Sveiki, es esmu Daniels! 25 gadus vecs m\u0101c\u012bbu fan\u0101ti\u0137is, kur\u0161 pirms diviem gadiem absolv\u0113jis b\u016bvin\u017eenieru KTU un raksta emu\u0101ru, kur\u0101 pa\u0161laik atrodaties.<\/p>\n
Neuzskatu sevi par \u012bpa\u0161i \u012bpa\u0161u: pieredz\u0113ju\u0161u, gudru, skaistu, smiekl\u012bgu vai k\u0101 cit\u0101di dabas apd\u0101vin\u0101tu. T\u0101p\u0113c man \u012bsti nepat\u012bk rakst\u012bt par sevi.<\/p>\n
Tom\u0113r es past\u0101v\u012bgi sa\u0146emu v\u0113stules no da\u017e\u0101diem las\u012bt\u0101jiem, 1<\/a> skolot\u0101jiem, \u017eurn\u0101listiem vai cilv\u0113kiem, kurus tu gandr\u012bz nepaz\u012bsti...<\/p>\n ...T\u0101p\u0113c \u013caujiet man \u0161odien p\u0101rsniegt savas robe\u017eas un past\u0101st\u012bt jums st\u0101stu.<\/p>\n Es ticu, ka \u0161is st\u0101sts var tevi iedvesmot p\u0101rvar\u0113t vec\u0101s bailes un dz\u012bvot sav\u0101d\u0101k nek\u0101 ieradumi. Ja neredzi gaismu r\u012btdien \u2013 varu b\u016bt pier\u0101d\u012bjums, ka ar labu piep\u016bli to ir iesp\u0113jams rad\u012bt.<\/p>\n Jo es reiz nebiju \u012bsti lepns cilv\u0113ks. Bet tagad es saprotu, ka viss, ko esmu piedz\u012bvojis, ir novedis mani l\u012bdz \u0161im br\u012bdim \u2014 rakst\u012b\u0161ana jums, m\u0101c\u012b\u0161ana, piedz\u012bvojumi un izaugsme.<\/p>\n Citiem v\u0101rdiem sakot, notika p\u0101rv\u0113rt\u012bbas, kuras es negaid\u012bju.<\/p>\n Es j\u016bs uzreiz br\u012bdinu: \u0161aj\u0101 ierakst\u0101 es jums past\u0101st\u012b\u0161u savas dz\u012bves int\u012bm\u0101k\u0101s deta\u013cas. L\u012bdz\u012bgi k\u0101 rakst\u012bt \u0161\u012bs 33 atz\u012b\u0161an\u0101s.<\/a> Viss, ko es l\u016bdzu, ir izlas\u012bt \u0161o st\u0101stu l\u012bdz galam...<\/p>\n ...Un atst\u0101jiet koment\u0101ru apak\u0161\u0101.<\/p>\n Nav svar\u012bgi, ko tu raksti: tu dal\u012bsies ar savu st\u0101stu, koment\u0113si man\u0113jo vai atbild\u0113si uz citu m\u0101ko\u0146u iem\u012btnieku dom\u0101m. Man vissvar\u012bg\u0101kais ir tas, ka tu kaut ko uzraksti. Jo ar katru v\u0101rdu es zinu, ka atv\u0113ros k\u0101da iemesla d\u0113\u013c. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n Sveiki! Es priec\u0101jos j\u016bs satikt!<\/p>\n Viss, k\u0101 jau ierasts m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113, s\u0101k\u0101s l\u0113n\u0101m. Iedom\u0101jieties asto\u0146us gadus vecu b\u0113rnu \u2013 l\u016bk, vi\u0146\u0161 pagalm\u0101 kar\u0101jas \u0101beles zar\u0101 un ar ac\u012bm aprij k\u0101rt\u0113jo zin\u0101tnisk\u0101s fantastikas gr\u0101matu. 3<\/a> Pavasaris. Putni dzied savus tri\u013c\u013cus, un b\u0113rna mamma kaut kur pagalm\u0101 laista pu\u0137u dobi.<\/p>\n Uz vi\u0146a uzacs no kaut kurienes uzlido bite. Vi\u0146\u0161, nesaprazdams, k\u0101ds kukai\u0146\u0161 tas ir, rupji saskr\u0101p\u0113 seju...