{"id":663,"date":"2016-10-30T19:55:43","date_gmt":"2016-10-30T16:55:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=663"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:06:55","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:06:55","slug":"ode-dziaugsmui-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/2016\/from-joy-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"Ode to Joy III - Untitled"},"content":{"rendered":"

Goal of the day: 140 words<\/a>. Written: 208<\/b>.<\/p>\n

This is a letter written at night when I couldn't get a restful sleep. It is a letter to a girl who at that time was a thousand kilometres south of the Lithuanian border.<\/span><\/p>\n

Two months after meeting. September 6th, 2013.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Argh!<\/h2>\n

I can't sleep. Seriously, I can't sleep. I can't fall asleep. I can't fall asleep. Put out the beacon so I can light it again the next day.<\/p>\n

When I close my eyes, I remember you. When I close my eyes, I imagine you are near.<\/p>\n

It makes me nervous and annoyed.<\/p>\n

Why?<\/p>\n

Are you still asking? I can't sleep!<\/p>\n

What to do? What to do, O cursed full moon shining in my face? The mid-summer grasshoppers that have been chirping outside for weeks? I can't sleep!<\/p>\n

And yes, only in my dreams could I draw the curtain... Which I don't have... Or close the balcony door... Which isn't even open... It's now thirteen minutes past midnight and I've been trying to sleep for an hour and a half.<\/p>\n

To no avail - after all, it never worked.<\/p>\n

Instead of that suffering, waiting for sleep to come, I got up to write this. I write. I think about what to write... And I keep writing. ...I stop writing. I think again: what should I call this thing I am writing? Should I ever show it to you? Will you like it? Will it make you smile that wonderful smile? And turn around and say 'Oh, Daniel' as if you were at a loss for words?<\/p>\n

If I could send this to you by snail mail, I would. It's just a pity that they don't fly to warm countries for holidays at that time.<\/p>\n

Missing,
\nDaniel<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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