{"id":12706,"date":"2018-01-17T10:22:53","date_gmt":"2018-01-17T08:22:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/?p=12706"},"modified":"2021-10-06T01:33:52","modified_gmt":"2021-10-05T22:33:52","slug":"metai-be-alkoholio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/debesyla.lt\/en\/year-without-alcohol\/","title":{"rendered":"A year without alcohol<del>:<\/del> <i>Alcohol is an escape from yourself<\/i>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u0160iandien galiu \u0161v\u0119sti. Keis\u010diausia tai, kad b\u016btent dabar man \u0161is faktas neatrodo nei ka\u017ekoks \u012fsp\u016bdingas, nei \u0161lovingas. Atrodo \u2013 o tai kas \u010dia tokio.<\/p>\n<p>Paskutin\u0117s <strong>365 dienos<\/strong> mano gyvenime pra\u016b\u017e\u0117<strong> be alkoholio.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ir i\u0161ties, gal net neb\u016b\u010diau apie tai ra\u0161iusi. Bet tada pagalvojau apie savo paauglyst\u0119, apie gyvenim\u0105, kai jame buvo alkoholio, ir nusprend\u017eiau, kad \u0161iek tiek pasisakysiu.<\/p>\n<p>        [tcb-script] jQuery(function($){ $(window).scroll(function(e){ scrollTimeOut = true; if ($(&#8216;#rodykle&#8217;).length){ if($(window).scrollTop() + window.innerHeight &gt; $(&#8216;#rodykle&#8217;).offset().top) { setTimeout(function(){ $(&#8216;#rodykle&#8217;).addClass(&#8216;ekrane&#8217;); }, 750); } } }); }); [\/tcb-script] <\/p>\n<h2>Vis\u0173 pirma, labai trumpai, k\u0105 manau apie vald\u017eios bandym\u0105 susitvarkyti su alkoholizmu Lietuvoje.<\/h2>\n<p>Juk tai \u0161iuo metu aktualu. Ne, a\u0161 nepritariu grie\u017etiems ir drasti\u0161kiems \u012fstatymams, nes, vis\u0173 pirma, jie u\u017ek\u016br\u0117 toki\u0105 pirt\u012f m\u016bs\u0173 visuomen\u0117je, kur visi staigiai sukilo ir susib\u016br\u0117 \u012f didel\u0119 j\u0117g\u0105, garsiai pasakiusi\u0105 \u201ej\u016bs mums nepaai\u0161kinsite\u201c. <strong>Taip, kuo grie\u017e\u010diau bandai sugriebti, tuo labiau norisi griebiamam mai\u0161tauti.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Antra, ta mai\u0161taujanti j\u0117ga staiga nebesuprato u\u017e k\u0105 kovoja \u2013 u\u017e laisv\u0119 spr\u0119sti, kiek ir kur vartoti, ar tiesiog u\u017e tai, kad alkoholis yra k\u016bl reikalas.<\/p>\n<p>Mano ka\u017ekada myl\u0117tas Marijonas scenoje prie Seimo r\u016bm\u0173, klausau, jau \u0161neka, kaip i\u0161 linksmo tapo li\u016bdnas ir susim\u0105st\u0119s, nes, suprask, be alkoholio \u017emogus tampa ni\u016brus ir r\u016bstus, kaip tie politikai, kurie pamokyt mus susimojo.<\/p>\n<p>Ir tada galvoju, nu Marijau Marijau, mes turim problem\u0173 su alkoholiu.<\/p>\n<p>Tu tur\u0117jai problem\u0173 su alkoholiu, apie tave, pasiklydus\u012f rytais tarp med\u017ei\u0173, ne vienos l\u016bpos man pasakojo ir kai jauni \u017emon\u0117s juokiasi i\u0161 tavo baik\u0173 apie ni\u016brius negerian\u010dius politikus, tai ar tu pats tais rytais besi\u0161laistydamas tikrai laim\u0119 ir g\u0117r\u012f jautei?<\/p>\n<p>\u017dod\u017eiu, kova u\u017e laisv\u0119 rinktis staiga tapo \u0161\u016bkavimais apie smag\u0173 gyvenim\u0105 svaigal\u0173 apsupty. \u010cia, \u017einoma, mano subjektyvus kampas ir a\u0161 gal\u0117\u010diau pl\u0117stis iki de\u0161imties pastraip\u0173, bet to nedarysiu.<\/p>\n<h2>A\u0161 geriau pasakysiu, kod\u0117l i\u0161 gyvenimo i\u0161braukiau alkohol\u012f ir kaip tai pakeit\u0117 mano kasdienyb\u0119.