{"id":275,"date":"2016-05-06T10:48:02","date_gmt":"2016-05-06T08:48:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=275"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:07:09","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:07:09","slug":"taves-pasiilgau","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/2016\/i-missed-you\/","title":{"rendered":"Ballad of Joy IV: I Miss You."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Scene: <\/strong>written before Erasmus left to study in the Czech Republic. A few days after the first meeting.<\/p>\n<p><strong>All letters:\u00a0<\/strong><a href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/meiles-laiskai\/\">collection<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Hi Simona,<\/p>\n<p>Today is the third day that I have dreamed of writing you this letter.<\/p>\n<p>And I hope that this time I will finish it and the letter will not lie down for a later time, like the previous ones.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I&#039;ll admit, I&#039;m surprised that I&#039;m writing this.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>After all, the last time I was with you was just 9 days ago, I spent the whole week surrounded by new people and adventures, and I see you in the face book almost every day...<\/p>\n<p>\u2026However, I still long to write this letter. And send it to you, of course.<\/p>\n<p>Why do I want it? I know you want to ask this. That&#039;s what you ask often.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The simple answer is I don&#039;t know.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Maybe because I liked touching and electrifying your hair and it doesn&#039;t work with mine? (Already tried.)<\/p>\n<p>Maybe because I really liked watching you happily twirling under the white bridge, and you haven&#039;t filmed such a video yet?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe because there are endless feelings in my head (perhaps they are inspired by the Spaniards who live on the floor below), and if I wrote you about them in a face book...<\/p>\n<p>\u2026They would be too dirty.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, even this letter is a blurring of what I feel. But it&#039;s the best I can do for now.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>After all, I can&#039;t write you a letter by hand - I still don&#039;t know where to send it.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>After all, I can&#039;t come and meet you on the bench near the ducks in Bernadin\u0117 garden (what do you call it - Sereiki\u0161ki?) - I have made a promise to myself to finish the Erasmus adventure to the end.<\/p>\n<p>(And also, I promised myself to see you again only during Christmas time. After all, I could have come the day after the last meeting, but a promise is a promise.)<\/p>\n<p>Oh, and another kiss (more passionate this time) better not even dream about it, because I&#039;ll start dreaming about it every night. I&#039;m just slowly going crazy and it won&#039;t be fun for either of us.<\/p>\n<p>Simona, for the third day now I want to say something that is already obvious:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I long to meet you again.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>...And talk for a long, long time about everything that falls on the table. Find two treasures. Drink hot cocoa. Feed the zoo animals. Pick up new books and read them together. Visit a new exhibition or performance. Climb a mountain and see the sunrise. Bake a cake. Watching the Northern Lights\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Of course, not all at once. But that will be enough for the first few adventures\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Simona, I miss you. And so.<\/p>\n<p>I hope that the coming months will go by faster than usual. I hope they pass faster than usual for you too.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Because what is life if you have to live waiting for something?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I hope that we will meet in the near future. And you won&#039;t have to wait anymore.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Scene: <\/strong>written before Erasmus left to study in the Czech Republic. A few days after the first meeting.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14468,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[89,69],"class_list":{"0":"post-275","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-laiskai","8":"tag-balade-dziaugsmui","9":"tag-meile"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=275"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=275"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=275"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=275"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}