{"id":1135,"date":"2017-01-02T07:10:18","date_gmt":"2017-01-02T05:10:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1135"},"modified":"2021-07-07T17:55:42","modified_gmt":"2021-07-07T14:55:42","slug":"laiskas-merginai-kurios-nesutikau","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/2017\/letter-to-a-girl-i-havent-met\/","title":{"rendered":"<i>[Letter]<\/i> Girls I haven&#039;t met (cafe, childhood, romance, idiocy...)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Goal of the day: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/issukis-365\/\">270 words<\/a>. Written: <b>295<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"font-size: 1.15em;\">When I look away. Next to me. To the other end of the empty caf\u00e9 I'm in now... I see you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I don't know you. And at the same time, I know you.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">- Daniel, you're such a romantic!,\" my ex-girlfriend once said.<\/p>\n<p>I didn't take it seriously then. It sounded unexpected to me. After all, I have never considered myself a romantic!<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">- Oh, so you're a romantic!,\" a girl I don't know said to me.<\/p>\n<p>And the word was born again in my head. \"Romantic\".<\/p>\n<p>Am I like that?<\/p>\n<p>Unexpected!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Lifting my eyes from the keyboard, I run my eyes over you. Your book-looking eyes, your distinctive nose and your lips that don't stand out at all. Your sweater down to your hands and the book cover.<\/p>\n<p>You must have looked up when you felt my gaze or heard that the keyboard clacking had stopped.<\/p>\n<p>They smiled.<\/p>\n<p>And I melt. Again.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Songs about love. Books about love. Letters about love. Articles about love. Radio programmes about love.<\/p>\n<p>How can I not fall in love when there are so many signs around?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think I'm the world's biggest loser. I'm sitting here in a caf\u00e9 and I imagine you. A girl I haven't met yet. A girl who isn't even here.<\/p>\n<p>Why?<\/p>\n<p>Why? What is happening to me?<\/p>\n<p>Is it spring? Is it my body telling me that I need to bring lots of cute little kids into the world? Is it just my love-struck brain wanting more of this drug?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">- Tell me about your childhood,\" I start.<\/p>\n<p>I know you'll enjoy telling me about it. Everyone likes to remember the best parts of their childhood. To feel happiness.<\/p>\n<p>Did you know that when we fall in love, we become like children?<\/p>\n<p>This is a scientific fact. Seriously, it turns out that when we fall in love, we fall in love for a reason. We go back to a time when everything was wonderful and new. And we experience happiness anew.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">- And again?,\" you laugh.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">- Again,\" I reply, \"I love to hear the stories in your voice.<\/p>\n<p>Smiling, you start the story. Just as gripping again. I feel in love with you again.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I feel like an idiot.<\/p>\n<p>After all, I am in love with you. Even though I haven't even met you yet.<\/p>\n<p>Dissolved,<br \/>\n<strong>Daniel<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-size: 0.8em;\">Goal of the day: <a style=\"border: none;\" href=\"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/issukis-365\/\">270 words<\/a>. 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