<\/p>\n T\u0101l\u0101kais ir t\u0101ds, k\u0101 gaid\u012bts. Acumirkl\u012b piet\u016bkusi acs, lidojums no koka zara uz kr\u016bmu un sasod\u012bta gr\u0101mata.<\/p>\n ...Au\u0161!<\/p>\n Man t\u0101 bija b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101. Patolo\u0123iski kautr\u012bgs gr\u0101matu t\u0101rps, kuram nav draugu (iz\u0146emot br\u0101li) un parasti kaut ko sav\u0101 istab\u0101 konstru\u0113 no pap\u012bra un citu materi\u0101lu kalna.<\/p>\n Esmu se\u0161padsmit gadus vecs z\u0113ns, kuram jau ir divi draugi 4<\/a> un miljons "pazi\u0146u" es nebaidos-negribu-sazin\u0101ties. Es ar\u012b esmu tas d\u012bvainis, kur\u0161 dodas uz skolu, nemazg\u0101dams galvu, un atliku\u0161\u0101s 18 stundas dien\u0101 pavada maniak\u0101li iegrimis interneta sp\u0113l\u0113s un pornogr\u0101fij\u0101. 5<\/a><\/p>\n \u0160is b\u0113rns ien\u012bst visas nodarb\u012bbas, iz\u0146emot m\u0101kslu un fiziku. Un visslikt\u0101k\u0101 vi\u0146am ir lietuvie\u0161u valoda, kas vi\u0146am nepat\u012bk vienk\u0101r\u0161i t\u0101p\u0113c, ka Hitlers ar sav\u0101m kr\u016bt\u012bm s\u0113\u017e skolot\u0101jas kr\u0113sl\u0101. Metaforiski, protams. B\u0113rns nenojau\u0161, ka p\u0113c \u010detriem gadiem vi\u0146\u0161 no\u017e\u0113los, ka \u0161aj\u0101s nodarb\u012bb\u0101s neko nav iem\u0101c\u012bjies.<\/p>\n P\u0113c da\u017eiem gadiem skol\u0101 sa\u0146emu balvu "Gada citplan\u0113tietis". Uz \u0161o balvu pretend\u0113ja ar\u012b abi mani draugi! \ud83d\ude00<\/p>\n M\u0113nesi pirms savas devi\u0146padsmit\u0101s dzim\u0161anas dienas m\u016bsu mazais izmain\u012btais varonis pirmo reizi iem\u012blas. V\u0113lu, bet hey, tev k\u0101dreiz tas ir j\u0101dara.<\/p>\n ...Un, iesp\u0113jams, k\u0101 jau bija gaid\u0101ms, \u0161\u012b meitene (v\u0101rd\u0101 Gerda) nav man\u012b saj\u016bsm\u0101 un ierosina, lai m\u0113s paliekam draugi. Apjucis un satriekts, es piekr\u012btu, un, vakar\u0101 atgriezies m\u0101j\u0101s, s\u0101ku dar\u012bt to, ko daru vislab\u0101k, - s\u0113rfoju internet\u0101, mekl\u0113jot atbildi uz jaut\u0101jumu \"K\u0101 izk\u013c\u016bt no draugu zonas\".<\/p>\n Toreiz es neatradu atbildi, bet uzd\u016bros bezgal\u012bg\u0101m lappus\u0113m, semin\u0101riem, apm\u0101c\u012bb\u0101m un gr\u0101mat\u0101m par meite\u0146u piesaist\u012b\u0161anu, psiholo\u0123iju un pa\u0161att\u012bst\u012bbu.<\/p>\n Tobr\u012bd man nebija ne jausmas, ko tas man noz\u012bm\u0113s n\u0101kotn\u0113.<\/p>\n Es tikai m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ju apm\u0101n\u012bt savu pirmo m\u012blest\u012bbu, kura palika pret mani vienaldz\u012bga.