<\/h2>\n<p>Nors etap\u0173 be alkoholio tur\u0117jau labai daug, bet \u0161itas ilgiausias (nuo tada, kai pirm\u0105syk paragavau). Ank\u0161\u010diau jau\u010diausi tu\u0161tesn\u0117, ka\u017ekas viduje nedav\u0117 ramyb\u0117s. Tai kokia nevykusi meil\u0117s istorija, tai koks ilgesys ar skaudulys, tai baim\u0117, nerimas.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8230;Ir tada po kokio bokalo pasidarydavo ramiau, linksmiau.&nbsp;<\/strong><strong>Tik kuo toliau, tuo labiau viskas tempdavosi paskui, o kiekviena tikrumo akistata su savimi tapdavo niauresn\u0117.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Vien\u0105 dien\u0105 tiesiog supranti, kad turi paimti ir visk\u0105 i\u0161spr\u0119sti. Ir ka\u017ekod\u0117l pirmas dalykas, kur\u012f tau norisi pa\u0161alinti i\u0161 gyvenimo, yra b\u016btent alkoholis. \u010cia intuicija matyt sako, jog toks turi b\u016bti pirmas tavo \u017eingsnis.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">A\u0161 vis sakau, kad <strong>alkoholis, tai b\u0117gimas nuo sav\u0119s,<\/strong> o man taip norisi eiti \u012f save, \u017evelgt \u012f save, ie\u0161kot savyje.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"width: 100%;\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" width=\"175\" height=\"137\" title=\"Quotation_marks_image_03\" data-id=\"41605\" src=\"\/\/debesyla.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/tcb_content_templates\/contentblock\/images\/Quotation_marks_image_03.png\" style=\"\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p>A\u0161 lieku su savimi ir nebijau: nei man nuobodu, nei li\u016bdna vien d\u0117l to, kad esu a\u0161 ir a\u0161. Nei man reikia save linksminti, nei raminti svaiginantis.<\/p>\n<h2>Ir keista, bet nei kiek nepasiilgsti to b\u016bvio svaigioj neapibr\u0117\u017ety.<\/h2>\n<p>Man \u017emon\u0117s sako, kad alkoholis jiems padeda atsipalaiduoti. Na, ne\u017einau, pris\u0117du su kava prie\u0161 restorano lang\u0105 \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; \u017ei\u016briu \u012f e\u017eerus, kalnus, pu\u0161\u0173 vir\u0161\u016bnes \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; gr\u012f\u017etu namo, \u012fsijungiu radij\u0105, pasisemiu sauj\u0105 m\u0117gstamiausio rie\u0161ut\u0173 mi\u0161inio, kramsnoju, klausau \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; s\u0117d\u017eiu su draugais, jie gurk\u0161noja al\u0173, a\u0161 gurk\u0161noju pokalbius ir \u0161ilum\u0105 \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Atsipalaiduoti<\/strong><strong>&nbsp;<\/strong>\u2013 tai b\u016bti su savimi ir tuo, kas aplink tave.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0117gautis tuo. Ir nei gamta taps gra\u017eesn\u0117, nei \u017emon\u0117s \u012fdomesni, nei maistas skanesnis i\u0161g\u0117rus alkoholio. Tik tu pats ka\u017ekoks kitoks, a\u0161 saky\u010diau \u2013 labiau pavir\u0161utini\u0161kas. Bet, deja deja, da\u017enam tiesiog daug papras\u010diau gyventi plaukiant pavir\u0161iais.<\/p>\n<p>Pastarieji metai buvo ir diplomo \u012fteikimas, ir septynios kelion\u0117s, ir \u012fstojimas \u012f magistrant\u016bros studijas, ir Naujieji, ir gimtadienis, ir naujas b\u016bstas, bet visk\u0105 lais\u010diau laime, kartais dar nealkoholiniu \u0161ampanu.<\/p>\n<h2>Nemanau, kad gavau nors viena gera emocija ma\u017eiau, bet galvos skausmais neabejotinai.