101\u0161anas.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c sp\u0113ka ieg\u016b\u0161anas.<\/p>\n

P\u0113c savald\u012bbas atg\u016b\u0161anas. Un patiesais es.<\/p>\n

Vai n\u0113.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Es nezinu, vai j\u016bs sa\u0146emsiet \u0161o v\u0113stuli. Varb\u016bt tu to dab\u016bsi k\u0101du dienu, kad es b\u016b\u0161u prom. J\u016bs to var nesa\u0146emt. Galu gal\u0101 es to rakst\u012bju sev.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

K\u0101ds haoss man\u0101 mazaj\u0101 galv\u0101.<\/p>\n

es gribu m\u012bl\u0113t Bet es nev\u0113los p\u0101r\u0101k daudz m\u012bl\u0113t.<\/p>\n

Es gribu piepras\u012bt uzman\u012bbu. Bet es negribu no t\u0101 pras\u012bt p\u0101r\u0101k daudz.<\/p>\n

Es gribu abus. K\u0101 mazs b\u0113rns.<\/p>\n

Bet ir pien\u0101cis laiks vi\u0146am pateikt pietiekami daudz. Pirksts atkal bakst\u012bja. Pagatavo k\u016bpo\u0161u un pikantu b\u0113rzu putru.\u00a0<\/strong>Hmmm! Delikatese!<\/p>\n

apjucis,
\nDaniels<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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