<\/p>\n Velns zina, k\u0101 6<\/a> m\u016bsu varonis satiek otro meiteni. Kop\u0161 t\u0101 laika apr\u012blis un maijs ir k\u013cuvu\u0161i par vi\u0146a iecien\u012bt\u0101kajiem m\u0113ne\u0161iem.<\/p>\n J\u016bnij\u0101 beidzu studijas un eju pa t\u0101 saukto "Dari, ko saka vec\u0101ki" ce\u013cu: esmu in\u017eenierzin\u0101t\u0146u specialit\u0101t\u0113. Es neuzrakst\u012bju otro numuru, jo nedom\u0101ju par vienu.<\/p>\n Atliku\u0161o vasaras da\u013cu s\u0101k darboties kaut k\u0101da ma\u0123ija, varb\u016bt pateicoties jaunai m\u012blest\u012bbai, varb\u016bt pateicoties nebeidzamajiem pa\u0161pal\u012bdz\u012bbas rakstiem.<\/p>\n Neticot sav\u0101m izmai\u0146\u0101m, es aizmirstu sp\u0113les, 7<\/a> Es s\u0101ku r\u016bp\u0113ties par savu izskatu, un man\u0101 ikdien\u0101 arvien vair\u0101k ir vietas izaicin\u0101jumiem.<\/p>\n 31. august\u0101 beidzas manas 100 vasaras dienas p\u0113c atgrie\u0161an\u0101s no \u0123imenes atva\u013cin\u0101juma Kr\u0113t\u0101. Es \u0161\u0137iros no savas pirm\u0101s draudzenes un iest\u0101jos in\u017eenierzin\u0101tn\u0113s. S\u0101kas studentu laikmets.<\/p>\n \u0160om\u0113nes pirmo reizi dom\u0101ju, ka stud\u0113\u0161ana man nemaz nav tas, kas man pat\u012bk, un es labpr\u0101t\u0101k rakst\u012btu vai nodarbotos ar cit\u0101m rado\u0161\u0101m liet\u0101m. Tom\u0113r nol\u0113mu main\u012bties un turpin\u0101t to, ko dar\u012bju: Es z\u012bm\u0113ju fantastiskas kartes<\/a>, m\u0101coties sazin\u0101ties ar meiten\u0113m un p\u0113t\u012bt reli\u0123iju krist\u012bg\u0101s alfa m\u0101c\u012bb\u0101s<\/a>. Gadu gait\u0101 maz ir main\u012bjies.<\/p>\n Bet p\u0113c 70+ randi\u0146iem ar da\u017e\u0101d\u0101m meiten\u0113m 8<\/a> un vair\u0101k nek\u0101 300 jaunu pazi\u0146u 9<\/a> Es s\u0101ku saprast, ka ar\u012b meitenes ir cilv\u0113ki. Ha... Tev tas varb\u016bt \u0161\u0137iet smiekl\u012bgi, bet man tas bija jaunums.<\/p>\n M\u016bsu varonis, kur\u0161 jau ir otr\u0101 kursa students, visu savu br\u012bvo laiku pavada, lasot un person\u012bgi izm\u0113\u0123inot padomus no t\u0101d\u0101m lap\u0101m k\u0101 Zen paradumi<\/a> vai V\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bbas m\u0101ksla<\/a>. Izaicin\u0101jumi un m\u0101c\u012b\u0161an\u0101s k\u013c\u016bst par vi\u0146a dz\u012bves sast\u0101vda\u013cu.<\/p>\n T\u0101 gada septembr\u012b es satiku savu m\u016b\u017ea otro meiteni, ta\u010du \u0101tri ar vi\u0146u iz\u0161\u0137\u012bros un m\u0113s vienk\u0101r\u0161i k\u013cuv\u0101m par lab\u0101kajiem draugiem, k\u0101di esam l\u012bdz \u0161ai dienai. Tas notiek ne tikai film\u0101s.<\/p>\n Oktobr\u012b no sava repertu\u0101ra izmetu meite\u0146u pak\u0101rto\u0161anas studijas.Taj\u0101 m\u0113nes\u012b sapratu, ka man tas vairs nav vajadz\u012bgs - es vairs nebaid\u012bjos no meiten\u0113m, un \u0161aj\u0101 jom\u0101 man vairs nebija ko atkl\u0101t. Protams, v\u0113l bija, ko pilnveidot, bet ar to, kas man bija, pietika. 