<\/h2>\n<p>Pastarieji metai buvo ir skaud\u016bs i\u0161siskyrimai, ir pergyvenimai d\u0117l tolstan\u010dios meil\u0117s, ir nam\u0173 ilgesys, ir nesibaigian\u010di\u0173 darb\u0173 virtin\u0117s, ir \u0161ird\u012f perdurian\u010dio skausmo akimirkos, bet nemanau, kad alkoholis b\u016bt\u0173 palengvin\u0119s ir paskatin\u0119s bent vien\u0105 problem\u0105 \u012fveikti grei\u010diau.<\/p>\n<p>Ir vis d\u0117lto, a\u0161 esu tikra, kad iki \u010dia perskait\u0117 bent vienas, kuriam pikta, kuriam neatrodo nuo\u0161irdu, kuriam neatrodo, kad kiekvienas taip gal\u0117t\u0173, kuriam neatrodo, kad tame yra prasm\u0117s, kuris u\u017e gerkl\u0117s griebt\u0173 ir \u012fpilt\u0173, nes \u201eKam tie kra\u0161tutinumai!?\u201c. A\u0161 ir nesakau, kad kiekvienas, kuris geria, tai daro beprasmi\u0161kai save skandindamas. Tikrai ne.<\/p>\n<p>Labai retai ir to nesureik\u0161minant, alkoholis gyvenimo nepablogins, gal net \u012fne\u0161 smagi\u0173 v\u0117j\u0173, ta\u010diau kai matau \u017emones, kurie nemoka kitaip atsipalaiduoti, kuriems to reikia da\u017enai ir vis da\u017eniau, vis daugiau, man darosi li\u016bdna.<\/p>\n<p>Ne visiems duota kovotojo d\u0117l tikros, nuo\u0161ird\u017eios laim\u0117s gyslel\u0117. Bet ir ne kiekvienas bando j\u0105 i\u0161siugdyti, nors pabandyti kitaip.<\/p>\n<h2>Ir pasilieku prie visi\u0161kos blaivyb\u0117s, nes \u0161iuo metu dar daug kas gyvenime nei\u0161spr\u0119sta.&nbsp;<\/h2>\n<p>O man taip \u012fdomu, taip patinka spr\u0119sti, ie\u0161koti, atrasti! Gal ka\u017ekada, kai\/jei u\u017eauginsiu vaikus, mane apkabins \u017emogus, kuris pasakys \u201etu esi mano aki\u0173 \u0161viesa\u201c, gal tada sakysiu \u201ei\u0161geriam po taur\u0119 vyno ir pasidalinam \u017evaig\u017edynus danguj\u201c.<\/p>\n<p>Kol kas a\u0161 neturiu noro ir laiko net vienam bokalui, o jau ir po vieno mano smegenys prad\u0117t\u0173 \u016b\u017et, \u0161irdis \u0161\u0117lt. Kol kas a\u0161 nenoriu nieko u\u017emir\u0161t, nieko nustumt \u012f \u0161al\u012f, jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi kasdienyb\u0117s atokaitoj, bet tuo pa\u010diu ir nesu \u0161imtu procent\u0173 tikra, kad i\u0161g\u0117rusi neprad\u0117\u010diau klaid\u017eioti po neatv\u0117susius p\u0117d\u0173 \u012fspaudus.<\/p>\n<p>Apibendrinant, metai be alkoholio buvo geriausi metai mano gyvenime. T\u0119skime toliau!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u2013 Ona Adamavi\u010di\u016bt\u0117<\/strong><\/p>\n<h3>\u012edomu i\u0161girsti dar ger\u0173 patir\u010di\u0173 apie alkoholio atsisakym\u0105?<\/h3>\n<p style=\"\">\u017di\u016br\u0117k trenerio Igno Bak\u0117jaus laid\u0105 \u201e0 laipsni\u0173\u201c!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0160iandien galiu \u0161v\u0119sti. Keis\u010diausia tai, kad b\u016btent dabar man \u0161is faktas neatrodo nei ka\u017ekoks \u012fsp\u016bdingas, nei \u0161lovingas. Atrodo \u2013 o tai kas \u010dia tokio. Paskutin\u0117s 365 dienos mano gyvenime pra\u016b\u017e\u0117 be alkoholio. Ir i\u0161ties, gal net neb\u016b\u010diau apie tai ra\u0161iusi. Bet tada pagalvojau apie savo paauglyst\u0119, apie gyvenim\u0105, kai jame buvo alkoholio, ir nusprend\u017eiau, kad [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":16604,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","tve_updated_post":"<div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_text_element\"><p>\u0160iandien galiu \u0161v\u0119sti. Keis\u010diausia tai, kad b\u016btent dabar man \u0161is faktas neatrodo nei ka\u017ekoks \u012fsp\u016bdingas, nei \u0161lovingas. Atrodo \u2013 o tai kas \u010dia tokio.