{"id":3246,"date":"2017-09-04T19:07:22","date_gmt":"2017-09-04T16:07:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=3246"},"modified":"2021-07-07T19:04:17","modified_gmt":"2021-07-07T16:04:17","slug":"santykiu-auka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/2017\/victim-relationship\/","title":{"rendered":"Daniel, why are you so desperate for attention and relationships?"},"content":{"rendered":"<aside>Goal of the day: <a href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/issukis-365\/\">2343 words<\/a>. Written: <strong>510.<\/strong><\/aside>\n<h3>Olivia.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Can a late question?<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Two. Well, maybe 3.<\/p>\n<h3>Daniel.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">His<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">forward<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">maybe four<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">But five is not possible already<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">six is possible instead<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">seven and eight - definitely not<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I will take the ninth question<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">ten too, sure<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">the eleventh only if I get the fifteenth as well<\/p>\n<h3><span lang=\"lt\" style=\"color: #329d40;\">Olivia.<\/span><\/h3>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">First: Why did you sleep with women and leave them?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">How many women was it with? <strong>What was going on in the dark mind?<\/strong><\/p>\n<h3>Daniel.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Well, you see.<\/p>\n<h3>Olivia.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Why did this seem like a good thing?<\/p>\n<h3>Daniel.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">It would be good if I had planned.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">It would be nice if it looked like something at all.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I had a crush on one girl. Then another.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Then we break up. I&#039;m crying.<\/p>\n<h3>Olivia.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Why doesn&#039;t the dark see this as a good thing.<\/p>\n<h3>Daniel.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Then another girl appears.<\/p>\n<h3>Olivia.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Errr. What changed?<\/p>\n<h3>Daniel.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I don&#039;t know<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">But maybe pala<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">You know that feeling when you catch not a person, but rather their ideal?<br \/>\n<strong>When you get the concept but not the reality?<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Some are in a relationship without knowing why? How? What&#039;s going on and the like?<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">When just\u2026.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">You drive to become better.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Better than yesterday.<\/li>\n<li>You would learn something.<\/li>\n<li>You would love<\/li>\n<li>I would kiss you.<\/li>\n<li>Feel it.<\/li>\n<li>You would work for them.<\/li>\n<li>We would enjoy their attention.<\/li>\n<li>You would dream.<\/li>\n<li>I would dream.<\/li>\n<li>You would love it.<\/li>\n<li>One by one.<\/li>\n<li>One by one.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p lang=\"lt\">And then every girl you meet is not a person for you. No. They have become things for you again.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Every guy I met became an item too.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">\u2026I do not know.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Anyway, to be honest, I&#039;ve become terribly cynical in recent months.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Life is meaningless.<\/li>\n<li>People are just balls of chemicals.<\/li>\n<li>Animals too.<\/li>\n<li>Jobs are forgotten.<\/li>\n<li>Food is digested.<\/li>\n<li>Love passes. And it comes.<\/li>\n<li>Ideas come and go.<\/li>\n<li>The work is of high quality and not so much.<\/li>\n<li>Politics is good and bad.<\/li>\n<li>The future is beautiful and the future does not exist.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I became cynical about the meaning of life. Which is not.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">For God&#039;s sake. Which are not there.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">A relationship that is just a way of chemical macro-cooperation.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Some messed up chemical says write letters to Olivia.<\/li>\n<li>Chemicals in Olivia&#039;s body turn the information she sees into worthless thoughts.<\/li>\n<li>And the world turns.<\/li>\n<li>Around the sun.<\/li>\n<li>And the sun revolves around the center of the bird path.<\/li>\n<li>And this one runs in the local cluster. And this one\u2026<\/li>\n<li>Every atom has quarks.<\/li>\n<li>They are up, down, left, right and odd.<\/li>\n<li>And everything is spinning.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p lang=\"lt\">And, wasp, what&#039;s the difference, everything is px.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\"><strong>Then see what&#039;s left.<br \/>\n<\/strong>There is only a little left - to be lazy, to enjoy, to rest.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I don&#039;t know, I think my mistake was that I believed in ideals.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I am prophesied. Or maybe you will meet yours this year.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Uuuuu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">You know, maybe you&#039;re the one for me.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">maybe <strong>blah<\/strong> dear, where is mine sitting next to me?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Wasp, maybe the person of my soul is the neighbor to whom I haven&#039;t even said &quot;hello&quot; yet. And I don&#039;t even know! I can&#039;t even imagine!<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Uuuuu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Exceptional people.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Uuuuu.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">You will miss the opportunity.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Will I miss the opportunity?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">what kind I? Seriously?<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I&#039;ll miss the chance\u2026 Ha ha ha ha! My last 6 years have been about not missing opportunities.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Special people.<\/li>\n<li>Special women.<\/li>\n<li>This is wow<\/li>\n<li>Wow, this is more wow<\/li>\n<li>Wow, this wasp, it&#039;s really, really good<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Then I met and fell in love with probably the most beautiful girl I&#039;ve ever met. In that sense - ideal beauty.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">And sex too.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Funny. I have a big dick. And I like petite girls. This didn&#039;t happen with most of the girls, because the keys and locks don&#039;t match.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Jesus Christ.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I agreed.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">We broke up. Because the views on the meaning of life did not coincide!<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p lang=\"lt\">\u2026And then you think.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Daniel, who&#039;s here?<\/li>\n<li>Daniel, why?<\/li>\n<li>Daniel, why do you\u2026<\/li>\n<li>Daniel, something is wrong here.<\/li>\n<li>Daniel begins to analyze his relationship.<\/li>\n<li>Daniel checks.<\/li>\n<li>Literally years go by. And Daniel is looking for himself.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I feel bad for myself. I&#039;m going, maybe I&#039;ll read a book.<\/p>\n<p lang=\"lt\">I will be back again.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<aside>Goal of the day: <a href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/issukis-365\/\">2343 words<\/a>. Written: <strong>510.<\/strong><\/aside>\n<h3>Olivia.<\/h3>\n<p lang=\"lt\">Can a late question?<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15318,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[2,66,69,47],"class_list":{"0":"post-3246","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-laiskai","8":"tag-365-tekstai","9":"tag-atsakymai-i-klausimus","10":"tag-meile","11":"tag-santykiai"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3246\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15318"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}