10<\/a><\/p>\n ...Un novembr\u012b es s\u0101ku jaunu blogu ar nosaukumu Debesyla.<\/p>\n T\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 izskat\u012bj\u0101s s\u0101kum\u0101. Vai tagad ir jauk\u0101k?<\/p>\n Blogs un rad\u012bjums ar nosaukumu Debesyla s\u0101k ieg\u016bt savu kr\u0101su. Lai gan pirmajos m\u0113ne\u0161os es daudz nerakst\u012bju un man nebija t\u0113mas... Febru\u0101r\u012b tas main\u012bj\u0101s, jo Debesyla atrada savu pirmo moto un misiju.<\/p>\n "No \u0161\u012b br\u012b\u017ea dz\u012bvojiet viegli k\u0101 m\u0101konis!"<\/p>\n Kaut kur \u0161aj\u0101 m\u016bsu v\u0113stures br\u012bd\u012b es s\u0101ku mekl\u0113t l\u012bdz\u012bgus blogus. Atradu daudz ang\u013cu blogu (ar\u012b to, kas iedvesmoja \u0161o t\u0113mu, Zen Habits)... Bet lietuvie\u0161u - ne tik daudz. Taj\u0101 laik\u0101 jau bija \"Super Tribe\", bet tas bija tikai ekskluz\u012bvs.<\/p>\n Es s\u0101ku saprast: jebkur\u0161 var rakst\u012bt mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas, bet reti kur\u0161 var uzr\u0101d\u012bt p\u0101rbaud\u012btas, zin\u0101tniski vai vismaz person\u012bgi p\u0101rbaud\u012btas zin\u0101\u0161anas.<\/p>\n Bet tas neattur no misijas. Lai gan kvalit\u0101tes ce\u013c\u0161 ir daudz gr\u016bt\u0101ks nek\u0101 tekstu un cit\u0101tu kop\u0113\u0161ana un uzl\u012bm\u0113\u0161ana uz fotogr\u0101fij\u0101m ar ma\u0161\u012bn\u0101m un z\u012bl\u012bt\u0113m.<\/p>\n M\u0113ne\u0161i l\u0113n\u0101m rit, un m\u0101konis aug l\u0113n\u0101k, tad \u0101tr\u0101k. Main\u0101s ar\u012b rakst\u012b\u0161anas prasmes. Var sal\u012bdzin\u0101t progresu no pirm\u0101 raksta<\/a> 11<\/a> l\u012bdz P\u0113d\u0113jais<\/a>. Debesyla pamaz\u0101m k\u013c\u016bst slavena Lietuv\u0101.<\/p>\n M\u0101konis k\u013cuva par da\u013cu no manis. Reiz k\u0101dam b\u0113rnam bija mazs hobijs las\u012bt gr\u0101matas, kar\u0101joties kok\u0101. Bet viss izauga l\u012bdz lappusei, enciklop\u0113dijai vai \u017eurn\u0101lam, 12<\/a> savieno t\u016bksto\u0161iem lietuvie\u0161u, kuri v\u0113las augt. M\u0101ko\u0146i.<\/p>\n Un \u0161eit...<\/p>\n Es to noskat\u012bjos pirms da\u017e\u0101m ned\u0113\u013c\u0101m Gintara Varnas izr\u0101de "Biogr\u0101fija"<\/a>. T\u0101 bija viena no lab\u0101kaj\u0101m izr\u0101d\u0113m, ko jebkad esmu redz\u0113jis, ar vienu sasod\u012bti labu jaut\u0101jumu, kas man pr\u0101t\u0101 palika ilgu laiku:<\/p>\n "Ja j\u016bs var\u0113tu main\u012bt savu dz\u012bvi, vai j\u016bs zin\u0101tu, ko taj\u0101 main\u012bt?" Vai tu grib\u0113tu?"