<\/p><p>Paskutin\u0117s <strong>365 dienos<\/strong> mano gyvenime pra\u016b\u017e\u0117<strong> be alkoholio.<\/strong><\/p><p>Ir i\u0161ties, gal net neb\u016b\u010diau apie tai ra\u0161iusi. Bet tada pagalvojau apie savo paauglyst\u0119, apie gyvenim\u0105, kai jame buvo alkoholio, ir nusprend\u017eiau, kad \u0161iek tiek pasisakysiu.<\/p><\/div><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_symbol thrive-shortcode thrv_symbol_15759\" data-shortcode=\"thrive_symbol\" data-id=\"15759\" data-selector=\".thrv_symbol_15759\"><div class=\"thrive-shortcode-config\" style=\"display: none !important\">__CONFIG_post_symbol__{\"id\":\"15759\"}__CONFIG_post_symbol__<\/div><\/div><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_text_element\"><h2 class=\"\">Vis\u0173 pirma, labai trumpai, k\u0105 manau apie vald\u017eios bandym\u0105 susitvarkyti su alkoholizmu Lietuvoje.<\/h2><p>Juk tai \u0161iuo metu aktualu. Ne, a\u0161 nepritariu grie\u017etiems ir drasti\u0161kiems \u012fstatymams, nes, vis\u0173 pirma, jie u\u017ek\u016br\u0117 toki\u0105 pirt\u012f m\u016bs\u0173 visuomen\u0117je, kur visi staigiai sukilo ir susib\u016br\u0117 \u012f didel\u0119 j\u0117g\u0105, garsiai pasakiusi\u0105 \u201ej\u016bs mums nepaai\u0161kinsite\u201c. <strong>Taip, kuo grie\u017e\u010diau bandai sugriebti, tuo labiau norisi griebiamam mai\u0161tauti.<\/strong><\/p><p>Antra, ta mai\u0161taujanti j\u0117ga staiga nebesuprato u\u017e k\u0105 kovoja \u2013 u\u017e laisv\u0119 spr\u0119sti, kiek ir kur vartoti, ar tiesiog u\u017e tai, kad alkoholis yra k\u016bl reikalas.<\/p><p>Mano ka\u017ekada myl\u0117tas Marijonas scenoje prie Seimo r\u016bm\u0173, klausau, jau \u0161neka, kaip i\u0161 linksmo tapo li\u016bdnas ir susim\u0105st\u0119s, nes, suprask, be alkoholio \u017emogus tampa ni\u016brus ir r\u016bstus, kaip tie politikai, kurie pamokyt mus susimojo.<\/p><p>Ir tada galvoju, nu Marijau Marijau, mes turim problem\u0173 su alkoholiu.<\/p><p>Tu tur\u0117jai problem\u0173 su alkoholiu, apie tave, pasiklydus\u012f rytais tarp med\u017ei\u0173, ne vienos l\u016bpos man pasakojo ir kai jauni \u017emon\u0117s juokiasi i\u0161 tavo baik\u0173 apie ni\u016brius negerian\u010dius politikus, tai ar tu pats tais rytais besi\u0161laistydamas tikrai laim\u0119 ir g\u0117r\u012f jautei?<\/p><p>\u017dod\u017eiu, kova u\u017e laisv\u0119 rinktis staiga tapo \u0161\u016bkavimais apie smag\u0173 gyvenim\u0105 svaigal\u0173 apsupty. \u010cia, \u017einoma, mano subjektyvus kampas ir a\u0161 gal\u0117\u010diau pl\u0117stis iki de\u0161imties pastraip\u0173, bet to nedarysiu.<\/p><h2 class=\"\">A\u0161 geriau pasakysiu, kod\u0117l i\u0161 gyvenimo i\u0161braukiau alkohol\u012f ir kaip tai pakeit\u0117 mano kasdienyb\u0119.<\/h2><p>Nors etap\u0173 be alkoholio tur\u0117jau labai daug, bet \u0161itas ilgiausias (nuo tada, kai pirm\u0105syk paragavau). Ank\u0161\u010diau jau\u010diausi tu\u0161tesn\u0117, ka\u017ekas viduje nedav\u0117 ramyb\u0117s. Tai kokia nevykusi meil\u0117s istorija, tai koks ilgesys ar skaudulys, tai baim\u0117, nerimas.<\/p><p><strong>...Ir tada po kokio bokalo pasidarydavo ramiau, linksmiau.&nbsp;<\/strong><strong>Tik kuo toliau, tuo labiau viskas tempdavosi paskui, o kiekviena tikrumo akistata su savimi tapdavo niauresn\u0117.