{"id":1095,"date":"2016-12-11T19:52:31","date_gmt":"2016-12-11T17:52:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danieliusg.lt\/?p=1095"},"modified":"2021-07-06T22:15:45","modified_gmt":"2021-07-06T19:15:45","slug":"su-tavimi-jauciuosi-lyg-kelioneje","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/uzrasai\/en\/2016\/with-you-i-feel-like-a-journey\/","title":{"rendered":"[Love letter]<\/i> With you, I feel like I'm on a journey every day"},"content":{"rendered":"

Goal of the day: 217 words<\/a>. Written: 352.
\n<\/b><\/p>\n

I'm reading your reply... And I'm sorry - I can't think of anything to answer you. I know you want to read the answers to your questions, to solve your fears, to clear the fog\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But, et. Thoughts don't cross my mind at all. I'm reading. I am smiling. I listen to great music. I shake my head as if in a daze.<\/p>\n

And I feel wonderful.<\/p>\n

God, I don't know how we would communicate if we met. I know it's hard to open up when I'm not feeling it. I know you like to watch beetles on the street.<\/p>\n

But if I hadn't enjoyed interacting with you during our first meetings, I wouldn't be talking to you now. Simple. As two plus two equals five, three Canadian and so on.<\/p>\n

Is there any point in worrying before the event?
\nIs there any point in planning a trip\u2026 If you don't know if it will happen? When, where and how?<\/p>\n

Maybe we won't meet. Because a war will start in Lithuania.
\nMaybe the drunk jeep driver will decide to go bowling when we meet.<\/p>\n

Maybe\u2026 Well, there are a lot of \u201cmaybes\u201d you can think of.
\nBut until the time has come, there is no point in thinking.<\/p>\n

It's not bad to do that. No. Our brains are fantasists, thinkers, dreamers by nature - they do it without waiting for our approval. One brain thinks and the other observes how we think and we have no control over it.<\/a><\/p>\n

But when we think, we forget what we have right now - the moment. Now. Around.<\/p>\n

I remember how it choked me to see my family members on trips more concerned about home, work or photography... Than the trips themselves.<\/p>\n

You know, if we travel, we will only take one camera. Very simple and one that will fit only a few photos. So that you don't want to focus on them... And forget the smells, images, feelings of the environment. Tastes and people. Noise and small details.<\/p>\n

I have a feeling you agree with me on this one. I don't know that, but somehow intuitively (or did I write it correctly) I have a feeling. After all, I remember how when we were walking through the alleys of Vilnius, you noticed inscriptions on the walls, pavement, outside the windows or on the pillars as often as I did.<\/p>\n

And at this moment I feel like I'm on a journey.
\nAnd I enjoy the moment.<\/p>\n

I'm sitting now grinning. I listen to wonderful music. I shake my head. I close my eyes, fingers running over the keyboard. And I feel happy.<\/p>\n

I hope you feel the same way. Now. And anyway, during the days - I have a feeling that I would like to see you like this. I would be happy myself. More so, it is.<\/p>\n

*Pause*<\/p>\n

Oh! But I wrote another letter-message-book-something! And I said I won't write!<\/p>\n

Traveling in joy,
\nDaniel<\/strong><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Goal of the day: 217 words<\/a>. Written: 352.
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