<\/p>\n ...Jo vair\u0101k es par to dom\u0101ju, jo vair\u0101k esmu p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka n\u0113, es nezin\u0101tu, ko main\u012bt sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113.<\/p>\n Lai gan mana dz\u012bve nav bijusi p\u0101rsteidzo\u0161a, t\u0101 mani ir novedusi l\u012bdz \u0161im punktam. Katrs l\u0113mums, ko esmu pie\u0146\u0113mis, ir novedis pie t\u0101, ka uzrakst\u012bju jums \u0161o v\u0113stuli. Un es veidoju \u0161o emu\u0101ru, es veidoju savu dz\u012bvi, es cen\u0161os jums pal\u012bdz\u0113t.<\/p>\n Esmu p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka, ja j\u016bs to las\u0101t, j\u016bs, iesp\u0113jams, ne ar ko neat\u0161\u0137iraties no manis. J\u0101, j\u016bsu dz\u012bve ir at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bga, bet ar\u012b j\u016bs esat da\u013ca no M\u0101ko\u0146a. J\u016bs m\u0101c\u0101ties, augat, jums ir m\u0113r\u0137i n\u0101kotnei, izaicin\u0101jumi tagadnei... J\u016bs v\u0113laties veidot savu dz\u012bvi un dz\u012bvot dz\u012bvi bez cie\u0161an\u0101m.<\/p>\n J\u016bs esat da\u013ca no M\u0101ko\u0146a. T\u0101pat k\u0101 es.<\/p>\n Un, lai gan mans st\u0101sts \u0161eit beidzas, tas nebeidzas. M\u016bsu dz\u012bve m\u016bs ir novedusi pie \u0161\u012b kop\u012bg\u0101 punkta! Tagad m\u0113s varam raudz\u012bties n\u0101kotn\u0113 ar liel\u0101ku p\u0101rliec\u012bbu. Jo pag\u0101tne bija pag\u0101tne, un n\u0101kotne nes tikai labas lietas, kuras vienk\u0101r\u0161i j\u0101satver.<\/p>\n Un tagad... Vispirms paldies, ka izlas\u012bj\u0101t \u0161o st\u0101stu. Es taj\u0101 ieguld\u012bju visu savu dv\u0113seli un centos nevienu da\u013cu neuzlabot. Taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 esmu centusies iedvesmot j\u016bs augt - ceru, ka man tas ir izdevies.<\/p>\n Viss, ko es jums tagad l\u016bdzu, ir atst\u0101t koment\u0101ru zem\u0101k.<\/strong><\/p>\n Nav svar\u012bgi, ko. Tas tev neaiz\u0146ems ne sekundi. 13<\/a> Un ar katru atsauksmi es var\u0113\u0161u zin\u0101t, ka es atv\u0113ros k\u0101da iemesla d\u0113\u013c.<\/p>\n Un tagad es nododu v\u0101rdu tev, mazais m\u0101kon\u012bt! \ud83e\udd1f<\/p>\n\n
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<\/span><\/p>\n\u0160eit ir mans st\u0101sts.<\/h2>\n
Pagriez\u012bsim asto\u0146us gadus uz priek\u0161u.<\/h3>\n
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<\/span><\/p>\n2011. gada marts. Priek\u0161\u0101 v\u0113l divi gadi.<\/h3>\n
Bet m\u0113nesi v\u0113l\u0101k...<\/h3>\n
2012. gada janv\u0101ris. \u0100tri uz priek\u0161u pusgadu.<\/h3>\n
P\u0113c pusgada viss atkal main\u0101s.<\/h3>\n
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<\/span><\/p>\n2013. gada febru\u0101ris. Priek\u0161\u0101 v\u0113l \u010detri m\u0113ne\u0161i.<\/h3>\n
P\u0101riesim uz priek\u0161u \u0161odienai.<\/h3>\n
Ko tagad?<\/h2>\n