<\/strong><\/p><p>Vien\u0105 dien\u0105 tiesiog supranti, kad turi paimti ir visk\u0105 i\u0161spr\u0119sti. Ir ka\u017ekod\u0117l pirmas dalykas, kur\u012f tau norisi pa\u0161alinti i\u0161 gyvenimo, yra b\u016btent alkoholis. \u010cia intuicija matyt sako, jog toks turi b\u016bti pirmas tavo \u017eingsnis.<\/p><\/div><div class=\"thrv-content-block tcb-local-vars-root thrv_wrapper\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7eb\" tcb-template-name=\"Quote 01\" tcb-template-id=\"41598\" tcb-template-pack=\"137\" data-keep-css_id=\"1\"><div class=\"thrive-group-edit-config\" style=\"display: none !important\">__CONFIG_group_edit__{\"jusikoti\":{\"name\":\"Quote\",\"singular\":\"-- Text %s\"},\"jusikwfb\":{\"name\":\"Quotation Marks\",\"singular\":\"-- Image %s\"},\"jusil3f2\":{\"name\":\"Quote Box\",\"singular\":\"-- Content Box %s\"},\"jusilagm\":{\"name\":\"Quote Block\",\"singular\":\"-- Content Box %s\"}}__CONFIG_group_edit__<\/div><div class=\"thrive-local-colors-config\" style=\"display: none !important\">__CONFIG_local_colors__{\"colors\":{\"5815c\":\"Border\",\"ab96e\":\"Accent Colour\"},\"gradients\":{}}__CONFIG_local_colors__<\/div><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_contentbox_shortcode thrv-content-box dynamic-group-jusilagm\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7ec\">\n\t<div class=\"tve-content-box-background\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7ed\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"tve-cb\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7ee\"><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_contentbox_shortcode thrv-content-box dynamic-group-jusil3f2\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7ef\">\n\t<div class=\"tve-content-box-background\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"tve-cb\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7f0\"><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_text_element dynamic-group-jusikoti\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7f1\"><p data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7f2\" style=\"text-align: center;\">A\u0161 vis sakau, kad <strong>alkoholis, tai b\u0117gimas nuo sav\u0119s,<\/strong> o man taip norisi eiti \u012f save, \u017evelgt \u012f save, ie\u0161kot savyje.<\/p><\/div><div class=\"thrv_wrapper tve_image_caption dynamic-group-jusikwfb\" data-css=\"tve-u-16fa1c1b7f3\"><span class=\"tve_image_frame\" style=\"width: 100%;\"><img class=\"tve_image wp-image-41605\" alt=\"\" width=\"175\" height=\"137\" title=\"Quotation_marks_image_03\" data-id=\"41605\" src=\"\/\/debesyla.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/tcb_content_templates\/contentblock\/images\/Quotation_marks_image_03.png\" style=\"\"><\/span><\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><div class=\"thrv_wrapper thrv_text_element\"><p>A\u0161 lieku su savimi ir nebijau: nei man nuobodu, nei li\u016bdna vien d\u0117l to, kad esu a\u0161 ir a\u0161. Nei man reikia save linksminti, nei raminti svaiginantis.<\/p><h2>Ir keista, bet nei kiek nepasiilgsti to b\u016bvio svaigioj neapibr\u0117\u017ety.<\/h2><p>Man \u017emon\u0117s sako, kad alkoholis jiems padeda atsipalaiduoti. Na, ne\u017einau, pris\u0117du su kava prie\u0161 restorano lang\u0105 \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; \u017ei\u016briu \u012f e\u017eerus, kalnus, pu\u0161\u0173 vir\u0161\u016bnes \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; gr\u012f\u017etu namo, \u012fsijungiu radij\u0105, pasisemiu sauj\u0105 m\u0117gstamiausio rie\u0161ut\u0173 mi\u0161inio, kramsnoju, klausau \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi; s\u0117d\u017eiu su draugais, jie gurk\u0161noja al\u0173, a\u0161 gurk\u0161noju pokalbius ir \u0161ilum\u0105 \u2013 jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi.<\/p><p><strong>Atsipalaiduoti<\/strong><strong>&nbsp;<\/strong>\u2013 tai b\u016bti su savimi ir tuo, kas aplink tave.&nbsp;<\/p><p>M\u0117gautis tuo. Ir nei gamta taps gra\u017eesn\u0117, nei \u017emon\u0117s \u012fdomesni, nei maistas skanesnis i\u0161g\u0117rus alkoholio. Tik tu pats ka\u017ekoks kitoks, a\u0161 saky\u010diau \u2013 labiau pavir\u0161utini\u0161kas. Bet, deja deja, da\u017enam tiesiog daug papras\u010diau gyventi plaukiant pavir\u0161iais.<\/p><p>Pastarieji metai buvo ir diplomo \u012fteikimas, ir septynios kelion\u0117s, ir \u012fstojimas \u012f magistrant\u016bros studijas, ir Naujieji, ir gimtadienis, ir naujas b\u016bstas, bet visk\u0105 lais\u010diau laime, kartais dar nealkoholiniu \u0161ampanu.<\/p><h2 class=\"\">Nemanau, kad gavau nors viena gera emocija ma\u017eiau, bet galvos skausmais neabejotinai.<\/h2><p>Pastarieji metai buvo ir skaud\u016bs i\u0161siskyrimai, ir pergyvenimai d\u0117l tolstan\u010dios meil\u0117s, ir nam\u0173 ilgesys, ir nesibaigian\u010di\u0173 darb\u0173 virtin\u0117s, ir \u0161ird\u012f perdurian\u010dio skausmo akimirkos, bet nemanau, kad alkoholis b\u016bt\u0173 palengvin\u0119s ir paskatin\u0119s bent vien\u0105 problem\u0105 \u012fveikti grei\u010diau.<\/p><p>Ir vis d\u0117lto, a\u0161 esu tikra, kad iki \u010dia perskait\u0117 bent vienas, kuriam pikta, kuriam neatrodo nuo\u0161irdu, kuriam neatrodo, kad kiekvienas taip gal\u0117t\u0173, kuriam neatrodo, kad tame yra prasm\u0117s, kuris u\u017e gerkl\u0117s griebt\u0173 ir \u012fpilt\u0173, nes \u201eKam tie kra\u0161tutinumai!?\u201c. A\u0161 ir nesakau, kad kiekvienas, kuris geria, tai daro beprasmi\u0161kai save skandindamas. Tikrai ne.<\/p><p>Labai retai ir to nesureik\u0161minant, alkoholis gyvenimo nepablogins, gal net \u012fne\u0161 smagi\u0173 v\u0117j\u0173, ta\u010diau kai matau \u017emones, kurie nemoka kitaip atsipalaiduoti, kuriems to reikia da\u017enai ir vis da\u017eniau, vis daugiau, man darosi li\u016bdna.<\/p><p>Ne visiems duota kovotojo d\u0117l tikros, nuo\u0161ird\u017eios laim\u0117s gyslel\u0117. Bet ir ne kiekvienas bando j\u0105 i\u0161siugdyti, nors pabandyti kitaip.<\/p><h2 class=\"\">Ir pasilieku prie visi\u0161kos blaivyb\u0117s, nes \u0161iuo metu dar daug kas gyvenime nei\u0161spr\u0119sta.&nbsp;<\/h2><p>O man taip \u012fdomu, taip patinka spr\u0119sti, ie\u0161koti, atrasti! Gal ka\u017ekada, kai\/jei u\u017eauginsiu vaikus, mane apkabins \u017emogus, kuris pasakys \u201etu esi mano aki\u0173 \u0161viesa\u201c, gal tada sakysiu \u201ei\u0161geriam po taur\u0119 vyno ir pasidalinam \u017evaig\u017edynus danguj\u201c.<\/p><p>Kol kas a\u0161 neturiu noro ir laiko net vienam bokalui, o jau ir po vieno mano smegenys prad\u0117t\u0173 \u016b\u017et, \u0161irdis \u0161\u0117lt. Kol kas a\u0161 nenoriu nieko u\u017emir\u0161t, nieko nustumt \u012f \u0161al\u012f, jau\u010diuosi atsipalaidavusi kasdienyb\u0117s atokaitoj, bet tuo pa\u010diu ir nesu \u0161imtu procent\u0173 tikra, kad i\u0161g\u0117rusi neprad\u0117\u010diau klaid\u017eioti po neatv\u0117susius p\u0117d\u0173 \u012fspaudus.<\/p><p>Apibendrinant, metai be alkoholio buvo geriausi metai mano gyvenime. 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